
The alarm from the phone rang so many times because it has not been turned off by the owner. Weini's eyes still feel heavy open even though just peeking, he just fell asleep when the morning prayer reverberated. His hands were fumbling around the mattress to find the source of the sound, and the phone was tucked away in his thin blanket.
“Weini, hunt awake! You have to shoot to Bogor this afternoon.” Haris knocked on the door and shouted from outside. The man knew Weini was still at home enjoying the softness of the mattress.
“Udah banguuun.” Weini screamed from the blanket. Even when he had stripped off his white-gray uniform, he still had to get up early for work.
He squinted his eyes to peek at the phone screen, dozens of notifications are listed there. At the speed of whatsapp application, there may have been a reply from Xiao Jun. Unfortunately that hope was dashed when he saw a message that reached hundreds of chat iu dominated by his soap opera group. His message to Xiao Jun since last night had not even been read.
“Zao An (good morning). Ni hao ma's? (Are you okay?)”
Weini sent the short message to Xiao Jun before he got up from the bed. If it does not move immediately, it is certain that he will be stuck in traffic later.
A few minutes later, Weini grabbed the phone lying on the bed to check back. Again he was disappointed, the message only ticked one. Xiao Jun did not activate the phone and this had never happened.
Weini is increasingly upset, not usually the lover misses a good morning greeting. Weini's feeling grew increasingly uneasy, calling her another Xiao Jun phone number. In addition to the WA number, Xiao Jun gave out a personal phone number that only the closest person knew. Weini can't be patient anymore, she doesn't care her body still
half wet with a towel still wrapped around. Certainty is more important than anything at the moment, but unfortunately the number he is going to can not be connected.
“Why are you, Xiao Jun?” lirih Weini holding her phone. His little heart was still trying to think positively, maybe the man had a sudden office business and forgot to activate the phone. But why not reply to the chat last night? Does this have anything to do with Lau's call? Weini tried to think of a more plausible source of trouble and this fix must have something to do with Lau.
Weini called Lau's number, the sooner he got certainty then he could be calmer on the move. Lau's number is on, the sound of her tone continues to thrill Weini. Never before had he expected such anxiety, until the call broke off on its own and began to discourage Weini.
Try again and again up to six times the call with the same result, Lau also lost somewhere. Weini slammed his phone on the mattress, the thought of a tangled thread made his mind unable to control all the ugliness that came across. The unknown woman's shadow continued to haunt, showing footage of the woman's Xiao Jun togetherness until Weini dropped into the bed and buried her face in a pillow.
How to be strong, if I don't find a reason to survive?
How to believe, if what you want to believe actually obscures that belief.
Am I the one who loves so much that it's easy to get hurt?
Or is he who more easily turns his heart and forgets this bond?
_Quote of Weini_
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Dina knocked on Weini's room door after Haris asked her to come. Usually the driver who will take Weini to work, but Haris knows something bad will happen to his daughter and he needs a reliable friend.
“Non, it's me. Open the door dong, it's time to leave loh.” Excited Dina while creating a beat sound with tempo, like the beat of a song.
The door squeaked and opened, Dina was about to greet Weini but failed because she was pulled in. The door was locked again and Dina gaping wide saw Weini was still far from ready. Pink towels are still wrapped by showing off the beautiful curves of the artist.
“Yang aja non, this clock is still not ready? Aduuuhhh we can make high blood Bams kumat if gini.” Dina ran towards the closet and scattered the contents in search of clothes suitable for Weini.
“Nih...” Disodorized blouse peach color and blue jeans dongker on Weini then Dina hurry to reach the make up tool. As he looked back holding the spoon foundation, he stared in shock at the sight Weini still silently holding onto her clothes.
“Non, your life hasn't been collected all? kok even bengong instead of dipake his clothes.” Dina was astonished to see Weini's behavior was other than usual. Yesterday night they were still cheerful, there were not twenty-four hours apart and even Weini had changed drastically.
“Kak Dina, try to contact Xiao Jun or uncle Lau. Who knows they'd pick up your phone.” Weini said softly, he did not even mengubris babbling Dina who called it slow.
“Eh? Young boss and uncle why?” now Dina understands the cause of Weini's weakness, only love affairs can make strong people weak, cheerful people become poor, good people become evil if in a state of disappointment.
“OK I call them now but non while wearing clothes yes.” Dina reminded again before she focused on the sound of Lau's ringtone.
The same result was also experienced by Dina, several times he contacted Lau but there was no response from there. Similarly, Xiao Jun's phone that was out of range kept sounding. He looked at Weini who looked about to cry but was held back, a face so sad that Dina had never seen as long as she knew Weini.
“Non, I know this must be difficult but focus on the back. Your work demands professionalism, no matter how destructive your feelings when required to play a happy role yes you should be able to, it is also the opposite. You work because you like it, right? It's your passion, right? Plis, the entertainment world is a stage play, let's just say again use a mask to cover your sadness now.” Dina shook Weini's shoulder to resuscitate her. A scary condition is when a person who is cheerful and optimistic experiences inner pressure, and he does not want things
it happened to Weini.
The mask? I wear a mask every day, I've been a hypocrite since I was a child. Cecar Weini inwardly. Hearing the word mask uttered by Dina could finally strengthen her, she again threatened to lose her most loved one. After being dumped by the family since childhood and hiding behind a mask, now he is threatened to lose a loved one and apesnya that person is very meaningful. He had no mask to hide anymore, this was the reality he had to face.
“We contact them again on the way, come on fighting!” Dina hugged Weini, giving her a warmth that was more than friendship. He began to love Weini like a brother, happy when he saw her happy and also sad when he saw her slumped like this.
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