Our Fate
I Need You

Yoon-gi plays the piano in black in one of the rooms in their agency building, the sound of the piano clink sounds beautiful in the ear for anyone who hears it. All that melodious groove was played with the ring fingers that were able to create many songs, all that did not match the flat expression of the owner of the finger, did not seem the slightest interest in the tone he created.

A story revolves quickly in his head when playing the instrument, the girl who loved Yoongi, the girl who always appeared every time he was tired, and every time he was sad, he was sad, even until now, Yoon-gi has not been able to forget the beautiful haired girl.

Yoongi again pressed the piano keys with origin, but still it sounded beautiful. The longer the more harsh the emphasis, the more each recollection of that night Yoon-gi regained his emotions and could not control it. Sora hurt her heart.

Yoongi stopped the piano playing, he leaned his forehead on the black and white keys. His brain again twisted the memory of Sora, the girl he had always rejected had already managed to fill his dead heart and also managed to break Yoongi's heart.

Yoongi raised his head and rubbed his face roughly, he should stop expecting Sora. Stop loving that girl.

But why does it feel so hard.

Why it hurts.

Yoon-gi moved with his heart.

"It's time we tape Hyung." Said Namjoon who was suddenly behind Yoongi.

Yoongi got up without saying anything, walking straight without even glancing at Namjoon.

"We should eat first." Namjoon said, embracing Yoongi's shoulder and dragging her to the foodstuffs they always visit when hungry.

Yoon-gi could only resign as Namjoon dragged himself and sat on one of the benches where they enjoyed their lunch, only Nam-joon was eating voraciously, not with Yoon-gi.

Yoongi just stared blankly at the food on the table and stirred it with no interest, Namjoon who had just finished his meal glanced in annoyance at Yoongi who looked more like an undead today.

"Are you still thinking about it?" Namjoon asked while cleaning his mouth.

Yoon-gi said nothing, he was too focused on the food that was no longer shaped.

"Young!"

Yoongi looked directly at Namjoon who had already looked at him sharply first, the tall man raised his eyebrows like he was giving a signal "what really happened?".

And Namjoon is grateful that Yoongi understood Namjoon's intentions.

"I'm fine." Reply Yoongi with a small voice.

"You still thinking about it?" Ask Namjoon again.

"No."

"Don't lie to Hyung. I know you."

Namjoon's words were so precise that it was inevitable, living together for so many years made them get to know each other. Yoon-gi also realized that.

"No. I'm fine, I'm just upset when I remember that night. His attitude hurt my heart so much." Reply Yoongi.

Namjoon straightened his seat, trying to calm down so that Yoon would not get angry when Namjoon wanted to tell him the real reason why Sora left. Not being able to regulate the emotions of each of the main causes of their problems.

"I don't want to blame anyone here, but Sora is actually in a state of panic because Hyung sent the same message as when he was down. She's afraid something's going on with you, plus her dad, who's suddenly coming to Germany, has to go home that night."

"He was panicking at the time, but he preferred to meet you first out of fear, and when he saw you in a very good state he was upset. He felt like he was being lied to, a phrase he thought was an emergency but turned out to be just for listening to a song."

Namjoon gulped down some drinking water as he felt his throat dry, then continued his sentence.

"And that night his father invited him to come back to Indonesia."

Yoon-gi is stunned when she learns that Sora left Korea because of her, but because she was forced by her father. Yoon-gi panicked immediately as she recalled Sora's words, "I could die in my father's hands."

One day, Yoon-gi once stalked Sora's flat because the girl didn't see him at all, but all day she waited for the girl not to come out at all, and she finally asked the guards around. The thing that made him very surprised was that Sora had returned to Indonesia.

Yoongi just realized why his feelings were uneasy, it turns out that something was wrong with Sora. If you are related to women, Yoon-gi never took a headache, but this time the girl who is very silly that could attract the attention of Yoon-gi even very dear to him.

"I don't know what's going on between you, but I think you need an explanation for each of you." Connect Namjoon who from his sentence is exactly like an old man.

"I'm still in touch with him, but if Hyung wants to see him I'll tell him."

"No need." Reply, Yoon-gi then devours his food.

"Why?"

"So, maybe this is the best."

Yoon-gi also doesn't know if this is the best decision or not, after Namjoon explains what happened to Sora, he understands why Sora was being rude to him. All this time he only realized if he had hurt Sora, the girl who invited him to fight the pain together but Yoongi was too selfish with his feelings. She was ashamed of Sora, even she did not have the guts to meet her beloved girl.

Namjoon chuckled softly in response to the overly stupid Yoongi with his feelings.

"One thing you need to know is that Hyung, he's willing to fall over and over again in order to wait for you to walk together." Namjoon sighed and continued his sentence. "If I were you I'd fight for it."

Yoongi felt useless when Namjoon said the closing sentence of their conversation this time, Namjoon was indeed younger than him, but if invited to think seriously Namjoon could be relied upon.

Yoon-gi is no longer interested in the discussion that was actually created side by side by Nam-joon, if you want to be honest also Yoon-gi does not want to share his personal problems but because Nam-joon cares too much about the two fools, Namjoon had to mix it up.

There is no follow-up to the chatter of Yoon-gi and Nam-joon, both busy with their respective meals. Although Namjoon had finished his meal, he was busy with his meal. What a great friend to share with.

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Because of you, I'm broken

I want to stop, I don't want you anymore

I can't do it, it sucks

Please don't give me any reason

You can't do this to me

Everything you say is like a mask

That hides the truth and it hurts me

It stabbed me, I went crazy, I hate this

Take it all, I hate you

But you're everything to me

Everything to me

Everything to me

Please go far

I love you (i hate you)

I'm sorry

I need you, honey

Why I fell in love, why I hurt myself

I need you, honey

Why do I need you when I know I'm gonna get hurt?

I need you, honey, you're beautiful

I need you, honey, you're so cold

I need you, honey

I need you, honey

Go around in circles, why do I keep coming back

I kept falling to this point, I was just a fool

Whatever I do, I can't help it

This is my heart, my feelings

But why won't they listen to me

I'm just talking to myself

I'm just talking to myself

You don't say anything, please, I'll treat you well

But the sky is blue

The sky is blue and the sun is shining

Even my tears are getting more visible

Why is this you? Why should this be you?

Why can't I leave you?

I need you, honey

Why I fell in love, why I hurt myself

I need you, honey

Why do I need you when I know I'm gonna get hurt?

I need you, honey, you're beautiful

I need you, honey, you're so cold

I need you, honey

I need you, honey

Honey, tell me you want to break up

Honey, tell me this isn't love

I don't have the courage to say it

Give me the last gift

So I can't go back to you

I need you, honey

Why I fell in love, why I hurt myself

I need you, honey

Why do I need you when I know I'm gonna get hurt?

I need you, honey, you're beautiful

I need you, honey, you're so cold

I need you, honey

I need you, honey

I Need You - BTS

Sora listened well to the lyrics of the song he had just heard, Yoongi's voice at the beginning of the song confirms that Sora was no longer expected by Yoongi. Stifled when words are thrown like insinuating him, Yoongi is very smart to convey his feelings.

Sora who thought that if Yoongi also felt lonely when the two separated, it was not what he thought. The lyrics of the song are like slapping his face to be aware of the reality, the reality of Yoon-gi hating him.

The girl was very sorry with her outrageous attitude, because on that night she indirectly seemed to dislike the song created by Yoongi. But, just because he wasn't taking regular medication he couldn't control his emotions that night.

Sora was sitting in one of the coffee shops in the city center, for almost two years now Sora was not allowed anywhere by his father. Even just going out of the house takes quite a tiring time to persuade the father.

This was the punishment Kang Dae had given for Sora not to lie to him anymore, also as a lesson that girls should spend a lot of time at home differently when he was in college and more often spend time outside to get the best grades. While Sora continued his studies in Germany was forced to be stopped due to orders from Kang Dae, his father was no longer interested.

While at home Sora could not stand still, he continued writing for the third book on Anthropology. So as long as he's home he can produce textbooks, which is why Sora always has money, the proceeds of the sale of the book go into his pocket.

Sora thought back to returning to Korea, but when he remembered his father he undoed that intention. Sora was still afraid that his father would get angry with him again, even the anger of that time was still recorded clearly in his head.

"I miss stupid."

Sora returned to play a song that was actually too painful for him to hear again, the sound of the piano that was certainly played by Yoongi sounded very beautiful in the ear, she said, he was reminded of his proposal about adding a little piano to his song. And Yoon-gi grants it, as well as insinuating it, the perfect song to hear.

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