OHH, No!!!
27. Hemorrhaging

With a surprised face Nata looked at Kari with a look of confusion, because Kari presumptuously kissed Kana suddenly. "What do doctors do?"

"I am Kana's husband and you try to get close to her, or try to take Cana away from me. I warned you well before you knew the consequences. Understand!!!"

"Ekhm... I'll be back in thirty minutes, please resolve this matter with a cool head." Zino's words were accompanied by footsteps breezing away which were also followed by Mufi, Devin and Nata who were pulled by Devin to get out of Kana's nursery.

"Sorry..." The hand extended to Kana who was lying down with the head Kari had blown beside Kana's head with her face facing the pillow.

"Go..."

"I'm sorry I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you... "

"Go... "

"No,"

"It has ears, right?"

Kari sat himself in the guard chair beside Kana's gurney. Kana's sad eyes and sharp eyes clashed with each other before Kari first broke their eye contact, then the shady eyes were increasingly focused on Kana's stomach which was slightly protruding from before. Kari's palm stretched out to touch Kana's stomach, before Kana ledge first as she touched it.

"Why?"

"Jagan touch my son."

"He's our son,"

"No, get out now!!!" Anxiously Kana raised the volume of the sound, until her stomach stiffened suddenly.

"Sorry Kana, I was wrong..."

"You've lied to me, then what else do I expect from you, I'm a sissy of lies. You're evil, same with dad. You workaholic selfish, better after this kid's born we're divorced..."

"Stop talking about that Kana, I've apologized to you. What else should I do, I've tried to give my best for you. Jagan is selfish so the woman, you are only pregnant doang all women also feel that way. But there's nothing like you being spoiled, selfish, grumpy, and emotionally draining." With anger, Kari stood up from her seat.

But who would have thought with Kana's reply to the words Kari said to him, a crescent moon smile formed on Kana's face enough to make Kari's body stiff for a moment. "Try your best? while at night my back and waist are often sore but you are not beside me. You always go to the hospital after receiving a call."

"It's been my duty and a risk to you having a gynecologist husband."

Kana continued to wipe away the tears that were dripping out increasingly profusely. Really, I hate this situation when she looks weak because of her tears. "All women feel pregnant, but they are ready to get pregnant while I am? They were pregnant with the right person, the one they loved, whereas I was confused by my own feelings. Am I selfish, right? Even though I have reduced the time to work for the health of this child, I gave up the beauty of my body because of the presence of this child, I gave up all my body for his presence, tired, tired, cramping, aching, all my linu joints are already felt and I never complain with you no, if I feel that way. What is it with me asking to bring food from outside several times this week when you come home from work that includes spoiled? What's with me asking you to arrange the bed including spoiled? While I sweep the room every morning, prepare you a meal, arrange the work clothes that you will use, and prepare dinner, is not enough for you. What is not enough I understand you, what is less enough I give up this body. What with me reminds you after the shower to put a towel in place that includes me draining your anger?"

"No, sorry." Quiet a thousand languages that Kari can do, when he misspoke with the sentence he has uttered.

Kana sighed with teary eyes and the tears she held back. Too much pain in him that he keeps without being able to vent.

"I'm sorry, I'm not going to repeat that again."

"I have a husband but feel alone, what the world does not allow this self to depend on others. Why doesn't the world let me be happy?"

"Sorry,"

"It felt so painful when I needed help that I was ignored, abandoned, and left alone. It was very painful like what I was going through, when I needed help with a sharp knife stroke on my finger. But all are not allowed to help, no one is allowed to help by someone who should be my hero, my shelter, and my refuge. But it was only wishful thinking because he was the one who kept my wounds open. Maybe it won't hurt for those adults, but not for me a four-year-old toddler who just knew and understood the shape of things." Kana closed her eyes, feeling a tear spill that flowed down the right and left of the pillow she was sleeping on.

"Do I not deserve protection. From childhood I always faced everything alone, healed my own wounds, and tried alone. There have been many wounds that I have had and thousands of problems repeating this body. Please just ignore me like this, you don't hurt my physique, but my mind is hurt, my mind is screwed, and the urge to hurt myself is in my state at that time. I hate being ignored, it feels like I am not in this world. When you ignore me it feels like I'm not in this world, it hurts..."

"I'm sorry... Excuse me... I'm sorry Kana." Kana said that was very heartbreaking for a husband, when the wife had revealed what she felt so far. An inter-self communication that is rarely applied in the Kari Arkara household because of the busyness between the two parties.

Kana did not care about it, her mind was very chaotic this time and her heart was slashed by Kari's actions this morning, which was being hit by emotions. He's a gynecologist but the actions he does, reflect if he's not a doctor who understands patients. Kana was doubtful that Kari was not a doctor.

"Where are you going?" Kari asked when she saw Kana sitting down and pointed her legs down.

"The bathroom."

"Let me help," Kari swept Kana's limp and hot body into the bathroom, despite little rejection from Kana before.

"Why come inside, get out!"

"No, I'll help you."

"Basic pervert,"

"Wild with your own wife."

Slowly the soles of Kana's feet walk touching the coldness of the bathroom tile, the deeper Kana's feet step in followed by Kari next to her.

"You help me to let go," said Kari when she saw Kana's distress when she pulled the clothes she was wearing up, to open her lower interior. Kana's hand movements were limited due to an infusion hose hanging from a pole next to Kana's body.

"Hmm, uh,"

"Sorry yes," Kana turned her eyes when Kari stood right in front of her with Kana's cheeks met with red as Kari's hands crept in.

"Please check if there's any blood?" Ask when Curry attempted to withdraw************ down.

"What do you mean?" Not finished the curry took off, but the question Kana said was enough to make her heart race so fast.

"Somehow, I felt a stream coming out." Curry quickly removed the *********** and the result was quite surprising bloodstains printed clearly there.