My True Derit
Episode 8 Forgive

Tresha tried to cut my talker off

" dengerin first my explanation a,"

" this is not what you imagine "

" i admit, I was wrong" I picked up the phone and hid it from aa "

" that's you know, why you do "

" if you knew my sacrifice for all this sha!! "

" you know how unfortunately me and my father sha "

" you have to "yeah sha "

" where did you put your brain?? Are you selfish, you know?? You only think about yourself, without thinking about the feelings of others "

" if your heart is still for another, why are you willing to marry me sha?? "

" you should be honest from the beginning, let no one get hurt like this. "

" i'm sorry I'm a "

" i admit it's wrong "

" but don't look at it from aa's own perspective either."

" let's just say, if I don't love and love you, why would I marry you? "

" everybody's got a, everybody's gotta make a mistake, let alone me a "

" just yesterday I said I still love her doesn't mean I love her a "

" i was just trying to calm him down, he's been married twice, yesterday when he called to end his life, I replied that I still love him. "

My head was about to explode, wanting to slap and hit Tresha back then, but I couldn't. Scolding him makes me even more hurt, I can't be hypocritical, even though this explosive anger I still love and love him.

" Reply answer honestly sha"

" remember, Allaah knows all the contents of your heart, mouth and tongue can lie, but not with the look of your eyes "

" look me in the eye, again I ask"

" DO YOU STILL LOVE AND LOVE HER SHA????????

With a look down and trying to resist embarrassment, accompanied by sobs he replied.

" HE IS A, I STILL LOVE AND LOVE HIM "

" i'm sorry I'm a "

" love me a chance to fix it, I'll try to forget him, I love aa "

"help me forget it a"

I smiled and hugged her, she cried in my arms with regret. I also do not want to be like most people, I prefer to forgive and give him the opportunity to fix it.

I put aside my pain, as soon as I thought that my father knew, wanted as sick and as disappointed as he was, let alone with his mother, people who did not agree with my marriage. I promised myself I'd bury it and I'd give it all away.

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When night fell, we both became awkward. No one wants to say hello to each other, in bed we are busy with each other's phone. Occasionally singing followed the music MP3 to melt the atmosphere, before long we fell asleep.

The next day I was ready for college, I went home to bring a book that I had not been able to bring when I moved.

" where to go in the morning gini a "ask mom

" i want to go to college, Mom!! Dad's gone to work yet, ma'am??" "

" your father from dawn has departed a "emang why a??"

"yes, I was going to go with mom, my head was dizzy and my body wasn't feeling well."

I went back to my aunt's house with yellow rice and porridge that I bought for breakfast with Tresha.

It looks like Tresha is sweeping the yard with a batik negligee she wears, her straight hair tied up like a sumo haircut. She looked beautiful even though she had not had a bath that morning.

" where are you going a"

"i want to go to college baby" still with an awkward tone

"yu come in, we'll have breakfast first"

"love you, you don't think much, then let it pass, consider yesterday's events as if there were none, I'm fine anyway"

"i'm ashamed of a, I don't feel good at aa"

"already, let's eat gih cold hunt"

I also went to wash the motorbike that I had not had time to clean after the pangandaran, while Tresha went to take a bath. After that, I want to go to college

" wait wait wait a, I'm coming"

With a white shirt and black jeans in tune with his conversational soap, tresha immediately rose to hug me from behind.

" i'm coming with a"

" i want to go to college dodol, not date "

"yeah, I don't have any friends at home"

" where will you wait?? Shame to know ahh!!

" co shy bring his own wife a "

" Yaudah you're coming, but you're waiting at uncle's house, you're going home from college, we're playing "

Letssssss goo

I gas my iron horse, with a strange feeling, happy mixed with pain I still feel at that time, honestly yesterday's incident traumatized me. Looks like a gasoline amper in red, I stopped at a pom. I waited a bit long at that time, step by step approaching my turn, until finally my motor gasoline was full, I also continued my college journey.

In the middle of driving hp continues to ring several times, but I did not lift because of the pain of the course schedule. I saw the red lights in the distance and stopped, with the traffic jam and the noise of the vehicle, not to mention the smoke that made my nose unpleasant. I heard a phone call coming from HP, and I picked up

" a km where?? Why would I stay in pom?? ".

" i called her to leave instead" in a panicked and upset tone

Astaghfirullaah, because it was still carried away, and afraid of misfortune, I forgot to go with tresha, tresha was left behind at the gas station due to my fokusan.

" yeah Allaah, I'm sorry baby"

" where are you now??

" i'm ashamed to know, I've been bothered by a lot of people"

" i want to go up, aa go straight ahead"

" i'm now at the mushola decoiler pom"

After hanging up the phone, I turned around, I pulled my motor gas fast, hoping not to be late to college.seen from a distance the body gestures tresha upset, then I approached him and apologized. With his hand he hit me on the back and nagged me.

I was going to leave tresha at my uncle's house, but under these circumstances, I decided to bring tresha to my college.

Setiba at my university

" where are you going to wait, baby??"

" i'm waiting for you to be locked up!!"

" don't you, there are many bad people here, mendingan you wait at the cafe aja ya!!"

"warnet here is safe, same boy girl separated his place"

"i anter you now to the road yaa, the cafe looks"

I also delivered tresha kewarnet, then continued my lecture hours. The atmosphere of the class immediately rame with my arrival, some friends congratulated my marriage. arrived the class was silent with the arrival of lecturers who will soon give lessons, and the lecturers who will soon give lessons, not to forget he also congratulated and gave the envelope as a gift because he did not have time to come to my wedding reception.

There was a bell sound sign of rest, I went to the cantin to fill my stomach. Didn't forget I called how Tresha was getting dressed.

" cie cie newlywed nie yech" sir, kusnadi and his wife came up to me, those with my canteen

" how's the honeymoon going, sand??"

" uh sir, ma'am, alhamdulillaah smoothly jos gandos teros pa ahahaha"

" what do you want to eat today??"

" ohh he, special for today, km eat free sand." "

" let's just say it's a gift, because mom and dad can't come to your virginity. "

" assayck... Okee, I want wet spring rolls, plus meatballs, just like drinking avocado juice with cappucino!! Then I whispered kelinga pak kusnadi "Same as well ya pa ahahahaha

When I was hungry to eat, his wife arrived sir Kusnadi approached me, then asked about Rika's condition, I was shocked, it turned out.........