Our Fate
I'm Here

The shape of the book on the table where Sora studied was no longer shaped, because Sora could not concentrate since this week. All he had in mind was Yoon-gi, nothing else.

His heart raced every time he remembered the events of that night, when Yoon-gi kissed him for the first time.

Almost Sora lost the most guarded thing if only Yoongi's phone did not sound, Sora regretted half-dead for being too indulgent. If that night had happened, he would have been in his father's hands.

To dispel thoughts about Yoongi, Sora chose to stop learning and open social media. Sora was always keeping up with developments about Yoongi, as she was currently curious about where Yoongi was filling out yesterday.

Sora's eyes were perfectly rounded when he saw the news about current Yoongi and Namjoon. He read slowly articles about them, Yoon and Namjoon were invited on one of the radio to be interviewed, some other famous rappers were also invited, only they were arguably the new rappers in the entertainment world.

But the problem is one of the senior rappers who always cornered them both during the event, saying they were plagiarized, saying they were, the name of the group was strange and others as if they did not deserve to be invited and join the senior rapper.

Sora was a little upset with the show, the host had no intention of mediating or stopping the senior rapper's mouth. Namjoon is very emotional because he is constantly being cornered, while Yoon-gi can still hold back his facial expression to look professional. But Sora was sure that in his heart, Yoon-gi was cursing his regret.

Yoongi's face always looked flat, that's why he looked calm. Perhaps if there was no television show, Yoon-gi had already finished off Hyung. Dunking in a sea of kimchi for example.

Sora continued to read comments from their fans, many saying the issue was outrageous. Not a few defend them, but many also blaspheme them. Sora put down his phone, his head suddenly dizzy from thinking about Yoongi. Namjoon had told me about the mental history of Yoongi who is similar to himself, he did not know how Yoongi vent his emotions, if Sora would definitely feel pain in his body.

She wants to see Yoon-gi but remembers what happened a week ago in her flat, making her refrain from seeing Yoon-gi. It was currently too embarrassing to appear in front of him. But one side he could not bear to think about the fate of Yoon-gi at this time, he understood very well what it was like to be depressed with various hallucinations that filled his head, if that was how he needed someone who could accompany him. Support to get up and stay afloat is all it takes.

Sora immediately rushed to clean up the books on the table, to hell with the name prestige, right now Yoongi needs help.

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Sora is already in front of the agency building where Yoon-gi channeled his dreams, making music at will even though many are deaf to his beautiful work. Sora could not stop moving his body right and left, walking back and forth while waiting for someone to pick him up.

This is the first time Sora has visited their agency building, so there is no easy access to enter. Not long after that the man dubbed by the call of the horse appeared with his wide grin, very exactly like the horse that had revealed its entire teeth.

Sora immediately approached Hoseok and directly attacked him with a punch all over Hoseok's body.

"Bastard horse! Why don't you pick up my phone!" Exclaimed Sora who had not stopped beating Hoseok's arm. Previously he had contacted Hoseok many times but was not appointed, until he turned to Namjoon who immediately raised his call.

"I'm sorry Nuna I had to persuade Yoon Hyung first so she would eat. Since last night she hasn't eaten." Reply to Hoseok while avoiding Sora's blow.

Sora immediately stopped his piercing blow when he heard that Yoongi had not eaten since yesterday. Hoseok was a little relieved that Sora had already stopped his blinding blow.

"Can I go in Seok?" Sora asked fearing not being allowed in by the agency.

"Nuna is our last hope. Yoongi Hyung was so stubborn, no one could persuade her. Even our Manager was thrown out."

"What exactly happened?"

"I don't really understand what's going on either, because the only ones invited are the two of them. But all I know is he can't vent his anger, that's why he'd rather lock himself in distudio."

"Would try to meet him first, maybe he'll soften up with you."

"I'm not sure I can help either, he might just throw his computer in before I knock on the door."

Hoseok laughed at Sora's words just now, why in a serious situation like this he could still joke.

"I'm sure you can soften it up Nuna."

Sora prays in his heart to be accepted by Yoongi, he is eager to help the emotionally unstable Yoongi. Hope so.

Sora went straight into the building with Hoseok as the guide, they took the elevator near the information center. Sora noticed one part of the building, there was a company name attached to the wall. He was a little confused as to why his name was different, which he knew was Big Hit's agency building.

Sora was still standing anxiously beside Hoseok, the elevator he was riding felt to be slow. It felt like Sora was flying to where Yoon-gi was meditating. The sound of the clanking elevator indicates they have reached their destination. When the elevator door opens, it is clear the name of the agency where the artist is very liked by Sora.

"Are you guys renting in this building? I saw below his name wasn't like this." Asked Sora who couldn't help but itch her mouth not to ask.

"We're a small agency, it's only natural that we hire." Reply to Hoseok with a smile.

Sora apologized to Hoseok for the slightest intention of offending how big their agency was. Sora is very unpleasant to Hoseok.

Sora continued to walk behind Hoseok until he stopped at one of the gray doors with many stickers. When Hoseok wants to knock on his door, Namjoon suddenly stands between Sora and Hoseok.

"There's no point in knocking on the door, he won't say. I've been tired of doing that since. Maybe he needs some alone time." Namjoon's words that were visible from his face were already very tired but could not stop being anxious because Yoon-gi would do anything when his emotions were unstable.

"Or is he a carcass inside?" Sora asked innocently who was greeted with a murderous gaze by Hoseok and Namjoon.

Sora smiled in fear as he looked at the expressions of the two men.

"I'm just trying to cheer up. Hehe."

"Try you who Nuna's talking to, maybe she's a little lethargic when she hears your voice." Hoseok replied to Sora's crisp joke.

"Or maybe he'll kill me when he hears my voice."

Hoseok and Namjoon just dazed at Sora with everything coming out of his mouth. Sora is very similar to Yoongi in frontal speech. Maybe they are fools.

"Hey! Where are you going!?" Sora exclaimed in panic as Namjoon and Hoseok walked away.

"Waiting for the outcome of your meeting! Happy fighting!" Seru Namjoon who accompanied with a smile also blinked eyes that made Sora nausea instantly.

Sora again faced the door that separated between Yoongi and Sora, took a breath and slowly threw it away. His heart was pounding, it felt like now it was like wanting to meet with a prospective in-law. Fear if wrong will be thrown out.

Sora knocked on the door even though as Namjoon said it would definitely be useless, but Sora would not just stop.

Yoongi felt his sleep was disturbed due to the sound of a knock that had been unrelenting since five minutes ago, it turned out that they still had not given up as well to force Yoongi out. Yoongi felt that at this time he wanted to be alone without anyone disturbing, yesterday's events provoked his emotions that he had long held back. Moreover, Yoongi has just been declared cured of depression that has been gripping him mentally, from that time on, Yoon-gi became quite a tempramen but because the agency had tried to cure him he was forced to cover himself so as not to bother anymore.

For example, like now, he is more locked away venting his anger by "little" destroying the things around him. After he felt enough he would stop, the one in the building did not stop calling his name to immediately come out or invite him to eat. But Yoon-gi prefers to shut up or expel those who are currently annoying.

The sound of knocking was still heard even though it was slow, when he wanted to expel whoever was there, someone called out his name which silenced Yoongi's mouth perfectly.

"Yoongi, it's Sora."

Yoon-gi did not say at all, Yoon-gi was too surprised how the crazy girl could be in this building.

"Please open the door, I want to see you."

"Go! I don't want to see you!" Yoonongi's cry was loud enough that Sora jolted from her place.

"But I want to see you, we have something to talk about." Sora was not tired of persuading Yoon-gi.

"There's nothing to talk about, I have nothing to do with you."

"Trust me, I want to share one secret with you. I'm sure you're interested, aah! No. gabe. I'm sure you'll laugh at me."

"Don't talk silly..."

"Open the door! If it's not interesting you can do anything to me!" This time Sora shouted quite loudly, Yoon-gi was very stubborn.

There was no sound between the two, Sora waited for Yoongi to open the door of the bastard, while Yoongi was still thinking about Sora's words. The man was quite calculating with what happened, he still had to be wary of the girl behind the door, if he entered for sure the others would come in he very much did not want to meet the crowd but was not hypocritical he was quite interested in the secret that Sora wanted to say. Crazy girl.

Sora leaned his forehead against the door that had not been opened since, he cursed Yoongi who was too stupid to lock himself in the studio. Just like a child who is sulking.

Sora slumped successfully on the floor when the door that was lined with his forehead opened suddenly, Sora stroked his knee that hurt from hitting the floor first. While Yoon-gi just looked at him flat without guilt.

"Damn! Siaalll!!!" Shouted Sora still sitting on the floor with his hands trying to reach the feet of Yoon-gi continued to avoid Sora who tried to hit him.

"Just say it and get out of here."

"Yes! At least help me stand up first!"

"Say or get out of here."

"Yes yes, you have no feelings." Sora got up while nagging a little because of Yoongi's nature which was far from soft.

"There's really nothing I want to say, I just want to see you."

"I'm just kidding! Don't shut the door."

"Stop talking nonsense!"

"Yes sorry, let me in."

Sora breathed a sigh of relief as Yoon-gi reopened the door. After Sora entered he immediately closed the door and locked it quickly so as not to happen anything unwanted, it could be that Yoongi suddenly dragged him out without mercy.

"I have the key." Sora said quickly and immediately hid the key in the bra he was wearing.

Yoongi notices Sora who looks silly at the moment, maybe she thinks if she hides in a sensitive area Yoongi will not dare to take it. The wrong thought.

Yoon-gi sits on the couch behind the computer where she makes songs, picks up cigarettes, lights up, and slowly sucks in smoke.

Sora did not budge in the slightest, he just silently nailed on the spot without any intention of starting a chat when at this time he really wanted Yoongi to vent his feelings to Sora.

Yoongi picked up a beer can that was already open, the intention of wanting to drink stopped because Sora's hand held him Yoon-gi did not like to see what Sora did he brushed off Sora's hand and slylyly also Sora took a beer can in Yoon-gi's hand.

Without hesitation Sora downed the previously colonized Yoongi beer, then placed the empty can on the table.

Yoon-gi still watched Sora in silence, now that the girl took a cigarette from the box and lit it, with the rest she took the cigarette and took a seat on the sofa.

"I'm as innocent as you think I am." Sora's voice suddenly airs along with a puff of cigarette smoke from the two starting their afternoon chatter.

Yoongi did not understand what Sora meant, but he still listened to what was coming out of the girl's mouth beside him.

"I'm innocent in terms of ****." Continue Sora while turning her lips slightly, which actually looks scary according to Yoongi.

"When you said that I was quite surprised, it turns out that you are a connoisseur of ****. I did study but never did."

"Don't lie." Cut Yoongi.

"The way you drink and smoke doesn't look like you're an innocent kid."

Sora laughs as Yoongi is tricked from the cover of Sora which is far from plain.

"It's up to you to believe it or not, but honestly I've never done it."

"Then what about that night? If you haven't, you'll definitely reject it." Reply Yoongi who still clearly remembers where Sora even gave access to "easy to enter".

"When my body shook, I was scared too. I'm so scared. I don't know what I did either, which was on my mind at the time I liked you and I'll give it to you. Maybe I couldn't think clearly at that time." Sora felt his pride had been lost in Yoongi's eyes. And Yoongi agreed that night he also saw Sora's body trembling slightly.

Yoon-gi succeeds in surprise - though not shown it, due to Sora's confession. How can a girl be willing to do anything to the man she likes but still be able to keep the only precious treasure she has.

How he did it all.

"Don't joke, I don't want to laugh." Said Yoongi who had not yet believed Sora.

"I told you whether or not to believe it, but that's the fact."

"As long as I like someone, you're the third person I like. The previous two people rejected me because they were not interested in unsealed women anymore. They haven't tried it yet, but they seem to know what I'm doing."

"Then if they're interested in you too, are you going to hand it over as well?"

"Of course not! I take great care of myself. Why would I date someone who just takes me the basket? If they just want a bedmate, I'll leave even if I like it. For me my honor is only for my husband, he's more entitled to it."

Yoongi was stunned by the way Sora thought, the girl he thought was quite naughty turned out to uphold her honor.

Yoon-gi is a little interested in Sora's life.

"I'm just delinquent as a juvenile delinquent, not with ****free. Drinking and smoking only as a fatigue relief. I don't even drink." Sora was now laughing at himself who was already too honest with Yoongi.

"Tattoos?" Finally, Yoon-gi asked about the tattoo that was very disturbing to his mind.

"Ah, here..." Reply Sora while raising her shirt sleeves and showing her the ancient sun model tattoo.

"This I got when I researched the Mentawai tribe, which is in one area in Indonesia. At that time my friends said it was quite difficult for the tribe to accept foreigners, so I don't just believe in their words that I think they're just not right in their approach."

Sora paused his sentence by returning to smoking a cigarette that would run out a little more.

"So short story I decided to try to approach, and miraculously they accepted my arrival with open arms. So this tattoo is a sign that they accept me as part of their tribe."

"I can't resist it, because it's a tradition to follow. This tattoo is a sign of gratitude to nature."

Sora pointed at a part of his tattoo.

"This rounder is the sun, while this dotted line of light shines on."

"And the manufacturing process is very painful, the tool is also very simple from the wood that the tip there is a needle and then struck with other wood at the end of the needle has been covered with ink made of charcoal and banana leaves. I didn't stop yelling when the needle hit me in the skin."

Yoongi did not comment much with the story of how Sora got his tattoo, in his heart he was amazed by Sora who was independent and always brave in doing anything. It is very different from him who always blames the situation, thinks about the words of others and is too afraid to step in a better direction. Yoon-gi envies Sora.

"Yoongi-yep..." Sora's voice spread all his thoughts. Yoongi turned to look at Sora who had already turned off her cigarette.

"You know the main reason why I chose to come here? Even if my father knew, I would die in his hands but I would dare to take that risk. I'm sure you already know, but I'll make it clear again."

"First, because I like you."

"Second, because you asked."

"And lastly, I want to be your back when you fall."

Yoon-gi silenced a thousand languages, this girl blatantly said her feelings, she also said that if she wanted Yoon-gi to open up with her, it was quite a difficult thing to do. Yoongi immediately dizzy thinking about this girl.

"I'm sorry I can't return your feelings. I told you, I'm not interested in an innocent girl like you." Honestly, Yoon-gi felt bad.

Sora laughed when he heard Yoongi's words.

"I did say that I like you, but I didn't ask you out."

"I believe in destiny. If we are meant to be together, no matter how difficult the problem must be faced or as hard as anything to refuse if fate will definitely stay together."

Sora leaned his back on the sofa and again lowered the sleeves that had not been lowered since. Looking at Yoongi in his eyes.

"I just want you to rely on me when you feel like you need a place to lean. I understand how you feel."

Wanting it to feel like Yoon-gi was closing Sora's mouth at the moment, she had been talking too much since then. He said as if he really understood Yoon-gi who had a history of mental illness. But Yoon-gi also doesn't understand why she now wants to trust Sora, who is interested in what Sora's life really is, wants to feel how she calms her heart. Want to get close to Sora who she says cares about Yoongi.

Yongi was confused by his feelings.

"I can't be in a relationship with status, because I'm not the type to be far apart. Even without status, I cannot be far apart. I'm confused as to how to say it, I'm sure you understand what I mean." Yoongi tries to give Sora some understanding so as not to expect too much of her.

"I really understand what you mean by Yoon-ya." Sora smiled very sweetly.

Sora shifted her body to get closer to Yoon-gi, sat down beside Yoon-gi and whispered in her ear.

"I'm just giving freedom up to the neck."

Yoongi was getting dizzy, the girl beside him was really crazy. Yoongi could not dodge, no matter how far he went Sora would definitely catch up with him, he would think of this later because right now his head seemed to be about to explode. He had to get away from Sora.

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