OPEN YOUR MASK, PRINCESS!
Episode 51 DILEMMA OF THE PRINCESS BEHIND THE MASK
Weini's footsteps breezed gontai into his house. His slender body was thrown firmly on the mattress. He buried his face on the pillow, if possible he was reluctant to show his face to anyone until his feelings were calm. He was unable to think, for a second did not want to think anything.
“Uuuhhh...” Weini complained. He has difficulty breathing in the position of the pillow-pressed nose. Weini turned her back, now she was lying staring at the plain ceiling of her room. He suddenly fantasized about Xiao Jun's face above the ceiling. Rushing Weini closed her eyes with both hands. The man must not appear in his memory, or he will be very ashamed. After the incident, Weini was not sure he still had the guts to meet
with that handsome guy.
A few minutes later when Weini almost fell asleep, he realized he had not cleaned his body and took off the dress that he had been wearing since the afternoon. Weini forced herself who was still lazy to get out of bed and take a shower. He deliberately turned on the water faucet with a rush and flushed his body, his face that felt hot was dipper for the sake of dipper.
Played the memory two hours ago…
Xiao Jun looked at Weini without blinking. Either consciously or unconsciously, the man suddenly made a confession that surprised Weini.
“Weini, I want to know you closer.”
Due to the shock of being suddenly seduced like that, Weini was unable to take her gaze away from Xiao Jun. The four eyes that were clashing against each other did not blink even once, they stared for a moment. Suddenly Xiao Jun moved closer, he got up from the chair then stood in front of Weini. The man's right hand grabbed Weini's chin and leaned him upwards. The distance between their faces may not be more than 20 cm.
Weini's face felt stiff, her lips even opened a little so shocked. He could feel Xiao Jun's breath approaching. The man began to close his eyes, the distance of their lips stayed half a inch to each other. Weini's heart rhythm seemed unable to pump his blood whirring. His face was hot, he was never that close to a man. In a moment he would kiss Xiao Jun. The man did not even stare at Weini's blushing face.
Weini squeezed the tablecloth tightly, Xiao Jun's lips felt stuck to her lips. He was shocked and reflexively moved until his hand accidentally nudged the bowl and the chopsticks next to it fell to the floor. Weini hurried to turn her face and picked up the chopsticks. Just the kiss that had just touched a little ended in awkwardness. Xiao Jun also turned his face away with an expression that Weini was unable to interpret.
Memory finished.
The more I remember it the more embarrassed it feels. Weini flushed the water more intensely hoping that the erratic feeling was swept away by the splash of water. He held his lips, never imagined a man who kissed his lips
for the first time was Xiao Jun. Why didn't he push the man when he started to shut his lips?
Don't-don't.. I want it too? Aaaarrgghhhh! Weini shook her head repeatedly, she denied her feelings. Or maybe he doesn't fully understand his feelings? Maybe he liked Xiao Jun and
hope to get her love too. Then why did he mess up, and their first kiss failed. The more Weini thought about it, the crazier it felt.
Tok... tok... tok. the door was knocked from the outside as Weini dried his hair with a towel.
“Weini, what are you doing? Let's eat Bangka martabak in front.” Haris' voice called from outside. Weini quickly put away the towel then combed her long straight hair.
“Dad, you just got home? Emmm... the fragrance makes laper.” Weini sniffed the still-hot scent of martabak in the food box.
“Check out. We eat on the terrace.” Haris took a step first towards the terrace of the house.
“How are you doing with Felix and Aunt Lina?” Weini snatched a piece of jackfruit martabak in milk cheese chocolate.
“Good. They greet you.” Said Haris who took a piece of sweet cake.
“Itya…. I'm willing to forget the diet for this.” Weini was excited, without hesitation he added another piece.
Haris only watched Weini eat voraciously. He understood very well if the girl was sad or upset, his appetite in front of sweet foods must have increased.
“Try me stories, it's not good to carry your own burden. As long as I'm around, you don't have to think much.” Haris pointed straight at it without further ado.
“Eh...” Weini is still chewing but Haris' speech makes him drag to swallow. There's no harm in confiding in Haris. He was also a man who had been younger and more experienced about romance.
“Daddy, promise you won't laugh at me!” weini is serious.
Weini gave a thumbs up as their deal was finally a deal. The change in his expression just happened, a second ago he was excited and then a second later Weini came back lethargic.
“Dad, can I like someone?” Weini lowered her head very deeply, observing her bare feet of sandals.
“Sure. It's natural that a child your age is in love. You don't have to deny it, it's your youth.” Haris gave support.
“But... Can I have a serious relationship? Later I have to confess my true face to him or continue living with this fake face?” Weini still did not have the courage to look at her interlocutor. He began to understand
the doubt of his heart rejected the liking of Xiao Jun, more because he was glued with his identity.
“Depends sikon. If your life flow is calmer with this appearance, living behind a mask is not a bad choice.”
“Not bad but not the best either right? I am not able to live a lie, let alone a person I love. My father should how?” weini's eyes started to glaze over but she was still able to hold back
so that her sobs do not break.
“Lies are not justified, but if one day you find someone who truly loves you. He can accept your shortcomings. Actually, you have more advantages.” Haris began to gently caress Weini's head.on the other hand he was very happy, finally Weini knew love, someday there might be a man who could replace Haris to take care of her.
“Then I have to be honest with my status? Ah... Dad, should I wear your marga or my real surname when I get married? Maybe I'm thinking too far, but I don't want to fall deeper on the wrong steps.” Weini asked for consideration, one day this problem must be faced if his relationship with Xiao Jun was getting serious.
“Drink water do not forget the source. Even a good child does not forget its origin. Although the reality is very bitter, but you can't deny your blood from Li's descendants. Blood is thicker than water.”
“If my father knew blood was thicker than water, he might not be that thick as me.” Weini was suddenly upset when she remembered her father. Instead, he felt that Haris was more worthy of being a real father.
“Leave it. Don't be yanked again! Now that I want you to be honest, you have a crush on Li Xiao Jun right?” Haris is outspoken against Weini.
“Ng. Can a marriage be a fellow clan?” this was a matter of doubt for Weini.
Suddenly Haris laughed out loud, “Hahaha. Although the same, but you have no blood ties. Of course can.”
That answer doesn't necessarily make Weini happy. He recalled the plan of Xiao Jun who had only temporarily settled here. Haris had to go the extra mile to convince her.
“But...he will definitely go home to Hongkong. If we get married, he'll take me there. Dad... Why is it so complicated to fall in love? Where could I go back there.” Weini's complaints began to get frustrated.
“New beats plan. God's scenario must be more beautiful. Just walk the way it was. Let time determine the path of your love. If he is your soul mate, there must be another way.” Haris patted Weini's shoulder to cheer up. Weini finally dared to look at Haris, her eyes twinkling. He read once he wanted to say something.
“So... dad lets me be close to him?” Tanya Weini was very excited.
“Who? Stevan?” haris Goda.
Weini auto manyun, Haris jokes sound crisp.
“He has never met me, has not passed my seleksi, how can you just allow it?”
Weini lowered her head again, again it was her mistake that from the beginning prevented Xiao Jun from meeting Haris. And when he is sure to introduce them, it is precisely the situation that has not been sided.
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