OPEN YOUR MASK, PRINCESS!
Episode 233 DESIRES ARE SET ASIDE BY DOUBT
Me, the rain, and my body
It is the rain that best understands my doubting heart
Between acting or staying glued here
It was me, who was still trying to convince myself to move
Towards the recesses of your heart …
Can you come out without me shouting your name?
Can you hear the screams of my heart, softly calling you in every breath of mine?
Apparently, I realized that all that was left was doubt
Laughing at my worries, denouncing how cowardly I am …
And the rain that was still willing to endure, let me disguise the cry
In the rintiknya …
Through this rain, I'm sending you a message
That my love is still as it used to be, only to you.
_Quote by Xiao Jun_
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Xiao stood in front of the fence, leaving his entire body wet in the rain. The red box he held firmly, wet with no sign will change hands to the owner. Xiao Jun just stared, staring at the front of his lover's house. Just stepping foot inside was very difficult for him, he really did not understand where the loss of courage was.
While still in his home country, he had not felt the desire to meet Weini. It turned out that the feeling was only for a moment, once he set foot into the apartment, precisely when he saw the apartment that Weini had once occupied, the feeling was dusty again. She wanted so badly to see the face of her lover, it was that desire that dragged her here as if there was no tomorrow to meet. And now, this is where he stood, just staring without being able to get close.
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Dina had the opportunity to stay overnight, thanks to heavy rain which was used as a reason to be lazy to break through the streets when it rains. His break will be cut off to fight his way home, if Weini does not allow him to stay the night. Dina was sure the beautiful artist would kindly give her a sleeping ride, at least for one night. He actually wanted to linger in this house, but it was also a pity for Weini who had to be cramped with him in bed. Dina has talked about moving to a nicer and more comfortable residence, but Haris prefers to live in this house with many memories.
“So non, message from mister Xiao Jun when to reply?” Dina again pestered Weini with the same question.
Weini who was already lying on her back to Dina in sleeping pajamas, still gave the same response – silent. He had the burden of his own mind, which continued to weigh the good of the bad if a short message from Xiao Jun was replied. Dina's incessant babble sounded like a bird chirp, Weini was not excited to hear not even a single word that was lascivious in her hearing.
The deg! A feeling so sharp, it sent a signal that someone who was Weini's most heart-pounding was within a fairly close radius. Weini nodded, she sharpened her feelings, her hands clenched and clung to her chest. Xiao Jun's? Weini's fizzle in her heart, she wasn't so sure of her feelings.
"Shut up brother.” Weini immediately got up and sat on the edge of the bed, hinting for Dina to be silent for a moment. Weini rushed out, she had to ascertain the truth herself or just her feelings.
“Where to non?” Dina intercepted Weini with that question, she immediately followed Weini's trail.
He left the room, leaving behind a dumbstruck Dina with a bunch of questions in his heart. Whatever the target, Dina still had to obey Weini's orders. He was afraid to see the sharp eyes of the girl while calling for orders.
Weini half-run towards the living room, how surprised to find Haris standing in front of the window, peeking out from behind the curtain in the middle of the dimness of the room that only relied on the light from the porch lights. Weini stood still for a moment watching Haris who she believed was aware of her presence. There must be something out there, until Haris is so fixated on being a lookout.
Haris turned her body towards Weini, her back feeling warmly highlighted by the pair of eyes that had magic power. He spread a sweet smile, his innate self was very calm as if nothing had happened.
“What's he coming, dad?” Weini immediately asked Haris a question. Highlighting his eyes, he was really curious about the attitude of the man before him.
“It looks like so.” Answer Haris briefly.
“Xiao Jun, who came?” Not satisfied with Haris ambiguous answer, Weini asked again with emphasis. He can go crazy if he has to play guess again.
“It looks like so.” Haris repeats the same, equally short answer and emphasis he said casually. An answer that roused Weini to the highest level.
“Then why did you just stand there? Don't let him in?” Lecar Weini, he ran hastily for the sake of opening the door. Not caring about Haris who was still unmoved in front of the window, the man even tidied up again
the curtain that he broke.
Weini spread her gaze around, anxiously searching for the figure she wanted to see right now. Sepi, there is no one in sight, there is only rain that is increasingly active to play its role in wetting the earth. Weini was not satisfied, she was determined to break through the rain to prove her feelings that Xiao Jun was still nearby.
“Do not search again!” Haris pulls Weini's hand, thwarting her intention of being bathed in rain. No matter how strong Weini rebelled, his strength was clearly superior to pulling a smaller body from him.
“Father's answer, why didn't you tell her to come in?” Weini as she pleased, her mind was being muddled with feelings.
“He didn't knock, how can I open the door?” Answer Haris firmly. Indeed, that is the reason that makes him bear to just watch his son play with the rain, in the midst of turmoil and go home in vain like a general who lost before the war.
Weini was shaken by Haris's reply, she still could not say a word. His feelings turned out to be very sensitive to feel the presence of Xiao Jun, but the man he was really looking forward to
even came to go again, without seeing him.
“This door will open if he really wants to see you, he will come knocking on the door. If he leaves, he's not ready. Simplen? Let it go, you better let him!” Timpal Haris, not only did he not support his son's romance, but the more he intervened in their affairs, just as he did not support Xiao Jun growing up.
“Yes, I also need time.” Weini said he was a little enlightened that the untimely cannot be forced.
Haris smiled, her young lady is already growing up. “Sleep, or do you want to join the chat behind?” canda Haris's.
Weini smiled bitterly, her lips still mutely forced to pull a single smile. “Stevan hasn't come home yet? You still want to do it?”
Haris pasted an index finger on her lips, “Sstt!” He knew someone was eavesdropping behind the door.
Dina who was aware seemed to have been discovered, she immediately closed the door that was opened slightly as a peeping gap. His heart skipped a beat, his forehead was sweating coldly, he just knew it felt like being caught making a mistake turned out to be very terrible.
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