OPEN YOUR MASK, PRINCESS!
Episode 169 I FEEL YOUR PAIN
Have you ever felt sad without knowing what was sad?
Uncertain feelings without any reason to worry about.
Tears that suddenly fall when reluctant to cry for something.
Have you ever been that?
I'm feeling it.
_Quote of Weini aka Yue Hwa_
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Waking up with an unexpressed feeling of weirdness, fury, uneasiness and sadness, Weini was still lying playing with her phone. He looked at the phone's calendar to confirm something and then sighed. He is not PMS but why is his mood not funny? Sad, confused and disappointed since last night. He thought that with sleep it would improve the next day, it was the same as he kept hoarding unclear feelings.
Not a single word from Xiao Jun since the last chat, Weini often reread the message and refrained from replying. Looks like the defense will soon break down, Weini can no longer just be silent without effort. Being hung with the status between still there and not obviously very painful, maybe that's what makes his mood chaotic.
I miss you .. Weini typed the short message and then deleted everything, the overly honest statement impressed as if he was very hopeful. Although reality is like that but he still insists on maintaining the image.
What are you again? Again he was removed. Weini tapped on her chin, thinking about what words she should type until she started smiling herself.
Hi, how's Jun doing? Weini was steady with those words, not exaggerated and simple. If not Xiao Jun who read it would not arouse suspicion. Think of it as just a greeting from a friend who asks for news.
He pressed the send button and then looked at the status of his post. The chat was still pending, Weini kept watching it for a while while hoping to be sent successfully. His heart thump felt fast even though he only sent a message, he was more worried if Xiao Jun's number was active and the message was sent. What will her lover reply to?
The message that has not been conveyed makes Weini must be satisfied with the results of his efforts. No new developments, he still languishes waiting for his love back. The phone was put back on the bed like a useless item. Weini was reluctant to look there, her heart grew riled up and regretted her actions which carried on feeling without a second thought. Why call first if you know the results remain the same? Just add chest tightness with unfulfilled thoughts and expectations.
“Pagi Non.” Dina greeted Weini who joined the kitchen. Two weeks into Weini's house, the manager began to think of it as his own. He could not stand cooking, cleaning at home as if he was not a guest.
“For sister Dina. Don't bother mopping, let me just later.” Said Weini condolently seeing the diligent attitude Dina mopping the whole house. He took a glass of mineral water and gulped it down with fervor as if he had been thirsty all day.
“No hassle non, consider it just burn fat hahaha.” Dina humming ria mopping the kitchen, as long as here she has eaten free and delicious Haris cuisine, plus tajarin cooking. Trivial things to clean up the house must be done in order to be more comfortable to receive the kindness of the host. This is Dina's absolute consciousness that does not privilege her as a guest.
Weini smiled at Dina's reason, there was always her alibi that made amused. He again gulped the remaining water in the glass, but when just sticking the lips suddenly the glass cracked and fell broke in half leaving half that is still held by the handle. The clashing of the glass glass with the floor created a momentary commotion, Dina turned to the source of the voice and was surprised to see the piece of the shard hit Weini's toe.
Dina's command bounced off Weini's hearing, her gamang momentarily focused on feelings that were hard to interpret. The glass that was originally good suddenly cracked and shattered and injured himself. This was not a good sign, Weini began to relate the chaos of feeling as well as the incident just now as a warning to her. There's gonna be something
what he didn't expect to happen to the people he loved.
Who and why? Xiao Jun's? mr Haris? mom's dad? Weini muttered with all her anger. The blisters on his toes that were spitting out a little blood were not even felt anymore, there was more pain than the open wound. Invisible wounds, sore and closed in his heart.
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Weini's mind was still empty with a worrying mood, he still forced himself to remain relaxed and calm on set. Toes affected by broken glass that he had treated although still feels sore because of the pressure of shoes heels. Accidentally he and Stevan looked at each other at a glance, then the man looked away arrogantly.
“Cih, a country of hypafiking (hypocritical) is expensive selling snobs. If in front of the non-only act like the enemy even though it is abandoned, every day nanyain tidings non. Nyesek I have not heard the question he was mulu.” Dina's rant stuck out like a leaky bucket, her weakness was not good at keeping secrets even though Stevan had asked her to keep it a secret from Weini that she always worried about Weini and only dared to ask news through Dina. After seeing the arrogance of Stevan's attitude just now and Dina knew her artist had just experienced a small incident, Dina finally fell flat.
Weini grinned at Dina's confession, she didn't expect her manager to keep secrets behind her. “Oya, what did he ask sis?” weini said idly scraping the info deeper mumpung Dina is constantly dismantling secrets.
“Biasalah non, at most the boss brengs*k it has no news yet? How are we still sad? That is so deh non every day controlled questions like that.” Dina replied with a sewot look, if he did not catch Stevan's cold-assured attitude maybe he was still at home silent.
“She's still kayak first, keep attention even though I've been sickin.” Weini smiled bitterly, deliberately commenting so as to divert her heartache from hearing Xiao Jun being revealed.
“Yaa.. the risk of falling in love anyway non. Ready to be sick if not delivered, one of her does not want to move on. I'm sure there's no hope still want to keep it belongs to people.” Timpal Dina was upset, often advising Stevan but only considered the wind to pass.
Dina's words just a little offended Weini, he seemed slapped by the advice aimed at Stevan. Presumably Stevan's condition is now the same as his, Weini began to feel lest he also wasting time loving someone else's man, keeping his feelings for the man belonging to the person.
“Udah is so non, he's funny. I think again ama non enemies, but still want to accept the offer of the film as the main male role, so non-starring again. He already knew the film was a non contract so the female lead role, he should refuse if he wants to stay away from non. Bummer right?” dina Cecar.
Weini just remembered the film contract that he had signed recently, it was Stevan again who became his partner. Either be happy because there is no need to adjust the chemistry again with new people, or have to be sad because of always interaction with old people?
“Let's brother, after all he is also a professional can distinguish between work and personal affairs.” The Weini salute from Stevan is indeed his attitude that seems to have two personalities, the man can act romantically according to the role but after filming their run was hostile again.
Dina mangosteen, “Iya anyway. Unfortunately the casting process is still running, the PH party has difficulty finding a suitable female supporting role even though already some talent who are casting loh.”
Weini stole a glance at Stevan who was seriously talking to his manager. A good man is even very good to him, what force of goodness does not guarantee fruitful love. Hope you get the best soon, Stev.
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