OHH, No!!!
11. Regretting

A mistake can indeed be corrected, but what trauma can possibly be eliminated if it is not proven by the recognition that I really changed for the better because of you.

Naked in thick blankets and comfortable mattresses, the alarm clock goes off at exactly three in the morning. Waking up a pair of lovebirds who just fell asleep 3 hours ago.

Both Kana and Kari stared at each other, facing each other and sending eyes of sadness.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to. It's happening out of my control."

"But you can hold it, right?"

"I can resist it, even I can't do that if my body isn't affected by tadalafil, sorry."

"Fuck, you guys have a lust as high as the sky. Who are you related to, how many people?"

Kana rubbed her face in a huff, why did bad luck befall her. He never did anything wrong with anyone else. Why did others do evil to him.

"Listen to me Kana, I never did that with anyone and only this time I did. I will be responsible for my actions. Will you marry me?"

Kari grimaced in pain after Kana slapped her right cheek. "Marriage is really your mouth. You think marriage doesn't need physical and mental readiness. You think with marriage as a way out of business we've run out of trouble? Stupid, marriage is miserable, it won't make me happy. Getting married will only bind me in a cruel relationship full of mistakes and sadness. If I'm not pregnant I won't need any accountability from you Mr. Kari Arkara."

"Then, when you're pregnant. Do you want to marry me?"

"You're an obstetrician, aren't you? So, knock the boy out with your own hands."

"What! I wouldn't do it. Killing an innocent fetus is a heinous act Kana especially that fetus is my own child." Kari opened her eyes, looking at Kana in front of her eyes.

"In that case, I won't let that happen to me. Give me medicine to prevent that bad thing, send it to me within a day and twenty-four hours. Understand!"

Kari did not answer his eyes blankly staring up, tears were coming out wet the pillow he used.

"That is tantamount to killing Cana, can you do nothing and let the power of will come to him or not. I'm already the head of three Kana and I'm not married if you want to know that. You can imagine, I am an obstetrician who examined pregnant women accompanied by a father who crave their beloved baby with a happy feeling. I also wanted to feel it," Kari turned her head to her side to look at Kana who was next to her bed.

"Why not get married, is not it easy for you to do this in your promising position as a biological doctor. I'm sure with you blinking three times, they'll be right away if you marry."

"That's not the case, I have azoospermia disease it would be difficult for me to have a child. So you don't have to worry." Kari said by rubbing the head of Kana who was beside him. "Sorry for my actions that have crossed the line, please allow me to account for my actions Kana."

"No! Let's just say this is something that never happened between us, please forget about it. I don't want to get married."

"Why?" Kari looked at Kana worriedly and confused by the way the mind of a woman who was beside her was. What is the reason he does not want to get married, when bad things have happened between them. Where he is the most affected by the loss of it.

"It's not the doctor's business, we forget it and assume nothing ever happens between us."

"Well, if that's what you want. But please if something happens to you. Huf... Please tell me."

"Hmm, after we get out of this room. That was the end of our troubles last night. The doctor wasn't entirely wrong, because I was the one who called the doctor here, thank you."

Kari looked at Kana sad, her heart was very sliced to hear the words that Kana said to her. He never expected how good, strong and great Cana was. Though, in that situation it was clear who was wrong and Karilah was wrong because he made the bad situation happen and Kari should thank Kana for helping when she was in the situation and helpless.

"Either. Thank you Kana for your help and sorry, I'm really sorry for the mistake. Cana."

Kana silently answered nothing, but tears came out soaking her face. Kari was stunned to see Kana cry and only this time Kari saw Kana cry. Unknowingly curry hand outstretched Kana tears that came out with lips continue to say sorry, sorry and sorry.

Exactly two weeks after the terrible incident, neither Kana nor Kari discussed or questioned him anymore. All busy with their respective affairs as if to share a pencil written and erased right, so easy for them to remove the pencil scratches without taking into account the marks from the scratches.

A quiet night, as calm as the moon smile followed by a beautiful smile of stars in the evening. Simply put, a woman is sad under the moonlight, I don't know what she is thinking right now with a state of relentless crying.

The ringing of the cell phone rang revealing the name he had missed these few days. Mufi, call himself in the right state at this time.

"Hello, why?" Kana asked with her hoarse voice.

"No! I cannot persuade the two Vina parents at this time so difficult for me to conquer them, even the threat I gave to revoke the greatest investment in their efforts alone still did not produce anything, they are not shaky and afraid of the threat."

Kana growled instead of joking at her teeth rumbling after hearing what Mufi said, "Let me talk to them!"

"What's up! I don't have enough time to talk to a girl like you?"

"I wouldn't talk to a parent like you, either, if I didn't really need it. Understand!"

"Say what, if the purpose for which you spoke to me is the same as what Mufi told us, then the answer remains the same I disagree."

"I understand your child is pregnant at this time. I know you are also a mother, please bless our wishes. Mufi has the right to be happy with his wishes with a beautiful plan that he has prepared for his future, even if it hurts you."

"You crazy woman, did you not think about how I was after hearing what the Mufi said to us! I'm hurt and I strongly disagree with both of you're plans even if it's for the sake of happiness."

"I beg you, I won't be able to do it anymore. I'm sure Vina will be happy and agree with our plan, I'm Vina's best friend I know her happiness."

There was a sound of crying, from across the phone. Kana immediately turned off the phone connection he could not hear it. had a lot of happiness that he had destroyed even his own happiness had been destroyed.

The phone rang again and Mufi called again, "Why are they turned off, they have agreed to our plans."

"I'm fine, sister, Kana's happy to hear that."

"What's wrong? it doesn't look okay anymore."

"I'm fine."

"No, where are you now?"

"I'm at a hotel, some days I don't go home."

"It looks like there's something you're hiding from me, what's wrong?"

"Here you graduated from medical school before becoming a psychiatrist, right, is nausea and fatigue not as usual it includes signs of pregnancy?"

"Yes, because Vina felt that way too. Jagan said you?"

Kana scavenged as she pleased, until her nose could not and it was very difficult to breathe air. She imagined that she was really pregnant right now.

"Yes, I did it with Kari's doctor three weeks ago. Sorry please forgive me, sorry."

Across the phone, Mufi's state is like being pierced by hundreds of sharp knives, his heart is really messed up, sick and messy. Until, unknowingly, a single tear drop flowed past his cheek.