
After hearing the explanation from Mr. Rismawan actually makes Jama' regret, if only he did not find out about the departure of Syahrel.
He will not know, if he also has a share and is not assertive when often he is asked to buy drugs, ranging from sleeping pills, magh and pain relievers. Yang Jama' also knew that it was a drug that had a blue circle mark, marked as a hard drug for sale.
After retrieving the laptop from the late Syahrel, Jama' is no longer eager to open the laptop and find out the cause of Syahrel's death.
With a grim facial expression, after taking the laptop, then returned home and not far from the burial place of the late Syahrel. Jama' decided to meet for a stopover at the deceased's navel.
Weeds were rising, and some plants were living around the tomb of Shahrel. Jama' also cleaned it, after that with solemn prayer.
*Oh Allah, give a decent place to the one who has taught me many things, about faith, about being grateful, about enjoying a journey of process.
O Allah, forgive all the mistakes, sin and sin that the deceased committed intentionally or unintentionally, big or small sins.
Give your love and affection to the deceased. Lay down his belly button, accept all the zariahs he gives. Rediscover him with those he loves in the holiness and eternity of love.
Rabb, the owner of the eternity of love...
Nothing is impossible for You, O God, I am sure that You will easily find them again.
Let the tears that spill and divide the cheeks as proof why I miss the person whose body is now alone in the pit, for the person who is now burying love, creation and taste along with the fragile body.
Meet us in the jaumil qiamah and gather us in your jannah, and forgive Him first of His anger. Take advantage of him with you, Apostle.
God, where else would I melt this longing, unless I send this longing greeting to You, send my longing greetings to the body that is now silenced with true love.
O God, please grant our prayers*.
Jama's tears spilled and sobbed he cried over the vortex of the man who chose to end his life without a lover. The man who chose to be alone after his hope was dashed.
"Aa, forgive Jama' with Jama's mistakes and attitude' while serving Aa. Jama' thanks you for everything Aa gave me." Her crying broke with the regret she had done.
May I be happy there.
And for the readers of the story of Aa Syahrel, we thank him for his support until the trip and his life story can be written Jama', a lot of shortcomings, both from writing, both from writing, the plot and background of this story, as well as the way of delivering each episode is still a mistake, hopefully not reduce the story and life wisdom that we can take learning.
His life story teaches us and teaches us :
About Patience, the story of Aa Syahrel teaches us about how she and Umi are patient in every grief of life they experience. And how to be patient in the journey of life.
About the process, how late Aa Syahrel was so diligent with the process he experienced, from the lowest level of life to the steepest journey of life, pain, injury and redeem each process with tears, he said, until achievement.
About Simplicity, how simple and unpretentious the life of the late Syahrel even though what he had obtained was abundant but did not make him big head and spiteful.
About Commitment and True Love, this one author listed a journey of love that he took to death to invite and commitment a man who does not waver with whatever temptations in life, no matter what, even when he had reached the peak of matter, his determination and love.
About Obedience and Consistency, not only with his parents but how well he obeyed what God commanded, consistent in the course of life and worship.
About Humanity or Humanity, the height of solidarity and his week with humanity, his tears easily cry with the misfortune of one's life and his hands are so light in helping others, because he was aware that the deceased had a career from below, from the lowest social strata.
For this reason, I am Jama' as the author of the life story of the deceased continues what became his trust.
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For his attention, we say thank you.
**Our Honor
Jama**'
The Author of Syahrel