NOT THE LOVE OF DREAMS
Chapter 30's

" Aidan Kim?"

" You're Aidan Kim Do Hyun's son?"

" Ddd..where does aunty know my appa's name?"

The woman held both of my cheeks then her eyes glazed over at me.

" tt.. Aunt why?"

" Aidan my son."

This woman slid into my arms. I was very surprised by what Rama's mother did, but it made me even more surprised to hear the last sentence this woman said before hugging me. Did this woman really say that I was her son?

This woman tightened her arms at me. Rubbing my hair and back. His body trembled, a sobbing sounded from him while I was only speechless with both hands floating in the air.

" Aidan's? This is eomma son." Sobbed.

Although I heard it but heard it a second time, it made me not believe it. There is a strange light in my heart. Slowly my hand went down to return the embrace of the woman who claimed this eomma.

" Aidan's? Eomma misses you so much and Jonathan too. Sorry dear eomma."

Slowly tears came out soaking up the cheeks. I hid my face between the shoulder and the neck of Eomma.

" Imma..." I can only call eomma without another word.

" Hey? Eomma's little son was an adult now, not even eomma could recognize eomma's own son. You grew up to be the perfect man, baby. Sorry for the eomma that left you."

I can't answer any of Eomma's words. I just hugged her tighter, letting go of my longing for an eomma that I can't even remember.

" Aidan's? Aunty?"

The voice of Love suddenly shocked both of us. Me and Eomma both let go of our embrace.

" You.. Why cuddle?" Tanya Love looks confused. He stood still in his place.

I looked at him with tears still standing.

" Why are you crying Aidan? Aunt too. What's wrong with you two?" Love seems confused by our circumstances.

" Love.. Mama Rama's... Her.. He's my eommaku." I stammered.

Love rolled her eyes as if she could not believe it. I understand because I still do not believe that Rama's eommanya is also my eomma. How could?

" eom.. Your eomma? Aunt Liana? Meaning how?" Love asked that was clearly confused in his eyes.

" Aunty? What does this mean?" Ask Love again at eomma.

" Yes Love, Aidan is a aunt's son. Aunt's son." Eomma said while holding my hand. I looked at him.

" I also just found out today Love, so... I need some time to talk to eomma first, okay?" I asked for permission from Love.

" Eomma who? "

Suddenly Rama appeared from behind. He pulled the arm of eomma who was holding my hand.

" Aidan, who's mom?" Rama asked eomma in a less friendly tone.

" Rama?" I saw Eomma surprised to see Rama coming.

" Rama? Aidan is a real child..."

" Rama is my only son." Cut Rama who makes eomma surprised.

" Rama but Aidan's....."

" Whoever she is, Mama has chosen to leave her and become a mama for Rama. So my mom has no right to admit her as a child." Rama said, which surprised us all.

" Loe what does Rama mean?" I'm a little upset.

" I mean you never wish you could be my real son."

" I am his son." My answer is not to accept.

" Loe's just a dumped kid."

" RAMA WATCH YOUR TALK!" Eomma rebuked Rama.

" So mama defended him?"

" Bb.not Rama, mama.."

" AH, THAT'S IT."

Rama leaves the Love apartment.

" For a minute, son." Eomma prepared to chase after Rama but I swiftly restrained his arm.

Eomma looked at me. I gave a look pleading that eomma not go after Rama.

" Eomma?" My eyes started to glaze over.

" Don't go." My words beg.

Eomma's eyes go in tears, I'm sure eomma will choose to stay as I ask but.

" I'm sorry about Eomma Aidan."

Eomma immediately left me. The clear circle that had only stagnated in the eye now slowly fell. I could only see the back of the eomma that was soon gone.

I was left back. Although I don't remember how eomma left us first but it really made me sick.

I was all my strength to endure the tightness in my chest. I looked down and a few drops of tears fell without being prevented.

Love came up to me and patted me gently on the shoulder. I turned to him and he grabbed me in his arms without asking anything.

"Why Love? Why is eomma leaving me again?" I cried in the arms of Love while Love patted my back to calm me down without saying a word. I know Love doesn't understand what's going on. He was just trying his best to calm me down.

After being calm I sat on the sofa while continuing to look down while Love was still faithfully waiting beside me. Before long Love went on and came back with a glass of water in her hand.

" Drink first Aidan." Say it while offering a glass of the drink. I immediately picked it up and took a little sip.

" Can you tell me what happened?" Ask me for tender love.

" I don't want to, I also don't know what's really going on. At that time I was too small to understand that eomma left me, Jona hyung and appa. And now I can feel how hyung and appa feel when eomma leaves us."

" So aunt Liana is your real eomma?" Ask Love carefully.

" I'm not sure either. I don't remember the face of Eomma. I recognized him because hyung forced me to save the last photo of the eomma we had before it was all thrown away."

I let out a rough breath.

" But it's better that I don't meet that woman. Even in front of his eyes, the woman still chose to leave me for her other child. And I'm also his son who hasn't met in over 20 years."

I expressed my anger at the eomma I called back by the call of that woman.

Love stroked my shoulders gently without responding. I turned to her then forced a small smile.

" Thank you for not commenting on anything." I said and Love replied with a smile.

I looked at the watch and did not feel the clock was past midnight even the day had changed.

" I have to go home." I said to Love and stood up. Love holds my hand, preventing me from leaving.

" Don't go home Aidan, stay the night." Love Saying.

I automatically scrunched my forehead feeling confused by the invitation to stay from Cinta.

" Hey why did you suddenly ask me to stay over?"

Love stood up and hugged my waist.

" Don't go home in this mood. I'm concerned. Just stay here. You can go home tomorrow, ah it'll be noon."

I smile with the treatment of Love.

" So I asked nginep hgga can, now want to go home even in detention."

Love raises its head without letting go of its embrace.

" No, I'm worried that you're coming home...."

CUPS.

" Arrasseus. I'm staying here for my beautiful girlfriend."

I kissed her at a glance because of anxiety and then returned the embrace of Love. For a moment I forgot my emotions in eomma.

Love looked surprised then pinched my small waist.

" I'm so fucking spiffy."

" lt.aww.. Be ill... "

I grimaced with the pinch of Love. He let go of his embrace after which he walked towards the kitchen.

" Where are you going?" I asked Cinta who then opened the kitchen cabinet and took a pack of ramyeon and a small pot.

" I'm laper." He said, then looked at me.

" Ramyeon meokgo gallae?" Ask Love.

I was surprised by the question of love. I immediately walked up to him who was pouring water into the pot. I hugged her from behind and Love was surprised.

" Aidan what the hell? Lepasin, I want to cook ramyeon."

Instead of letting go of my embrace, I took the pot out of the hand of Love. I put down just any pot. I held my arms around her and then I buried my face in the recess of her neck.

" Aidan. What are you doing anyway? tickled to know."

" You don't know what ramyeon meokgo gallae means, do you, dear?" I asked her without moving my face from her neck.

" Yes....  I just want you to eat ramyeon what do you want? Is that really what it is?"

" You know the other meaning of that call, right?" I asked more to sigh in his ear. I walked every inch of his right ear and neck.

" Aidan's ticklish, peelingin." A protest of Love I didn't care about.

I turned her body and then I kissed her soft lips. At first Love refused. She kept pushing me but I then held her face with both hands. I let go for a moment to look at her.

" You're mine Love." I said and kissed her again. This time Love welcomed my kiss. He was even more dominant this time. He smeared my lips until I was almost out of breath. He let it go for a while when he realized I was out of breath.

" You're so wild baby." My speech.

" Don't you say I'm yours?" Love made me smile mischievously. My brain is so dirty. Does love want to make love to me?

I carried Love's body to the table. I close my face with hers, her eyes closed. I meant that Love approved of what I was going to do to her.

I tried to kiss a glimpse of her neck to make sure and Love straightened her head giving me access.

Feeling the green light, I kissed his neck back and moved down. I unbuttoned his shirt one by one until it was completely open. I open the shirt and I throw it away.

Right now Love only wears a tanktop with a small strap that I think looks sexy. I kissed her bare shoulder then moved to the middle and stopped right in the middle of her chest. I pulled my face from there and then looked back at her reddened face. Could he be holding back his lust?

I was silent while looking at him. I thought at a glance then took off my jacket and put it on Love's body. Sensing that he opened his eyes and looked at me question mark.

I smiled sweetly at him.

" You're too precious for me to break, baby."

Love attracts forced smiles. Maybe he was ashamed of my words.

I pulled him in my arms.

" You're beautiful, baby. I'd be lying if I said I didn't have the same passion for you. But I want us to do it after you're absolutely sure of me. Or I want us to do it after we get married." I said softly to him.

Love hugged her embrace.

" Thank you Aidan. I love you."

Hearing him say love makes my heart flower.

" I love you too." My answer was getting my arms around him.

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