OHH, No!!!
30. Open and forgiving
On the other hand, Kana lay alone without anyone accompanying her in the hospital room with a limp body and infusion attached. Kana is really uncomfortable with this kind of situation.
Kana's body that feels tired and sick is increasingly pushing Kana closed into a dream world full of delusion in it.
The closed eyes slowly adjusted the light of the room after he had fallen asleep for a long time. Kana's eyes now focus on the clock above the bedside nightstand that shows two hours and thirty minutes. Kana looked around the room and saw that no one was accompanying her.
The black net is increasingly shedding tears, when the sadness within can not be expressed with words. Tears dripped down the pillow that Kana was sleeping on, bearing witness to how dizzy her head was and how sad Cana's heart was with her heart beating so fast.
The sound of the door being pushed in multiplied Kana's eyes. Seen a man with a body condition that looks fresher, than the first time he came to meet him.
"Wake up, is anyone sick?" Kari walked forward to meet Kana who was lying on top of the patient's gurney. "Why cry? Are there any parts of the body that are painful or uncomfortable?"
Kari stared fixedly at Kana's closed eyes by letting out tears and sobs from her slightly open calling lips. Kari who was furious with Kana who never answered immediately took off the stethoscope with a necklace on her neck, checking the state of the body until Kana arrived at the stomach that is fine without anything serious or wrong in Cana.
"Why are you, hmm?" Slowly Kari took off the shoes she was wearing and rushed up on Kana's bed. Kari settles down beside Kana by placing her head right next to Kana's head and not to forget also Kari's hand holds Kana's body, bringing Kana into her warm embrace. "Tell me what's the reason your tears come out?"
"No-no,"
"You're angry with me?"
"No,"
Curry deepened into the body of kana in him, "The anxiety of my wife is..."
"Jagan near, touch-touch jagan, off..." Kana tried to escape from Kari, but the effort Kana did was in vain. Because of the energy difference between them"L-pass"
"If I don't want to?"
"Whatever." Kana remained in Kari's arms and no longer rebelled to break free.
"This lamb, the story?"
"No,"
"Try here look at her face," Kari slightly retreated from her sleeping position to look at Kana's face. Apparently Kana also looked at Kari with her nose and eyes flushed and then without warning or warning, Kari immediately kissed Kana's forehead long enough. "I'm sorry, it made you cry."
"I'm sorry to refuse,"
"Jagan. Sin rejects the husband who has sincerely apologized and promises not to repeat it again."
Kana did not care about it anymore the sentence Kari said. Because weary emotions creep in with the ego that controls Kana at this time. However, Kana was unable to say anything more than crying.
"I'm sorry if I haven't been able to make you happy with me, you're depressed, and you're hurt because of me. I sincerely and deeply apologize for my actions that hurt and offend you. I want your openness so I can improve my attitude that you don't like." Reveal Kari by looking at the black netra in the eyes of Kana who fell asleep next to her.
"I don't like the look on your face when you're angry or upset. I don't like you showing that expression to me or to our child. When a baby is born in the world he first sees, read and he observes are the facial expressions of both parents. Including you as his father, if you show a bitter, angry face, and upset at our child later that there he will be afraid because seeing your facial expression and this will affect the way he interacts socially with others. You looked at him with a sad, hateful look, or angry then he will look around with an expression like that also with fear that spread in him and if you continue when angry shows a negative expression then our child will avoid from you as his father. He will be afraid of you, and what the consequences will be. This child will lack the affection of a father, I don't want that to happen... "
Kari looked at Kana so fixed and shady, she felt that her position was very far below Kana. Kari used to think that Kanalah was not ready to have children, but now Karu feels that he is not ready with the presence of a child. "I'm sorry, I'll control these emotions and self-expression. I'll try to be more patient for our son's future."
"Promises must change. I don't want our child to be born in a terrible state, where between me and you are not ready to have a child. So that he felt that his presence in this world was not wanted from both his parents."
Kari smiled at Kana's head repeatedly, "Thank you,"
"For?"
"To be my wife who is still lacking, accept her, and thank you for all the sacrifices you have made. We both learned." Reveal Kari with palms touching Kana's cheeks.
Kana pulled the corner of her lips and nodded her head in response to what Kari said. Indeed, basically in domestic relationships is openness and understanding to be able to try to adjust to the best wishes between partners for their future survival.
"We eat first. You haven't eaten since lunch and are only helped by intravenous fluids. I want a quality child with me will prepare and pay attention to your nutritional intake while pregnant with him. I want you to accept his presence not out of shock or pressure. I beg for this, we accept him with our readiness yes." Obviously Kari with her hands rubbing Kana's cheeks.
"Thank you dear. Now you have to eat,"
"Yes dear," Reply Kana to Kari who immediately makes Kari's cheeks flushed. Weapon eating sir, the intention of the heart wants to tease even he who salting with Cana's answer.
"I help you sit," Kari helps Kana sit by raising the gurney that Kana is sleeping in. "Would you eat this or something else?" Bargain curry by showing the food provided by the hospital that contains eggs, vegetables, and tempeh.
"That's it,"
Kari painstakingly feeds Kana, who catapults like a snail while eating. But Kari patiently waited for Kana to swallow her food. Bribes after bribes had entered Cana's stomach, until she arrived at the 12th mouthful of Cana feeling the nausea that hit her stomach suddenly.
"Already, nauseous..."
"Well, do you want to eat fruit?" Bargain Kari by helping Kana drink water.
"What fruit?"
"Strawberry, melon, apple, and orange fruit. I bought it in alfamart downstairs before you came here or you want some ice cream?"
"May I have ice cream?"
"May you no longer have a fever and you are also advised to eat ice cream. The reason is that the weight of the deck is too small, not in accordance with Zino said earlier,"
"Want a little ice cream?" Kana asked curiously revealing her neat, white row of teeth.
"May, I just bought this strawberry ice cream that's a little cup for you."
"Thank you" Kana received the ice cream gladly when Kari gave it to her and just straight away Kana ate without caring or offering the ice cream to Kari.
"I'm sorry that when you're finished being examined by Zino, I didn't come to see you."
"It's okay" replied Kana casually and focused only on her strawberry ice cream.
"This room next to you is where his future wife Nata is. So when you're bleeding and being handled by Zino I'll wait for you in front of the room, I kept seeing her mother she came out of the room in a hurry and I was curious and then I entered the room and I heard someone whimpering in pain. I kept asking, it turns out she slipped in the bathroom and I helped her I checked and I also helped her out," Kari was like a child complaining to her mother.
"Yeah, how are you?"
"Then the child did not want to go out while his mother had been struggling long enough and I asked his mother she to call the father of the baby in this womb and not long Nata came to wipe the mother's stomach then about ten minutes later the baby was born a boy and Nata will be responsible for it. It seems like they are the same as us, but I don't want to interfere too much with their problems either, so I don't really understand the problem, only when Nata came he said 'I'll marry you after this baby is born' Nata says it's the same Emi."
"Hmm, what kind of handsome son is Nata white, tall, cute and not worried?" Kana asked looked at Kari seriously until she paused for a moment to eat the ice cream in her hand.
Kari was astonished by the question Kana asked, indeed this Kana was other than the others. "Not a regular handsome and his weight is small,"
"I want to see,"
"can't."
"Why, can't you?"
How can Kari reveal if she is jealous of Nata. Forced Kari had to turn her brain to give a reason to Kana, "We have not bought a gift for them, so tomorrow only. Our time comes empty handed,"
"Yes yes, yes tomorrow we have to go there. You'll buy a present for their child later,"
"Not only his son, I will buy poison for his father." Curry Mumm.
"What did you say, I didn't hear you?"
"No, it was ice cream. I'm peeling an apple for you." Kari said by walking into the bathroom to wash the apples.