NOT THE LOVE OF DREAMS
Chapter 32's

" Do Hyun - a?"

" Liana?"

Everyone turned their heads towards the woman standing across from our table. I looked at him sharply. As much as I could cover up the return of this woman from my family, it turned out that she had appeared to herself.

Love turned towards me, I knew she understood what I was feeling now.

" Aunty? What are you here for?" It was my words that made everyone look at me.

" Aidan's? She's your eomma." Said Appa telling me when I actually knew that this woman was an eomma.

" You may not remember..." Connect the appa I cut immediately.

" He's not an eomma, appa. Aidan has no eomma." My speech's flat.

Love nudged my arm slowly and shook her head. I know Love hinted that I wouldn't act like that.

" Aidan's? Why are you talking like that? She's your eomma." Appa.

" Have you met Eomma Aidan?" Jona hyung asked who instantly made eomma turn towards her.

" You're Jonathan Kim?" Ask eomma.

Jona hyung nodded her head which made eomma walk towards her. Before I could move, I stopped him first.

" Stop there Aunt Liana." Cold speech.

Eomma stopped his steps and turned his head towards me.

" Don't come near us. Auntie better get out of here!" Dispel me with a pressing and cold tone.

" But Aidan? Eomma wants to hug...."

" DON'T YOU DARE COME IN AGAIN IN OUR LIVES." I snapped at him which made everyone in this room turn to our table.

Appa was surprised and apologized to everyone.

" Aidan keep your tone." Tegur appa slowly.

I saw eomma almost crying. His eyelids were already full of puddling clear circles. His eyes glazed over and fell a few drops of water from his net.

" Liana?" I saw Appa worried about eomma. Appa even got up from his seat and approached the eomma. Appa spontaneously wiped the tears on eomma's cheek.

I am not not worried about the feelings of eomma but seeing that appa is still concerned about eomma even irritates me.

I got up from my seat and approached the eomma. But not to wipe away the tears that fell from my words but to remove the hands of Appa from the eomma.

" Why is appa still concerned with aunt Liana?"

I brushed off Appa's hand to get his hand off Eomma's cheek.

" Aidan's? You don't go too far." Gurgle appa hard this time.

" why? Appa still want to forgive this woman after she left behind after so much with two young children? She doesn't even pantes into being a mother."

PLAQUE.

A hard slap landed on my cheek. Appa slapped me after hearing my last question just now. I held my cheek and turned quickly to Appa. I saw everyone staring at us.

" why? Am I wrong?"

Jona hyung approached us and tried to calm me down.

" Aidan?" Say hyung while holding my arm so that I do not continue my attitude.

" What do you mean?"

" THIS WOMAN IS ENGGA PANTES CALLED EOMMA."

" AIDAN KEEP YOUR TALK." Jerky appa hard.

" Do Hyun - a? Don't be rude to Aidan." Eomma's words made me even more angry.

I turned my head quickly at eomma and gave a hateful look.

" Aunty doesn't need attention."

I immediately held the hand of Love who looked surprised. I pulled him to leave the restaurant.

" Aidan."

I heard Appa and Jona hyung call me but I didn't pay attention to him at all. I kept walking away leaving them.

...***...

Love took over the wheel for seeing me in a mess. He didn't let me drive. Love did not comment a word during the trip. I don't know how long I and Cinta have been quiet until Cinta pulled over her car at Naksan Park, Jongno-gu, Seoul.

Love looks towards me.

" We're calm here, aren't we?" Her speech.

I nodded in agreement. I do not know many places in Korea and lucky Love introduced me a lot with beautiful places here, although at this time our arrival is not for dating as the original plan.

Me and Love get out of the car, walk up to the highest spot of the park. According to Cinta we can see the view of the city of Seoul when it reaches the top.

We found a bench and Love asked to rest there. He opened his bag and took out a bottle of water. I don't know when he bought that drink. Or maybe Love did take her from home.

Love drank a few sips of water from the bottle and she offered it to me. I took it and took a sip and returned the bottle to her.

" Where? Is your mood better?" Tanya Love while putting the bottle back into her bag.

I nodded my head slowly. My eyes looked far ahead, sweeping out all the sights within the range of my vision.

I breathe heavily.

" I don't know what I'm supposed to do love? Do you think I was wrong to act like that?" I asked without looking at my favorite woman.

" I can't justify what you did but I can't judge what you did. Basically the disappointment that underlies you to do as before, right?"

I nodded confirming what Love said.

" But try you're in Aunt Liana's position? A mother who after a long time did not meet her child but when she met it was the innuendo and snapping that she received. Will you be able to accept it?"

I thought about what Love said. Her every advice of Love can always make me think calmly. I lowered my head while playing my own finger.

" If I may know why Aunt Liana left you?"

I shook my head slowly.

" To be honest I also don't know the reason the woman left me, hyung same appa. Besides because I was too small to understand, Appa also shut up about the woman's departure from us, even appa threw away all the items related to the woman. Including just his picture. I have one photo and can recognize Aunt Liana because hyung gave me a photo that he said I should always take anywhere without being discovered. Maybe it's because I'm too small to remember how that woman's face turned hyung into giving up the only photo he had to keep so I don't forget the woman who gave birth to me."

" To be honest I feel jealous and really want to get the love of an eomma but it turns out that even though God sent back eomma to me it turns out not necessarily I can get what I want. It actually hurts this much. He prefers to think about the feelings of his other children when obviously I was in front of him, I was the child he had been left behind."

Love just kept listening to my story. Maybe he was also confused to respond to what kind of family story that could not even be called whole long ago.

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