My True Derit
Episode 24 # Strees

On the way, household matters disturbed my mind, I even stopped for a few moments just to take a deep breath. Everything felt crowded in the chest, question after question appeared without I could contain it.

From a distance the bridge stretched straight, I also decided to stop there. Seen the river below, the water is dirty like gooday moccacino water that as I brew every day. Then I climbed on the iron bridge and shouted as loud as possible.

" tuhaaaaaaaaaan all this is not fair to me

" you know how much you know how sick I am

" everything I've done has been in vain for eight years

" MY HEARTFELT TO BE MY SUFFERINGS

" help me take it off, please,

" eliminate my heart and mind that I cannot live without it

" loveaaaa this is killing me tuhaaaaaan

"As I lay my body in the grass," I felt stupid and stupid, even I felt like I was crazy, I loved and lived with people who didn't love me. I love the people who hurt me, and I leave the people who love me so much and love me with sincerity. How stupid of me!!

Is all this karma from Rika, and my three other exes??. I'm sorry God.

I also continued my journey. Upon arrival I walked in Pa's room. Baur according to the instructions of the Day. Seen people with different interests then pass in and out of samsat. Some pay taxes, some take care of BBN, some are the same as me take care of a new vehicle. I also submitted the invoice file to Pa. Baur.

Then I waited for the process of the vehicle in the waiting room that Pa prepared. Baurs. Shortly after, Tresha chatted me via WhatsApp, she asked me where I was, she was worried, plus Ghiffar wanted to see me. Not want me to reply to his chat, I better sleep, and watch youtube to relieve my stress.

Again the concentration is divided, watching youtube like there is no point, I have seen a channel that is terrorized, nothing is as good as my story. I moved it to a funny channel, no one is as funny as I did Tresha. I finally turned it off and I looked.

" wherever I go, wherever I am, my troubles with Tresha always haunt me.

" i realized the only way was to break up

" i think the degree of sincerity in loving someone is to let him go

" well Allaah I am sure you will replace the bad with the good, and replace the good with the better.

There was the sound of the Ashar prayer at that time, O god of my problems, I forgot to miss the dzuhur prayer. Then I rushed to the mosque to pray. In the mosque I decided to name and worship the missed dzuhur prayer. Allaah until I face my household affairs.

A phone call from Pa. Baur, he told me that the process was over, he told me to go to his room to get STNK and the license plate.

" are you new, what's your name??

" he sir, I just got to work today

" i got him today

" ohh it's day ya

" the next time you have to come before 11, yes, you were almost too late.

" good. In the future, I will correct my mistakes.

" i am ready to go home Pa

Sorepun arrived, I finally came home with an erratic feeling, I was confused where to go now! Do I go home to my mother, or to my in-laws!. I haven't seen Ghiffar in two days.

I am not a hypocrite, I also miss Tresha so much behind the pain and disappointment that I feel. I wish there was a miracle of all the burdens I carry. I hope Tresha changes, and my household sakinah, mawadah and warahmah until death separates.

Shortly after, Tresha called telling me to go home to my in-laws, but I refused. I told Tresha and Ghiffar to stay at mom's house. Treshapun.

Upon arrival at my mother's house, I decided to buy food for my mother and the others. I also bought my favorite rice martabak mother, then I continued to buy rice paddocks for me and others. Last time I bought a favorite magnum conelo ice cream tresha and Ghiffar.

" Abson home

As Ghiffar ran up to me, he hugged and kissed me.

" dad's been two days where I've been

" dede kangen tau yahh

I hugged and kissed my son, and I forgot to give him his favorite ice cream and chitato. It looks like mom and Tresha are talking four eyes in the living room, what they are talking about, they look very serious sometimes looking at me. I'm sure they're talking about my relationship with Tresha.

" mother.... Let's eat together!

" this is ma'am I bought martabak mother's favorite

" ohh he sha, this is your favorite ice cream and akbar, you enter first into the refrigerator.

" now we eat the same

Finally my mother, sister Tresha and Ghiffar ate together. While eating I noticed the look on my face, I looked like I was still upset. Kulibat Tresha looks from the body gestures like uncomfortable. Unlike my sisters, they enjoyed the food.

" how was his trip and job??

" it's not good mom, I don't focus when riding a motorcycle, almost I was wretched mom

" Akbar, Hadi, please bring Ghiffar main Ps above.

" mom wants to talk important to your sister

Eventually my sisters took Ghiffar upstairs.

" Tresha..... Mother yesterday has spoken with the mother's child, mother asked in the future the mother's child want to go?

" he replied, all his decisions are in your hands, he's fixed on his stance, he's going to end what he started.

" honestly mother is also very disappointed in you, but what is the power of mother. You who slaughtered for the path of all this, you also feel the consequences of your choices.

" now you want to ask, do you want to continue, do you end it all??

Seen Tresha's face pale deathly after hearing mother's question, her body began to occasionally let out a long sigh. Tresha looked at me but I ignored her.

" a.aaa.I'm confused ma'am, I can't answer that

" you must take responsibility sha, sha,

" you have to answer right now, I need certainty from you.

" about Ghiffar let me take care of everything

" already, don't talk like that

" please give me one more chance a, I will never sue aa

" i'm an honest fool, I've wasted and destroyed the love and trust of aa and mother

" excuse me aa, I'm sorry mom

" give me a chance once more

She looked at me, and I could not say a word.

" i can't give you an answer sha

" you ask me, I don't want to be wrong and sick for the umpteenth time

" Tresha. I know that I love you very much and love you sincerely,

" the pain he felt all this time, mother felt it too

" if this happens to other men, I don't know what it's going to be like!

" i just want to send a message for you, Tresha

" don't waste your mother's son, son,

" mom let you fix everything

" just remember not to waste your child

Tresha hugged and fell on her knees, with a brick she thanked him.

And I also went to my room...