
pov. ahmed
krakk...
I pushed through the door of this empty house, and I didn't believe what I saw. in front of me was presented a friendly scene with a man whose face as I had seen. Right now rania like being embraced from behind by the man.
"what my mother said, you're a cheap girl Rania!!!" with a tight chest I let out my frustration.
"dad, don't get me wrong, it's not what you see" he tried to grab my hand.it seems like he's limp right now.
"don't call me by that name, I wouldn't have a special call with you ******!!!" I immediately twisted my body and left the place.My current goal is only to immediately part with the woman I really love, but her actions make my heart hurt.
I came back home, I took all my things and did not forget I brought khaira to come with me. by taking an online taxi I aimed at my mother's house.. that house was the only place I came back to.
the next forty minutes I reached my mother's house, but it seemed to be quiet.
"assalamualaikum.." I said as I slowly banged on the door.
krakk..
the door opened, my mother's face from behind the door.
"what did you ride to ahmad ?" gelontor mom when I see my face.
"up the taxi online ma'am" without being allowed in I entered by carrying my luggage and carrying khaira.
"hufftttt.why not get in your car, even a waste of money to pay for online taxis" my mother hugged me.
"it's not my car, ma'am, it's rania's"
"just the same, he has betrayed.so it's not wrong if you take all your treasures. anyway he's wrong"
"it's mom, I'm dizzy. it's like my head wants to break. Please make milk for my son mom, he hasn't taken a nap. he can't sleep if he hasn't drank milk"
"make it yourself. Instead of bringing the treasure even bring the child. make a fuss !!" I breathed hard when I heard my mother's words - if she was grateful, what I carry right now is the most precious treasure for me. khaira is my half life. it was obviously very valuable to me.
it had been two days after I was shown a photo of the affair rania and her ex-lover, but for me the shadow when I saw their intimate scenes at that time felt very haunting me to this day. I don't know why my heart was so broken because of it. My annoyance was so upset if I remembered the incident.I wanted to kill rania right then and there, but I wouldn't kill her. as soon as I am in jail after that and I will have no one else to take care of it. I must be able to be a father all be a mother figure for Khaira.
"hmmmm.. Dad's smart son is up ?" I said when I found the khaira playing alone on the bed we used to sleep in last night.
"hu'uhh yah" replied khaira with a funny expression. I took a shower and then I took a bath khaira and we both intended to have breakfast.
"are you awake ?" said the mother who saw me coming towards the dining table, there she was having breakfast with my father, rasdi, son and wife rasdi.
"yes ma'am, the plan is to finish breakfast I want to find work. I tipped khaira ya ma'am.." my great-granddaughter while scooping the fried rice onto the plate and nodding my bikong at the seat next to my father with khaira sitting on my lap.
"duh, mother where can. mother has a lot of activities. she will not have time to tour your child.you bring aja gih, it is still nyari. blom of course already working"
"kasian khairanya ma'am if I bring him around looking for work ma'am. not to mention riding an angkot, surely the insistence will be in angkot" with a clear tone I still tried to persuade mother that she would keep khaira for me.
"eat it, so the man do not be stupid.you take the car and the money in the house rania.it's your right, then your child will love it to rania aja. let him not feel good about dating without being in the recokin kid !!"
"already mom, early in the morning do not say mulu. ya ahmad. let the father who guards khaira. you go to find work" interrupted my father who is able to make mother to stop cornering me.
"but aren't you working today?"
"later father permission, let khaira someone take care.you look for aja work calmly yes. inshayah I'm sure, you will easily get a job" I just smiled nodding my head. hearing my father's words, it felt like a fresh breeze that could restore my fighting spirit.
"loh ma'am... chicken just as there are no eggs ? trus khaira what do you want to eat ?" I said that I had noticed on their plate there was chicken and egg accompanying the fried rice, while after I searched I did not find the existence of chicken and eggs for me and khaira.
"already mending is still in love free stay in this house. eat not even pretentious to eat well, like no money to give !!" insult mom against me.
"already mom, really like different children. this is for you ahmad, and this let me eat equally khaira" sergeant father who also did not accept the mother's words as he moved the egg to my plate, while the chicken meat on his plate will he eat with khaira.
all day I went around looking for work, but the result I was always rejected. desperation no longer I could avoid. until I saw the dorsmeer car that looked very crowded. I just decided to find a job there. the issue of salary I do not mind anymore, the important thing is that I can connect my life and buy milk for khaira.
without a lot of process, I was accepted to work there. Tomorrow I can start my work there. I'm sure, khaira will grow into a beautiful girl.for that, it is, I always try to give him food from the source of the halal rezeky.
arriving in the yard I heard the sound of my mother's curse and the sound of a woman's cry from the porch of the house.
"until you die you won't be accepted here"