NOT THE LOVE OF DREAMS
Chapter 36's

Me and Love arrived at the apartment. When we just went inside, even my ass had just crashed on the sofa, the sound of Love's apartment bell ringing.

The love that had been drinking for me had to turn around and open the door.

" Rama?"

I heard Love mention Rama's name. I immediately looked towards the door. And so surprised I was when Rama suddenly just poured into the arms of Love. I spontaneously stood up and approached them.

I took off the rough hugs from my lover.

" LOE WHAT THE FUCK IS A JERK?" My meaning while pulling rough Rama until his embrace is released and Rama's body hits the apartment door.

" Aidan." Love squealed while blocking me who was preparing to beat Rama who had fallen.

I saw Rama standing up and looking at me sharply, as well as me who gave a look that was no less sharp.

" Why is Loe here?" Rama asked me, which made me so upset again.

I smiled at her because of her question.

" Why are you here? Back to that question? I SHOULD HAVE ASKED YOU WHY LOE DATENG TO MY GIRL HOUSE HUH?" I cried out to him who was immediately placated by Love. She rubbed my chest.

" It's Aidan. Don't scream, the door is open. Better get in. Come on."

Love brought us both in. Although I do not like the presence of Rama but I still listen to the words of Love.

Rama sat on the couch that belonged to Love while Love and I stood before him.

" Why did Loe come here? Wear the cuddle show my girl all over again." I asked back in a annoyed tone.

" Love is my best friend. I know him better than Loe. This rich hug is common to us." The answer even made me more upset.

" Before Love becomes a girl I may hug it's usual. But after being my girl, I won't let other men touch her besides me. Especially the rich people."

" My rich man? You mean what huh?

" It's rich people who call me eomma."

Rama stood up and approached me. He looked at me sharply.

" Denger well yes AIDAN. I'm not the eomma loe, but the eomma loe who left you." His mocking speech that made me really muntab.

" HE WHO NINGGALIN HIS CHILDREN FOR MY SAKE AND MY NOKAP." He shouted at me which I directly gave a hard blow to his face.

BUGH.

Rama bounced back. He turned his head towards me and prepared to return my blow to him.

Naas when he raised his fist was Love which was hit by Rama.

BUGH.

Love until it hit my body hard so powerful punch Rama hit the face of Love.

Love would have almost slumped to the floor if I had not restrained her body.

" Dear you are gapapa?" I was worried to see a little blood on the corner of her lips.

" Gapapa Aidan, it's just a little pain." The answer.

I immediately turned my head quickly to Rama who was already crouching in front of us and apologized with his worried face.

" Love forgive me. I didn't hit you on purpose." He said as he reached out, trying to touch the body of Love. I brushed his hand before he could touch my woman.

" LOE ENGGA NEEDS TO HOLD THE ASSHOLE!" Angry me.

" BECAUSE OF LOE...."

" Aidan please." Cut Love into my words.

" But baby, he hit you too." My answer.

" I'm sorry I love." Rama said to Love.

" Usah Rama gapapa. It's just a little bit of a pain." Reply Love who tried to stand in my favor.

I sat Love on the couch while Rama saw me go looking for something that shortly after came back with a P3K box. I immediately snatched the box from his hand and immediately treated Love's wounds.

After finishing smearing the ointment on the corner of the lips of Love, I again remembered with Rama.

" Loe better go home. Loe it's just a disaster for me and the people around me." Nyekelit.

" Aidan's? Please stop." Love told me to do it for the umpteenth time.

" Love? Sorry I'm yah." Rama did not heed my words and continued to apologize to Love.

" I told you gapapa." Answer Love.

Suddenly Rama shed tears. At first I did not see because I was too focused on Love, but the earlier Love realized it, he looked at Rama intensely and was worried about the boy so inevitably I turned to him.

" Rama? I'm gapapa. No need to cry...."

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Cut Rama with a sounding voice. He then wiped both corners of his eyes rough.

" I'm also sorry about Loe Aidan."

Hearing his words I became focused on Rama and even forgot my frustration earlier.

" Maybe what you're saying is, I'm bringing disaster to everyone. Make Love, make loe, loe family even mama Liana." She nodded with all her might to hold back her tears.

" Rama?" Love approached Rama and strangely I let it go. Love stood right in front of him and Rama looked down and slumped to the floor, kneeling to whom. Love restrains Rama's body from standing. I who originally wanted to hold Cinta to not help Rama also undo the intention when he heard Rama's apology once again for me. Even now he is starting to sob.

" I'm sorry it's Aidan. Sorry I have eomma Loe. If you were me, you might as well do the same."

" Loe what does Rama mean?" I was confused by what Rama was talking about.

" Since birth I was in foster care of baby sitter because of my nyokap depression due to my bokap behavior that often brought women to the house until finally nyokap I committed suicide. I also never had any attention. For him, I am just an asset as a successor to a company that basically belongs to my family. I was distressed to be in that house until I finally turned 6 years old came Mama Liana, my only female stepmother candidate who was very gentle until I was comfortable with her. I was happy when finally Mama Liana married my bokap and officially became a mother for me. At that time I really felt affection that I had never felt since birth. Even until they finally separated, Mama Liana completely hung around me. In this world only eomma loe and Love sincerely love me. And honestly I'm envious because those two guys are loe's. "

I looked on pity after hearing Rama's explanation. Even I was no longer jealous when I saw Love carrying Rama in her arms. I know Love is just calming his best friend.

" Even I love you Love but I must sincerely choose Aidan. But should I also return Aidan's eomma? Who should I lean on?"

Love patted Rama's back gently. While my heart feels a little bad hearing the outpouring of his heart. This kid is not even better than me. His suffering was even more than my suffering left behind by eomma. At least I grew up in a happy, albeit incomplete family. Rama's life was stressful.

Ting Tong's....

The sound of the Love apartment bell rang again. I turned to the door and immediately walked over to open it. And when opening the door it turns out that eomma and appa are standing behind this door.

" Eomma?" Call me unconsciously.

Eomma's eyes were immediately fixed on Rama who was in the arms of Love. Eomma was almost there. It was obvious that Eomma was worried about his stepson but this time he would rather turn his eyes to me. Eomma asked permission to calm Rama.

" go inside! Calm him down, eom.. Eomma." I hesitated to call her eomma.

Eomma was surprised to hear my call. Doesn't that mean I forgive eomma?

" Gomawo adeul." He said while holding both of my cheeks, his eyes looked teary but his lips drew a smile. I took his hand off my cheek.

" Take your son Rama to a calm." My words are heartened. I'm sure Rama does need an eomma to calm him down.

Eomma nodded his head then ran towards Rama who had escaped from the embrace of Love.

" Come in appa!" Invite me to Appa who looks at me intensely as if proud of the greatness of my heart forgive eomma.

Appa drew a smile then held my shoulders gently.

" You did what made Appa proud." He said that then went straight inside.

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