Our Fate
I'm Sorry (2)

Yoon-gi had just set foot in Indonesia, and she and Sejin flew out of Korea that night. Sejin had to come along at Bang Si Hyuk's request, however, Yoon-gi was an idol.

He arrived in Indonesia at five in the morning, from the airport to the hospital took an hour, Yoongi could not sleep at all, in her head there is only Sora she is very worried if a miscarriage can make her depressed again.

Yoon-gi is also grateful that no one knows about her presence in Indonesia, perhaps because of a sudden flight so no one knows if she is wandering around while filming.

When she arrived at the hospital, Yoon-gi sent a message to Han to pick her up, because Yoon-gi and Sejin did not want her whereabouts to be known to the hospital, plus those who could not speak Indonesian. Han welcomes the parking lot and immediately heads to the room where Sora is being treated, Yoongi's heart beats unruffled as it meets Sora, beating like the first time they met after being separated for quite some time.

The difference this time was filled with sadness and worry.

Han opens the door to Sora's nursery, which is followed by Yoon-gi entering the room, Sora is not aware because Kang Rani is still busy wiping away Sora's tears, until finally Yoongi stood at the end of the bed Sora looked sadly at the wife who was losing it.

Sora was surprised instead of playing when he turned his head, the most afraid of Yoongi to meet suddenly was in plain sight. Sora's hands reflexively touched his left chest, the pain appearing suddenly. What should he say to Yoon-gi.

Yoon-gi bowed to Kang Rani, after which Kang Rani came out of the room followed by Han and Sejin, remaining only Yoon-gi and Sora were still in shock.

As Yoon-gi draws closer to Sora, his heart aches more every inch of Yoongi approaches, he's not ready for all this.

"Oppa..."

"Have it, don't think about it." Yoongi grabbed Sora's body, hugging the frail-looking body back then.

Sora let go of the cry that had just stopped, more unexpected than the response of Yoongi who looked tough in the face of loss, Sora had seen Yoongi's eyes that could not lie, and she was unable to tell the truth, sadness and disappointment emanated clearly from Yoongi's eyes.

"Sorry..." Sora's voice interspersed with tears. "I'm sorry I couldn't take care of him. I don't know, I-I"

"Don't apologize, I've heard everything from Han. I promise I'll find the culprit." Cut out Yoongi to calm Sora's heart.

Sora becomes more and more guilty, he understands that Yoon-gi is disappointed with him but that she does not care about his feelings, she prefers to keep Sora's feelings.

Yoon-gi takes off her hug on Sora and sits next to Sora, directing Sora's head to lean on her shoulder, hopefully channeling Sora's sadness to Yoon-gi. Although she was also feeling sad, Sora's mental health was paramount.

"I'm going to have a hard time getting pregnant again, I'm having pelvic inflammation. It turned out that the night before the fetus was dead, I felt pain the next day that's when the virus attacked because it wasn't handled directly." Obviously Sora while as much as he pleased.

Yoon-gi is silent, not responding to Sora's words.

"Don't leave me, Yoon-ya." Timpal Sora who got a close hug from Yoongi.

"Not going to."

The voice of Yoongi's phone that did not stop since it became a destroyer of the couple's atmosphere, notification of a message that Yoongi believed must be her group's friend, she said, Yoongi was so lazy just typing to them all that he was fine. Feel uncomfortable Yoongi turn off the phone, maybe better like that.

The door of the room opened again, this time displaying Kang Dae's face with a face that was difficult to interpret. Yoon-gi's feeling was bad when she saw her in-laws, there must be a lot of things she wanted to say to Yoon-gi.

Yoon-gi got off the bed, stood up straight and bowed to Kang-Dae, although Kang-Dae's anger kept returning Yoon-gi's respect. Kang Dae approached Sora's side, his hands gently rubbing her son's hair, his face was already red holding back the anger on Yoon-gi.

"You should pay more attention to the medicine you gave him." Said Kang Dae starting the conversation that morning.

"Sorry, it's my fault." Reply Yoongi.

"How can an abortion drug be in a vitamin bottle? You gave it to her, if you don't want to have children because of your job demands you don't have to do this."

"Otherwise, it's impossible for Yoon-gi to do anything strange." Sora's pause felt the war was about to start any minute.

Yoongi is silent not replying to Kang Dae's annoyance at her.

"If you marry her, you must be ready to take care of her. Not like this."

"Appa..."

"So far he's suffered enough, and you've compounded his pain."

"Don't be like this, Yoongi isn't wrong."

"I've told you before, if you can't take care of him I can still take care of him."

"Appa ENOUGH!!" Shouted Sora could not bear the attitude of his father who cornered Yoongi.

Her mother and sister Sejin rushed into the room, shocked by Sora's screams. They saw that Sora had returned crying, the three of them were confused by what had happened.

"Can you all come out? I want a break." Sora said with a trembling voice.

"All. Without exception."

All in the room stared at each other in wonder, Sora pulled the blanket and hid her whole body under a thin white cloth. Kang Dae stared at the angry Yoon-gi, while the man just silently looked at Sora who was already cooped up in a blanket. At that very moment, Yoongi's heart wanted to scream, shouting what she felt.

Yongi thinks he's useless.

"Sora, wake up you have to eat." Kang Dae tries to wake Sora from his sleep.

After they all came out of the room, Sora cried under the covers until finally falling asleep, Sora also needs sleep because all night he did not sleep, naturally his body needs rest.

Sora felt his sleep disturbed when his ears heard someone calling his name, Sora adjusted his eyes from the light of the afternoon sky. After being fully aware of him as if looking for someone, the fear appeared when Yoon-gi was not there by his side. It is true that Yoon-gi left her, and her father continued to blame Yoon-gi.

"Where's Yoon-gi Oppa?" Sora asked Kang Dae and Kang Rani.

"You'd better eat first and then you ask about it." Reply Kang Dae.

"He took Han into the administration, maybe solved the cost problem." Add Kang Rani softly.

"Appa should apologize to her." Sora looked at Kang Dae.

"Why should Appa apologize to her?" Kang Dae felt disbelieving.

"Because Appa accused him."

"If he is a memperha-"

"She also lost, just like Sora, this is her son too. Please Appa don't be like a child who blames each other. He also did not expect it to be like this." Obviously Sora, forced to be a little harsh with his misunderstood father.

"But Sora..."

"Sora understood Appa's feelings. Sora would be better off with her." Sora continued who could not be replied again by Kang Dae.

The sound of knocking on the door rang out and after the door opened, Han and Yoon-gi were already there, and they walked in to Sora.

"I'll take Sora to Korea tonight." Yoongi's no-nonsense remarks that sparked shock for everyone but Han.

"What the fuck is this Yoon-ssi?" Kang Dae was trying to hold back his emotions. "Do you think this is just a common fever? Like carrying my son. She just miscarried, can't you think normally?"

"Listen to her reasons first." Han must mediate this mess.

Yoongi took a breath and exhaled faintly, she had to calm down.

"Maybe you'll be angry if I tell you why, but if Sora stays here I'll have a hard time monitoring him, then in three days I'll be out of the country, it'll make it harder for me." Obviously Yoon-gi be careful. "I've been seeing a doctor to be given permission to take Sora to move hospitals in Korea, I also requested that one of the nurses here accompany me there, if anything happens there's a nurse who can handle it."

"I hope you understand." Close Yoongi while bowing deeply.

"You-" Kang Dae's body is restrained by Sora's hand when he wants to get close to Yoongi, this one son-in-law must learn a lesson for his brain to work properly.

"Sora is married to him, Sora's job is to respect his decisions. Sora was sure it was the best for Sora."

Kang Dae could only swallow his regret, if Sora had said that he couldn't have done much. Honestly Kang Dae is very worried about the condition of Sora and it is natural for parents, Kang Dae is also heavy if returning to Korea too many bitter memories there.

"I promise I'll take good care of her." Added Yoon-gi boldly looking into Kang Dae's eyes.

Yoon-gi asks Kang Rani for permission to take Sora's food from the hands of her in-laws, Kang Rani gives with a smile that cools Yoon-gi's heart, at least Kang Rani is not as stubborn as Kang Dae.

After Sora finishes his meal, Yoon-gi helps Sora prepare everything necessary, the nurse who will come to Korea also prepares whatever will be brought. All resolved quickly for the sake of chasing the plane, Sora also had to use a wheelchair all the way to the airport, his condition did not allow him to walk.

Sora also carries a dead fetus, Sora asks Yoongi to take him so he can be buried in Korea. The foetus that had formed was heartbreaking as Sora looked fixedly before they headed for the airport.

Sora touched the small soles of the feet that were not as big as Sora's index finger, hands with small fingers that at first glance look like transparent very heart-wrenching Sora. The length of the fetus was no larger than Sora's palm, very small.



Is this what it feels like to lose?

Sora seemed to be struck by the incident, Yoon could only hug Sora tightly, she could not do much she also felt sad and lost. Even Yoon-gi could not look at the little body of her child, she did not want to cry in front of Sora.

Sora holds a glass tube that contains a preserved fetus, wrapped by a coolerbag to safely arrive in Korea. Yoongi directs Sora to sleep comfortably on the plane, she grabs the coolerbag she has not removed since, putting it in a safe place.

He laid Sora down in the VIP seat of the plane, enveloping the pale body. Sora could not take his eyes off of Yoongi, that worry had not disappeared at all.

"Please promise me you won't leave me." Sora said as he gripped tightly onto Yoongi's wrist.

Yoon-gi understands Sora's worry, she currently feels most failed in looking after their child, but even Yoon-gi never thought of leaving Sora.

"I promise I won't leave you." Yoon-gi rubbed Sora's hand. "Rest."

Yoongi hopes Sora can rest in peace without any anxiety enveloping her.

Hope so.