
I was shocked when my voice rang.
Ghiffar my son called! Suddenly my heart felt slapped for what I was doing just now with Rena.
" who called me?? rena said while wearing her clothes back"
" Ko's not in the lift??"
" ordinary Ren prankster! I was confused to answer "
"I went inside first, did Ren?? There is a call of nature" I said as I stepped away from Rena.
" heheheh.. It's mas "
I went into Rena's house with shame on myself! "What have I done to God??".
Arriving at the room, I laid my body down! I looked up at the sky with a feeling of sadness. I'll call your son right away.
" hello Assalamualaikum father" said ghiffar with a potent tone"
" why wasn't Ghiffar on the phone?"
" greetings waalaikum"
" i'm sorry I didn't have a cellphone"
" What's wrong with me?? Praise a me "
Anaku reports that he will be taking a study tour of his school. I'm surprised, I think what's wrong with Tresha.
Anaku gave Tresha a call! He said it was not good all day, especially from after Ashar he said.
I was hit with his words! Indeed, the heart of a wife's feelings is very sensitive, the stone seems to be connected with the ugliness that I just did.
I used to be disappointed by Tresha! but what I did just now was so savage.
" a there take good care of yourself said Tresha"
Those words made me feel like I was in Sayat. Not a week ago, I betrayed my two wives with savage! I don't know what got into me, to do this.
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6 months later.
" Back in mom yaaa! said the nurse gave Tresha an aba"
" it's been the opening of 7! 2 More opening "
Tresha held my hand very tightly! My finger hurt after pressing it.
Tresha's pale face seemed to endure the pain of the opening, her tears never stopping flowing while shouting.
I watched it for the second time.
" ready yes buu yaaa "
" now breathe, keep breathing out "
" Come on ma'am, press as hard as you can "
Tresha was trying her hardest, helping the doctor who pushed her.
I continued to pray and recite the Quran while embracing Tresha. Feeling cold sweat from Tresha's body, I was afraid what happened with Tresha.
My mood was mixed seeing this situation.
It was seen that the doctor told the nurse to prepare surgical equipment.
" sorry pa! Wait outside first! The mother's condition is weakened, this must be in caesarean section" said sister !"
I'll be out of the room immediately. Mom, Lingga and Ghiffar are in the waiting chair! They immediately approached me and asked about Tresha's situation"
I can't answer their questions!
" why are you silent?? Lingga Speak
" already Linga, we are waiting for news from the doctor or nurse!"
" may Tresha and the baby be safe"
Not long ago.
" his family pa Achsand" said the doctor "
I immediately approached the doctor.
" sorry before. We are trying as we can! But the situation and circumstances did not allow us to profitably save both of them"
" so we gave Pa.Achsand the choice, would it be to save his mother or to save the baby he was born with??"
This situation makes me shocked, I can't slaughter! I only speak 1000 languages! Arrive arrive.
" save the doctor's mother! Mommy's words"
" i had to ask Pa.Achsand and get permission from him ma'am.
" he's already.. His mother is in charge, Doc!" my son must be down with this reality"
" well mom! Doctor's words"
" now come with me ! Sister's speech"
The doctor then went into the surgery room, while the mother followed the nurse to fill out a letter of agreement.
" it is hard to be faced with such a difficult choice"
" i'm also in position a, I'll choose the same choice as mother"
I just fell silent to hear Lingga speak!! My mind is traveling in a negative direction, I'm afraid of losing both.
Ghiffar called me who was sitting quietly in the waiting chair. He and the Linga tried to catch me.
Ghiffar gave me a drink with hands that are still holy from sin.
" drink first huh! It's gonna hurt"
" he's a. Drink first! Say Linga"
I immediately took water from Ghiffar and drank it. My hands were trembling and limp holding the water bottle Ghiffar gave me.
The phallus helped me drink it. I can drink with the help of Linga.
Detailed by second, changing minutes and hours. Finally the door opened from the room.
The doctor came out in a limp tone calling me! The doctor threaded the used oprasi gloves, and opened the mask that was on his face.
Me, Lingga and Ghiffar approached the Doctor.
" Pa.Achsand with a heavy heart, especially as a doctor apologizes."
" we can't save Tresha's mother"
" we've tried as hard and hard as we can!"
" one more time.. I'm sorry"
I was silent, unable to speak! I'm like in a lightning bolt in broad daylight. I just waited for Tresha to give birth, now Tresha is not saved and dies.
There was a cry of Giiffaf crying and trying to get inside. He thrashed his thrones on the porch crying over his mother's departure. I immediately calmed him down, by waking him up and hugging him
" what's the baby, Doc?? Is it safe" asked Lingga"
" the baby is being handled"
" pray, may the baby be safe!said the doctor, leaving us and entering the surgery room again.
Look mom's coming! Linga explained to mother about the reality!
Mother calms Ghiffar who is crying and thrashing because of Tresha's departure.
Shortly after that. I heard the doctor call us! We immediately approached the doctor.
" how's the baby doing Doc? Mommy's words"
" the baby is safe and female"
We all went into the room! Tresha was lifeless by lying on a white cloth.
I opened the white cloth. It looks like the woman I love is buried lifeless. I kissed the pale, cold cheeks. Ghiffar kept shouting and thrashing.
Mother continued to amaze Ghiffar with the Linga.
I can't believe what's happening to me right now. Many questions arise in my mind.
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The sound of ambulance sirens accompanied our return. Seen in the home of many families, friends and friends and close neighbors who have been waiting for the arrival of the deceased Tresha.
Tresha's body was taken into the house and immediately bathed. My family and close friends proclaimed me and Ghiffar.
I cried so much that I remembered the memories after seeing the photos of us together on the wall.
After that Tresha in the cafeteria. Ghiffar and I cried.
It is seen that relatives, friends and neighbors pay their last respects by reading the yasin together.
Tresha's body is inserted into the coffin, will be taken to the mosque to be prayed.
Inside the mosque the atmosphere is jostling! Many families, friends and mothers of study mothers who want to polishing.
Because Tresha since I was in Surabaya is the chairman of the mother of the assembly.
After that, Tresha's body is put back into the coffin and will be brought to the final resting place, which is buried.
Seen in the eater there are already many people who have been waiting for Tresha. Ghiffar and I cried when they saw the grave that Tresha would soon occupy.
Both my sister and teacher ngajiku look already under the lahat burrow. Tresha's body was lowered from the coffin, then inserted into the pit.
" i want mom, I want mom"
" Mom can't die"
" giffar dear mother"
" mahuuuu Don't stay in ghiffar bu" said ghiffar yelling and thrashing ronta "
I'll go down to Lahat's burrow. My teacher and I kicked Tresha in and blocked her with a board. I was not strong with this scene, and almost lost consciousness.
Friends and family pulled me up from the grave. The ground was crushed by a raging mite while being stepped on by Injak to the level with which I was treading.
My teacher and the one at the funeral paid their last respects by reciting a prayer.
It was seen that all began to leave us. lived me, mother, Ghiffar, my two sisters, her mother Lingga and her mother Tresha.
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