OHH, No!!!
12. Mistakes

Forgiveness is hard, but that doesn't mean we have to be hostile, right? A thousand good can be erased by one mistake, then a thousand mistakes can be erased with one sincere kindness.

"You really did it with her, Kana?"

"Yes, my brother did it with the Kari doctor. But it's all out of our control, I'm afraid of getting pregnant. I'm not ready and I can't."

"You calm down first, brother will send you medicine later. Tomorrow brother's home. You're calm, not sure if you're pregnant?"

"Yes, thank you, brother Mufi."

The closeness between Mufi and Kana was already bound to be small when they became neighbors. Houses adjacent to the wall as a barrier but do not dampen their spirit to play together.

Kana was silent in the room with the lack of night light. An unsettled heart with chaotic thoughts does not decide his intention to check himself on the clinic in front of the hotel. With his makeshift sleeping clothes and hotel sandals on his feet. Kana stepped across the crowded highway to reach the front of the clinic.

Not too crowded but that does not mean there are no patients, only a few people who are treating there, until the name Kana called to enter the examination room. a typical room in white with medical devices and posters attached to the walls of the room.

"Good, good night." Greet the male doctor who sits on a chair, with a position facing the entrance. Her bright face welcomed the patients who treated her.

"Night, doc." Kana sat herself in the chair in front of this doctor.

"What's the complaint, ma'am?"

"Several days I have nausea, dizziness, and fatigue easily am I pregnant doc?"

The doctor seemed to think for a moment, "Let's go check it out,"

Kana walked towards the gurney beside her, then put herself to sleep in an agitated and restless position. Followed by the doctor who stood beside Kana.

"Calm down and relax." The doctor pressed Kana's stomach several sides, until the stethoscope was involved in working there.

"It looks like the mother just caught wind, there are no signs of a growing fetus in the mother's womb. I'll prescribe medicine for the mother, "The doctor by the name of Reza walks towards her seat followed by Kana behind her.

"This is some recipes for mothers and to help the problem of mothers who are nauseated in the morning, mothers can drink milk pregnant women. It was intended to help the fulfillment of nutrition for mothers, because pregnant women's milk is not only for consumption by someone who is pregnant."

"Okay doc, thanks for the advice."

"Together mother," Kana pamit came out at ikiti with an expanding smile imprinted on her face.

With a slow and relaxed step Kana walked towards the clinic pharmacy to penetrate the medicine that the doctor had prescribed, then she stepped back across the road until she reached the hotel lobby, Kana stepped quietly and professionally. Until the receptionist stopped his footsteps, calling himself from behind,

"It's a cure for, mother"

"Thank you,"

"Together."

Kana again stepped foot to reach the room as well as his office, he used to refuse not want to stay here but now he has slept in this room for several days.

Kana scattered herself on the mattress, massaging her temple several times because Kana's head felt very dizzy this time. Until unconsciously Kana fell asleep in a state of restless heart, dizzy head and tired body condition.

Then the next day, as usual Kana will wake up at three in the morning to complete and understand all the business tasks. Especially for the schedule later in the day.

The busyness that Kana does this morning until afternoon is enough to make her more dizzy instead of playing especially if later tonight she has to pick up Mufi at the airport but she has not bathed or eaten from this afternoon. Kana is currently at Mufi's house in an indescribable sleeping position with a disheveled blanket, rolling up Kana's body completely.

"Na, wake up you have to pick up Mas Mufi at the airport." With all her strength Vina woke up Kana who was asleep like a buffalo that was difficult to wake up.

"Yes vin, it's 7 o'clock as well. Just relax a few times." Kana answered Vina in a state of closed eyes and upset Vina's hand outstretched open Kana's eyes with her index finger and thumb.

"Eyebook, look noh clock is almost nine Kana."

"Basak," Kana's eyes slowly opened to a full extent, "Astaghfirullah why didn't you wake me up from earlier Vina!"

"I woke you up from earlier, Kana. You're the kebo."

Kana did not care anymore Vina said she immediately rushed to take clothes in the closet and ran into the bathroom, without make-up on her face or perfume, Kana immediately rushed to pick up the bag and car keys and ran out of the house.

Kana's car drove through the dense city streets to enter the toll gate to Semarang. Many times Kana exhaled, even the city streets with beautiful night lights could not Kana enjoy tonight.

About an hour for Kana to be hit by the airport and immediately after parking the car he stepped into the restaurant there, to meet Mufi who had been waiting for him for a long time.

"Sorry so late,"

"Yes it's okay. Just a little late ko, not long nearly an hour because, not too late to twenty-four hours." Actually Kanalah proposed to pick up Mufi, because their driver was sick so it is not possible to go out.

"Okay, thank you, brother Mufi," Kana grinned, then they both walked out of the airport with one hand Kana carrying Mufi's bag.

Traveling only quietly between them without a sound, Kana who was in the steering chair felt uncomfortable with her stomach several times Kana's hand stroked and pressed, making Mufi aware of the anxiety that Kana felt.

"Why you?" A mufi hand stretched out holding Kana's forehead which felt warm. "You sick?"

Kana did not answer but her mouth continued to hiss in pain, an unbearable pain. While their cars have come down from the toll road and will go to the exit door of the toll road.

"We go to the hospital now, you endure the pain and stay conscious of Kana." Mufi said after he realized something.

Arriving at the lobby of the hospital where Mufi worked, Kana was immediately appointed by Mufi and then spoken on an empty bed of patients in the UGD.

With her semi-conscious state and eyes almost closed, Kana was no longer able to open her eyes. But Kana's ears are still fully functional.

"Call Kari here, make sure Kana and the fetus in the womb are fine." Pinta Mufi to the doctor who approached them.

The words Mufi uttered were enough to make Kana surprised, but what could make her self-consciousness slowly disappear until Cana was completely unconscious, he fainted not hearing anything more and no longer felt the movement of humans around him.