My Mother-in-law's Bad Prejudice
that feeling still exists

"ahmad..what are you doing here ?" I rubbed my eyes that felt heavy.

"of course I want to take care of my brother ran. You seem to be very tired. go home. the kids must be waiting"

"well, then I'll go" I took my bag that I had put next to the sofa. after arriving outside the kobar room I held my chest that had been beating three times faster.It seems I was not strong to linger to see the ahmad. my love for her has not been eroded even though she is now married again, but I also do not want to look stupid.

"why stand here ran ?"

"eh. i. anu. that, I still cuddle life. because it had time to sleep so it still feels a little lazy to do anything" the reason I was excited was because I was daydreaming in front of the cowboy room.which made me not to think, why I did not hear the sound of the door in the open. "yes already. I go first"

"be careful, my dear.." ahmad curled a smile on his lips that made me even more misbehaved.I painstakingly hid my nervousness in front of him. just nodded my head and I left the hospital.

***

pov. ahmed

after the departure of rania I went back into the room kobar. seeing the treatment obtained by kobar, I felt a little embarrassed to rania.he who always got humiliation in my family, he always got insulted, it is precisely he who can give help to the kobar. moreover kobar always insulted and even once robbed of rania's jewelry. I had wanted to help with treatment for kobar, but diamond always forbid me. the reason is always complicated.Every time my family asks me for help, he always refuses with a thousand reasons.in contrast to rania first.even though my salary is only a little I give him, he always refused with a thousand reasons, he never protested, and when my family needed anything he never refused as long as it did not disturb anything he felt was absolute when he was married to me. my life now feels more complicated, every day listening to the baby babble that complains of my mother's attitude who always asked for money, even though she never gave my mother money. but he always rambles about things that he should not fuss about. Especially when he sees Rania, he will turn into a crazy woman who likes to grumble on his own. I admit Rania is much prettier than diamond, but I've married diamond, although I'm sorry, but I don't want to play with the marriage bond. every time I got carried away when I looked at Rania, I always brushed her off and tried to keep my marriage going.

"are you awake ? do you want a drink"

"rania I told bang to come home, let me take care of brother here"

"hmmmm.. isn't diamond angry that you're here ahmad ?"

"she's my wife bang, she has to listen to what I say. It's not me who's going to listen to what she says."

"i just don't want your household to be in trouble because of me. let alone rania, she's a very good woman.don't let diamond disturb her life" for a moment I was stunned to hear the words bang kobar. he was thinking of good for Rania.

"don't you want to go back to Rania ? she's a good lady ahmad. I'm not sure she used to betray you"

"it can't be bang. although I want to, but my condition that has married again makes the distance between us so far."

"i always pray that you get back together. Kasian rania should raise your son alone.if it is true that he once betrayed you with his mass love.it is impossible for that man to marry a woman rania. be careful of our mother and your wife"

there is a point also the word bang kobar.but whatever my day, my mistake was too quick to make a decision so that me and rania are now a mere memory.