NOT THE LOVE OF DREAMS
Chapter 33

Kim Do Hyun POV's

" Aidan."

I call my son to my duos who go with Love with him. I can't go after him because there's Jona and Jessica here. Moreover, Liana, the woman who is the mother of my two sons is also here.

" I'm sorry Aidan, Liana. That's not really his real habit." My words apologize for Aidan's attitude towards Liana.

Liana shook her head slowly.

" It's okay Do hyun. I was wrong."

" Eomma?" Call Jonathan who's next to me. She looked at Liana with tears.

" Jonathan." Liana spread out her arms and then hugged our first son. Liana even cried in Jonathan's arms.

" Sorry about Jonathan. Eomma was already short-minded by leaving the sons of eomma."

I saw Jonathan getting his arms tight. It sounded from Jona's mouth.

" I know eomma must have had a reason for that. I hate eomma at all." Jonathan.

" No, Jona. You should hate eommas like Aidan. In fact eomma did leave the eomma family for the sake of other men."

I looked down at Liana's words. Although it has been more than 20 years ago, it turns out my heart still feels bad if you remember it.

...Flashback...

Liana is the only woman who really made me fall in love even though at that time I was a playboy who likes to change partners. My adventure came to a halt when I met Liana. I was always curious about the woman who always looked sad sitting by the Han River. One day, he tried to kill himself by jumping off a bridge. I always follow her if I accidentally see Liana. I usually follow her until she walks into an apartment complex. Maybe that apartment is where he lives.

But at that moment Liana did not walk towards the apartment complex she used to enter. He walked over to the bridge and then he climbed the bridge. Before I could jump, I pulled him first and he finally fell to hold me. That's where our introduction started, even though I was almost two months early to follow.

Half a year to know each other I finally tried to propose to Liana even though I know the cause of her suicide because she was in residence married by her lover who had been in love for five years. And his lover even disappeared without a trace.

And somehow I accepted even though Liana accepted my proposal with the condition still in the shadow of her former lover. Even I said I didn't mind if one day her lover comes back and Liana wants to go back to him then I'll let her go.

The beginning of our marriage was fine. We are happy and Liana also plays the role of wife well. She never again looked sad or remembered her ex-boyfriend. Our lives can be said to be perfect especially a year after the birth of Jonathan Kim as a complement to our happiness. Two years later, Aidan Kim was born. Until then, our lives were so happy. Until Aidan was five years old, Liana became Liana again as I knew her first time. He looked sad and often alone. Sometimes they are not focused on doing something. Liana even let Aidan swim without him coming down into the pool. Aidan would have almost drowned if I hadn't gone home by then.

After almost over two months Liana looked different I finally urged her to tell me what happened.

" Yeebo? You got a problem?" I asked when I saw Liana sitting quietly leaning on the bed.

" Suffer." The answer attracted a small smile.

I approached him and sat down on the side of the bed right next to him. I caress her cheeks and I slip the child's hair covering her face behind her ears.

I looked at her face which did not diminish even though our marriage had reached the ninth year. I still love her as much as the first time I realized my feelings for her almost ten years ago.

I close my face and slowly look at her lips. I missed making love to Liana even though this morning before leaving for work we already did.

Slowly but surely I close my lips to kiss her. But somehow when our lips were one cent away, Liana turned her face away. He rejected me for the first time. All this time whenever I asked, he always served me even though in a menstrual state he would help me achieve release even if only using his hands or mouth.

" Why baby?" My toot.

Liana shed her tears without daring to look at me.

" Do hyun-a? Let's get divorced."

DAMN.

Divorced? Even in my mind never crossed the sentence of divorce. I love Liana and all this time our marriage was fine. Although the last two months Liana looked different, but it never crossed my mind that Liana was going to ask for a divorce.

" Dear, what do you mean?" I'm confused.

" I want you to divorce me Do Hyun."

" But what's my fault? You're not happy marrying me?"

Liana shook her head.

" Look at me Liana." My love for him.

Liana was facing me just that she didn't see my face. Liana lowered her head and a clear circle fell on my hand.

I held onto Liana's cheek and raised her face to look at me.

" Dear you why cry?"

" I'm sorry I do hyun-a. You're not wrong. You're very kind to me. I love you and the kids too."

" Why do you want to get divorced?"

Liana quietly did not answer and I pulled her into my arms.

" Raditya is back."

DEGH'S.

Raditya is Liana's ex-lover who just left for marrying someone else. And at this time he was present back in Liana's life. Even in my happy marriage. I don't know him directly just know the story because at the beginning of our introduction, Liana never stopped mentioning Raditya's name.

" I still love Radit, Do hyun. I'm sorry. But I want to get back to Radit."

I took off my arms to her.

" Then what about me and Liana's children? You know I love you, right?"

" But you know I love Radit so much, you even accept me under such circumstances." His words were so stabbing to me that what he said was fact.

I promised from the beginning I would take Radit's place to love Liana but I also promised that if Radit came back, Liana could come back to him if she wanted to. I foolishly promised such a thing. I used to just think that a Raditya who disappeared like an earth swallow would definitely not return to Liana's life. Even if he comes back I'll make Liana love me until there's no place for that son of a bitch to go back to Liana. But in fact I was wrong, almost ten years passed finally a reality that I never predicted even happened. Even my love is not enough to make Liana stay by my side.

My eyes glazed over to hear Liana's words.

" I know Liana. But didn't you love me during our marriage? Although only a little."

" I love you Do hyun but my love for Radit is so much bigger even though we haven't seen each other for so long."

" I beg you to divorce me Do hyun."

Finally fell also a clear circle that I have been holding since.

" What about the kids? You don't think of them Liana?"

" I'm sorry but Radit didn't accept me with a child. So Jona and Aidan I'll leave you Do hyun."

" Well is that you with Liana's kids?" I was disappointed with the answer.

" I don't want to lose my love for the second time Do Hyun. You know I almost killed myself because Radit left me."

" WHAT ABOUT ME, LIANA? I MIGHT AS WELL KILL MYSELF IF YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS." I raised my voice that even in our nine years of marriage, I had never once been rude to her.

Liana just kept quiet, then I left her alone in the room.

Half a year has passed since Liana asked for a divorce. And during that time Liana openly met with Raditya. Liana even ignored Jonathan and Aidan. They are always placed on household assistance.

I don't hate Liana coming back to Raditya but I hate it because their relationship sacrificed our two children. Although I honestly don't want Liana to choose Raditya over my husband.

One day an incident finally made me divorce Liana.

" Hello Jona, Aidan?"

" Appaa?" They both hugged me when I just walked into the house.

" What are you guys doing?"

" Aidan's making another song, why hear it?" Said Aidan my second son.

" Jona sang a song by Aidan Appa. That's great." Jona.

" Oh yeah? Well, kids appa is great huh."

There was a sound of cars entering our yard. It turns out that Liana is with Raditya.

" Eomma comes with ahjussi's again appa." Cats Jonathan.

I looked quickly at my son.

" That Ahjussi comes here a lot Jona?"

" Every day almost always."

" Aidan doesn't like that ahjussi. He's not friendly. Aidan was once at the time of accidentally spilling drinking water into ahjussi's pants."

Instantly I was really angry with Liana and Raditya as well. They're both really gone too far. I let him come back to Raditya not for this. I do love her but I think the kids still need a mother's affection. But Liana was even willing to ignore her son for the sake of a man.

" Jona, please take Aidan to my room. Appa wants to talk to eomma and that ahjussi."

" Ne, appa."

The two of them finally left the living room. While Liana and Do hyun stopped in front and kissed in front of me.

Liana and Radit turned to me. I gave a sharp look at them both. Liana looked surprised because I don't usually go home fast.

" Do hyun?"

I immediately pulled the rough hand of my wife from Raditya. I pulled it until Liana was next to me.

BUGH.

I hit Raditya hard.

" DO HYUN - A."

Liana ran to help Raditya.

" Liana went inside." Cold speech.

" No, Do hyun. Why did you hit Radit?" Shouted Liana to me

" Why do you think I hit him? I SHOULD'VE KILLED HIM."

" Enter Liana. LOGGING IN."

Liana did not flinch with my clasping, she was still taking care of Radit whose corner of her lips looked bloody from my punch.

" If you don't go in then. (i doubt I say ) Then I divorce Liana. And don't expect you to see the kids."

Liana looked quickly at me.

" Didn't I ask you to divorce me Do Hyun?"

I fell silent instead and became sorry to say that I wanted to divorce Liana.

" Well..."

I started shaking my head.

" No Liana. I'm.."

" I'll tell my lawyer to speed up our divorce process."

" What? You've..."

" Yes I've registered our divorce proceedings but I'm still thinking about your feelings Do Hyun. But with this incident you alone divorced me, so from now on we're apart. I'll get out of this house."

" Come Radit."

" Liana?" I stopped her from leaving but Liana threw my hand away and left with Raditya without even looking at me.

...End flashback...

" Eomma apologizes for eomma's short-minded mistake first."

Liana let go of Jonathan's embrace.

" nee, eomma. Jona forgave all of eomma's mistakes."

Liana looked at me.

" Do hyun? Can I hug you?" Ask Liana.

I nodded my head and Liana hugged me tightly.

" I'm sorry I do hyun. I regret leaving my perfect family for a man who can't even appreciate me as his wife."

" You're still with Radit?"

Liana shook her head in my arms.

" I've been divorced from him for a long time. Even my marriage was only a corn with her. And when I looked for you, I didn't even get a single piece of information about your whereabouts."

Liana took her hug off me.

" Sit down, eat with us." I looked back and remembered that Aidan was gone.

" Ah matta, Aidan is gone but (my eyes look at Jessica ) but know this is our daughter-in-law's son. Ah (i paused for a moment because I remembered something ) she meant my daughter-in-law and you."

" Hello....eomma?" Sapa Jessica is a little awkward.

" Hello dear, son-in-law of eomma." She hugged Jessica.

" Whose name is son?"

" Jessica, my mom."

" A pretty name like her face. Are you Indonesian?"

" Yes, eomma."

" Jessica is my friend William's son."

" Oh William's. Finally mate with son eomma yah?"

" Jessica is pregnant. Jonathan's gonna have a kid and eomma's gonna be a halmoni." Jonathan looked excited.

" Oh yeah? Congratulations, well beautiful. May eomma's grandson be born safely."

We talked to each other about anything. For a while, Jessica looked exhausted and Jonathan noticed.

" Eomma? Appa? Jessica seems exhausted, Jona and Jessi seem to have to go home first." Pamit Jonathan to us.

" Eomma come home come on." Jessica said.

" Yes, next time eomma comes by the house well"

After saying goodbye, Jona and Jessi went straight from the retail. And now it's just me and Liana alone.

" Do hyun? Do you have a partner?" Ask me.

I shook my head slowly while stirring the drink and sipping it.

" no. I didn't remarry after our divorce."

" I'm sorry I'm Do Hyun. I'm really so stupid to leave a diamond for a piece of stone."

" I don't want to discuss Liana's past. I'm thankful I didn't kill myself because you left me. The kids are my encouragement."

" I'm so sorry Do Hyun."

" Mama?"  Someone called Liana mama.

" Rama?" Liana turned her head to the man standing across from our table.

" Mama why is she here? Who is this guy?" The man's cross

Liana immediately stood up and approached the man called Rama.

" dear? This is my mom's ex-husband...."

" Aidan's father?" The cut was then answered nodding the head by Liana.

" Why did you get on with Aidan's dad? Mama wants to get back together..."

" Stt. Mama just met with his appa Aidan. That was not intentional either."

This young man did not even greet me at all.

" Come eomma, Rama is willing to return to Indo."

I saw Liana surprised but I don't know what she meant.

" Really?"

The boy nodded his head.

" **.. A.But.. Mamma... Mean mama.. Please give mama time to say goodbye to mom's biological children."

The boy named Rama turned his head sharply to me and left Liana.

" I'm sorry Do Hyun, this is my card. Please call me yes. I still want to see you and the kids."

Liana hastily gave me her business card then followed the young man named Rama.

I looked at his running back and then disappeared behind the door. Seeing her back doesn't make me hate her. There was a strange noise when he saw Liana. Am I falling in love again with the children's eomma?

Kim Do Hyun POV End

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