
I was shocked and shocked that the person who called was Tresha's ex. In the message I read, she was tormented and hurt for the second time after knowing we were married. I know, this person is the one who was holding Tresha's hand on the beach when she was not married.
Finally I deleted the messages and the call list that came in so Tresha wouldn't know. After that I went to sleep. In my sleep, I dreamed Tresha betrayed me to that man. I also woke up from my sleep upset.
To get rid of the upset, I smoked a cigarette and then I brewed a glass of black coffee, and then I brought the immunkon hotel. Under the moonlight and stars, I sat facing the beach once in a while thinking about the way of life ahead.
At the age of 18 years old, and not yet have a job, I am very worried about this marriage. Not to mention I just entered college my first year.
" a aa aa, where are you "
There was a sound of tresha looking for me, I saw my left hand, the time was 03.30. Then I approached Tresha and continued to pray tahajud. On the bow of the last moment I whispered the proposal of the heavens.
" thank you, Allaah, I'm still allowed to breathe, still allowed to repair myself before the angel takes my life.
" o Allaah thou who rahman thou womb, with thy love and affection I wish this marriage to be first and last"
"yes Allaah to your Ghafur'an, I hope that you forgive and reconcile my guilt, and those whom I love "
" o Allaah heal my father's disease, enable me to repay and divide them while still alive aamiin "
Asholatu khoirum.........
There was the sound of the Adhan, then I continued with the dawn prayer.
" today we check out what a" is "
" i'm sich up to you, want to go home come on, want to continue the holidays also come on "
" you can go home "if you can go home to ride general, I'm tired of it !!
" kilaaa, keep the bike want to be in a beautiful match "
I quickly cleaned things up to go home, while Tresha went to take a shower. There was a vibration from the mobile phone tresha, after I checked there was a new number again. I wonder why Tresha didn't turn on her ringtone.
I tried to calm down, so as not to get carried away. Then I deleted the call list, and blocked the number. Seen tresha out of the bathroom, I also tried as usual.
Time shows at 10:00 wib, we also check out
" dear, baby, now we're speeding up "
" he's a, it's up to aa.. What matters is that we survived to the point of "
Letsssss goooo
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Upon arrival at home, it looks lonely house. I went to the back of the house, turned out they were again at the pool area.
" cie cie.......... The honeymoon "
" mana by her a "said my youngest sister
" noh just take it in the trunk of the motorcycle seat "
I kissed my parents' hands, and my sister kissed me and kissed me. Seen salted fish and petai at the table eat, I immediately take the plate and eat with them.
" brother tresha where a?? Ask my first sister
" look at the house, tell tresha's sister to come here "
Then my youngest brother went to call Tresha, before long my youngest brother came back.
" sister tresha again called my sister, she sent a message later she came here "
My feelings are not good, my heart asks ready he is calling. I remember what happened at the hotel and his ex called. I put the plate and went into the house, I quietly entered and listened to the contents of the conversation tresha who was in the corner of the living room. It turns out my guess is right. Hot, sick, disappointed when hearing tresha's answer with her ex.
With bad circumstances, I went to the room and I covered my whole body. While enduring the pain, I did not feel my tears coming out. I can't believe what he said from the mouth of his Tresha.
There was the sound of the door open, I also pura sleep, with the snoring sound I made. Tresha then fell down beside me, then gave me a hug. Replek, I changed my sleeping position so I turned my back.
" you why a???"
" you cry why, try telling me what's wrong??"
Upset, sick, which I guess. I wanted to feel like I was scolding him, but what was my day at that time. I wanted to divorce her, but the magnitude of my love for her overcame the pain. Though it was obvious the pain, how foolish I was.
" no why napa ko sha "
" i was talking to my father about his illness, so I got carried away "
" ohh kirain what, may Allaah immediately lift the disease, dsn father soon recover ya a."
Hearing tresha like that, my heart hurts.. Dad is a person who loves Tresha very much, if he knows what tresha bullshit to his ex, he must be very disappointed and the pain gets worse I think. I don't want any of that to happen, and I promise myself I'll never open this to my family.
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The next day I got the news that my mother's youngest sister's house had been renovated, I was also told to fill the house mentioned, because my mother's sister followed her husband who worked abroad.
I am also happy to say my mother, I think I am more free to cover up Tresha's mistakes.
I immediately rushed to move, without first asking if I agreed with Tresha. Besides that I also do not want to be home there are two households, plus there are two sisters.
" come on sha, you finish the goods you will bring! The important thing is "
" good "
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Upon arrival at my aunt's house, I smelled paint and a lot of dust. I also cleaned up by sweeping and mopping, assisted by my two sisters. I took out all the things in the warehouse, and I arranged them so they were good to live in.
Malampun.
" a tonight want more ML?? "
" no sha, I'm so tired "
" ko suddenly call my name again a, yesterday dear mannggil??
Hearing tresha answer like that, my anger exploded like a time bomb, then.
" from yesterday I nahan nahan this sha, I don't want my father and mother to know "
" what does a mean, I don't understand?? "
I threw glasses and plates on the table, and Tresha was shocked by my reaction.
" a, istighfar a... Aa this is why, try to explain slowly let me ngeti "
" who should explain that you're not me sha "
" i heard your conversation on the phone with your ex yesterday sha "
" i was in my room yesterday not because of my illness, but I heard and witnessed what you were talking to your ex."
The face of tresha was pale, her tongue was like a mute to explain, in a staggered tone she tried to hug and calm me, I threw out her hands that were trying to reach me.
" now you explain sha, want you how now, our marriage is not too far away "
" remember sha, I won't end what I started "
" what you have done has hurt and destroyed my faith in you"
" and if my parents knew, especially my father, would you be responsible for everything???
Tresha..................