NOT THE LOVE OF DREAMS
Chapter 34's

In the afternoon Love invited me home. It's been half a day that Love and I spent in Namsan Park, releasing all the burdens of thought here.

" Can you stay here longer?" I asked Love as we got ready to go down.

" Appa must be worried, Aidan. Better go home, huh?" Persuade Love for the umpteenth time.

I refused to go home a few times. I don't want to talk to anyone but Love. But my favorite woman even invited me to go home. And I can't bear to refuse it again. Love finally brought me home.

" Aidan?" Call Appa who I don't realize where he is. He sat on a single sofa in the living room.

I stopped and looked lazy at Appa.

" Love?" Call Appa to the love behind me.

Love bowed to greet Appa.

" Aidan's? Come here, Appa wants to talk." Say appa to me.

" I'm sorry but Aidan is tired."

" At least Aidan." Appa begged.

" Let's just love look good."

Love suddenly came home and I turned to her quickly. Love smiles at me.

" You're home, what, baby?" Ask Appa who represents me.

" Let Love find a taxi instead."

" no. Appa wouldn't allow it. You don't go home alone. Then just wait for Aidan or Jona to take you. Appa wants to talk to you anyway. Come sit down." Said Appa directly followed by Love.

It was not long before Jona hyung and Jessica came out of the room and sat with us. Looks like Appa did deliberately collect us all.

" First of all Appa wants to apologize to Aidan because Appa slapped you last afternoon. Sorry about Aidan." Appa looked towards me. Honestly, not even though I was angry with Appa for the slap. I just don't like to defend a woman who claims to be my own.

I was sitting there listening to Appa talk.

" Appa? If Aidan can be honest Aidan is not angry with a slap appa just that Aidan does not like to defend the woman...."

" Aidan stopped calling eomma that woman. He's our eomma Aidan. " Jona Hyung rebuked me.

I looked quickly at Jona hyung. My eyes began to glaze over but I could not answer my brother's words. I just stared at him sharply.

" Ekhem." Appa cleared his throat which made my mind instantly crumble.

" Aidan's? Appa wants to know why you can't accept the presence of eomma?" Ask Appa who made my point of view shift to him. But again I can't answer it.

" Aidan just doesn't like that woman." My words do not give a real answer.

Love holds my hand gently. He also rubbed my back.

" Appa? Can Love tell you why Aidan is like this?"

I turned to Love for offering to do what I refused to do to my family.

Love looks towards me.

" That's also if you let Aidan." He spoke softly to me.

I only nodded weakly in response that I gave him permission to tell stories.

" So Love knows about Aidan's eomma?" Ask Appa about love.

" nee, appa. Not much is just what Love knows that Love will tell. Just about what Aidan has revealed to Love." Answer Love.

They all nodded their heads in understanding.

" So last night Aidan drove Love home and accidentally met Aunt Liana. So all this time Cinta did know Aunt Liana as the mother of Cinta's best friend, Rama, who had not long moved next to the Cinta apartment. And somehow while Cinta is going to the bathroom, Aidan and Aunt Liana embrace and at that time Cinta just finds out that their relationship is mother and son. At that time Aidan was very happy with the presence of eomma but..."

" Enough Love. I don't want you to go on a story that breaks my mood." Cut me off over the Love story when I gave him permission to tell him everything.

" But Aidan? We need to solve this problem."

" It's okay Love. (sighs heavily) Alright Aidan, appa won't force if indeed you don't want to tell a story. Appa just wants you all to hear what you should have heard before."

We were all staring at Appa but I myself then felt lazy to know more.

" Appa? Which has passed Aidan did not want to know about it again. Aidan better not have any eomma like the days we lived for 20 years more. Aidan is happy with our lives. Aidan doesn't need an eomma, Liana's aunt or whoever it is."

I stood up to leave them.

" Aidan sit down! " Jona hyung's orders.

" It's rude to leave the old man unfinished to talk to Aidan." Jona hyung again.

I looked quickly at him.

" Loe can find eomma that's hyung?" I pulled a slanted smile.

" Why not? We miss eomma, right?" Jona Hyung said that there is a point.

" Loe might think the same if you knew that the woman even chose her other favorite child at the request of Loe, her 20-plus-year-old son did not meet." My word.

" What do you mean?"

" THE WOMAN DIDN'T EVEN FLINCH AS I BEGGED TO STAY BY MY SIDE HYUNG." I raised my voice.

Love got up from her seat and held my arm.

" Aidan's? Control your emotions." His words calmed me.

My tears just shed.

" Aidan's? Can you listen to Appa?" Appa begged.

" What else is Appa for? Aidan wants to talk about anything about eomma."

Appa walked over to me and hugged me tightly.

" Sorry about Aidan. Excuse me. Because appa you can't get the love of an eomma. Even appa is so selfish as not to let you know the figure of eomma." I heard Appa vibrate. I who had forced myself to break away finally fell silent after hearing Appa cry.

" Sorry about Aidan. Even after your eomma comes back, appa cannot make a child seem to love his eomma. Even the reason eomma left was because Appa was too selfish for all of you. You should hate Appa Aidan not your eomma." Appa's voice is vibrating.

I regretted hearing Appa talk. I'm quiet not flinching in Appa's arms.

" I'm sorry about Aidan."

I refrained from crying. I tried to let go of Appa's embrace.

" Appa? It's not all Appa's fault. Aidan is only disappointed with eomma who has no intention of apologizing for his wrongdoings to us. Instead he made Aidan's wounds that were originally dried slashed back."

" It's wrong, Aidan. If only Appa did not close your access with eomma certainly would not happen something like this. Appa shuts down your access not to make you hate eomma. Appa did it because he was selfish so that Appa did not remember the woman he loved anymore even though at that time Appa divorced the eomma. Sorry about Aidan, Jonathan. Appa is guilty." Appa lowered his head and several clear circles fell to the floor.

Jona hyung approached appa and hugged her.

" Apardon Jonathan and Aidan."

Appa shook his head.

" no. You are innocent of Appa. Appa's guilty to you."

I looked at them both with a sick feeling. Appa and hyung are like this because of eomma or because of my attitude? I wanted to get into their arms but.... But maybe I am the cause of Appa's suffering.

I immediately left them while holding back so as not to cry.

" Aidan?"

I heard Jona hyung's voice calling me but I didn't listen to her call at all.

" Let Love speak to Aidan oppa."

I heard faintly the voice of Love following me but I really wanted to be alone now. I entered the room and immediately closed the door. But before the door closed, Love held my door.

" Aidan, we'll talk to you for a second, okay?"

I know Love's trying to persuade me to be soft on appa. But instead of not wanting to, the more I tell my unek-unek, the more aggravated my relationship with Appa. Frankly my thinking turned out to make everyone hurt and I was burdened with it. Starting from eomma, hyung and it turns out my thoughts hurt appa the most.

" What do you say about love? They all knew what I was doing. And the more I reveal it, the more it hurts everyone. I need my own love."

" Aidan?" Love slid into my arms.

" I beg you not to be like this. You said you could tell me everything the same way, right? You said I could make you comfortable, right? " Love hugged while gently stroking my back.

" So let's talk calmly to Aidan. I can't see you're rich. My heart hurts Aidan." It was his words that made me feel full. I can at least see Love worrying about me like this. I returned his embrace and buried my face in the recess of his neck.

" I'm confused about what Love is?" My voice started to shake.

" We first understand what we want to say to us. So we can figure out what we're supposed to do, Aidan. "

Love is true but I am not ready to be disappointed anymore.

" I'm not ready for Love."

Love let go of her embrace and both her palms were pinned on both of my cheeks.

" Slowly huh? I'll say the same if you need time to think. I'm gonna help you get through this, em?"

I stared at Love intensely and nodded my head in agreement with all of her words. I pulled this woman into my arms.

" Thank You Love. Thank you for always being my strength."

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Kim Do Hyun POV's

It's been over half an hour since Love chased Aidan. I decided to catch up with them while Jonathan drove his wife into the room because he said Jessica had stomach cramps. Maybe Jessi's stressing over our family problems.

I was worried about my son-in-law and the future baby but Jonathan said Jessi was fine. Indeed, sometimes Jessi likes to experience mild stomach cramps and will disappear after taking pills from the obstetrician. Jonathan said I don't have to worry.

I finally caught up with Aidan and Love. I went to Aidan's room on the second floor. From far away, Aidan's door opened. I approached her and found Love sitting on the bed with Aidan's head in his lap. Love rubbed Aidan's head like a mother putting her child to sleep. I saw Aidan also fall asleep. It is not wrong Aidan chose Love as his lover. He could really calm Aidan's heart that even I couldn't do it.

Love looks towards me.

" Appa?" Call her and I put my index finger on her lips, telling her not to speak too loudly. Love nodded then moved Aidan's head carefully onto the pillow next to him. Love enveloped Aidan and walked up to me.

I asked her to come down to the living room again.

" How's Aidan?" I asked for Love.

" Aidan is calmer. But he said he wanted time to be able to hear the explanation for Appa."

" Thank God that Aidan has calmed down. Frankly appa is confused by this state of Love. And before I apologize if this family problem involves you."

" Gapapa appa, Love is happy if it can help this family. "

" So you can tell me why Aidan is like that?"

Love I see sighed softly.

" Aidan didn't actually hate Aunt Liana at first. It's just that last night when Rama left us, Aunt Liana was chasing after Rama even though Aidan obviously asked Aunt Liana to stay with him. Maybe Aidan was just disappointed by Aunt Liana's treatment."

I breathe heavily. I now understand why Aidan behaved like that. And I'm also a little disappointed why Liana chose to pursue her other child in the appeal of her son who has been 20 years more never greeting.

Love I saw looking at the watch in his hand. I know it's getting pretty late. I'd better offer to stay the night.

" Love stay here? There's an empty room next to Aidan's." Lick him.

" Ah hgga. Love can go home. It's not too late either."

" Not baby. It's too late for women to go home alone. Appa still needs your help to calm Aidan down. Appa please stay here?"

Love I see thinking then agree to my offer.

" Well then appa, Cinta will stay over."

" Thank you, baby. You really are very helpful appa." I held Love's shoulder and patted her for a moment.

Love nodded and smiled.

" Everything is same."

" Let's take you to the room. Or do you just want to sleep with Aidan?"

" Huh?" Love I see surprised

"  tt.. Sleeping with Aidan?"

I smile at the surprise of my son-in-law.

" yes. Why surprised? You two slept together last night, didn't you?" Godku.

Love smiled stiffly hearing it.

" Sleeping together doesn't mean doing anything weird, right?" I ask more that makes awkward Love.

" ii.. Yes appa."

" Are you sleeping with Aidan? An empty room may not have been cleared by ART. It's been a while since nobody wears it either."

And after escorting Cinta to Aidan's room, I headed straight to my study downstairs.

I took Liana's business card and weighed whether I should contact her or not. I went back and forth and opened the drawer and took the only picture of me and Liana left.

I took a photo of our togetherness. I was kissing Liana's lips in the beach background. Liana was pregnant with Jonathan. I wiped a photo of Liana then drew a smile.

" You're still very pretty. Even after 20 more years have passed, I'm still in love with you Liana."

After a hard thought I finally contacted Liana.

" So."

" liana? I'm Do hyun."

" Do hyun - a."

Hearing her voice just drove me crazy. I miss you Liana.

" liana? Can we meet?"

" Now?" Ask.

" If you don't mind I want to see you now."

" all right. What if I just meet me at the hotel where I'm staying?"

...***...

I immediately drove my car to the Signiel Hotel where Liana was staying. I went straight to his hotel room. He apparently booked a presidential suite at this hotel.

Liana opened the door as I told her that I was already in front of her room.

" Do hyun? Come inside."

I looked at her face that was still as beautiful as the last time I saw her.

I don't know what got into me until I pushed him in and then kissed his lips wildly. I closed the door with my feet. Liana rebelled but I didn't let go of my kiss on her.

I pushed Liana until her back touched the wall. I let go of my kiss when I saw Liana out of breath.

" Do hyun-a, what are you doing?" Ask gasping.

" I miss you Liana."

I brought my face closer, but Liana turned her face away. I finally regained my senses and released my confinement to his body.

" I'm sorry." I feel sorry for what I did.

I turned my body away from her but Liana was holding onto my arm instead. I looked at him.

" Do hyun? Don't you hate me?" Ask.

I shook my head.

" I never hated you Liana. I even regret divorcing you. I should hold back for a minute....."

Liana suddenly kissed my lips. I was surprised by his attitude.

" I love you Do Hyun. I misinterpreted my obsession with Raditya. I'm also sorry I left you and the kids." Liana looked at me intensely.

" I miss you Do hyun." Said Liana who then pulled my face with both hands. She grabbed my lips and then I returned her lips. I really miss Liana. I miss her touch, miss her body.

Our kiss got hotter even Liana opened my coat and touched my chest and then walked around with her hands. I know she's horny. He's always like that if he wants to make love.

I let go of my pagutan and stared at Liana intensely.

" Do you want it?" Much

He's nodding.

" Can I ask for it?"

The question is getting my libidoku up. Without answering it I immediately pulled Liana's dress up until all that was left was just a bra and***********clothing.

I looked at the two twin mounds of Liana who were still covered in bras. I kiss her cleavage. I put my hand on her body and I took off her bra hook. I lowered the bra strap on her shoulder so that the cover of the p*yud*ra fell to the floor.

I looked at the twin hills that still look strong at the age of five-headed.

" Don't stare like that Do hyun. I'm not as pretty as I used to be." said Liana covering her chest.

" No Liana. Your body is still so beautiful it still makes my junior stand straight." I replied pulling Liana's hand from her chest and taking her to hold my junior from behind the pants.

" It's been really hard, right?" My toot.

" Did you miss him playing inside yours?" Vulgar welcome.

" Of course." The answer.

I immediately lifted Liana up and laid her on the bed.

(And it happened that already readers think 😁)

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