Our Fate
Sasaengs

Yoon-gi was walking in a hurry when entering a simple flat area in one of the suburbs of Seoul, before Bang Si-hyuk called to immediately come to the address previously notified. He set out with Sejin, inwardly he immediately wanted to get to where he was meant to be.

His steps stopped when he saw a crowd in one corner of the flat that is believed to be where Yoongi was suspected of living, he met Bang Si Hyuk who had just come out of the flat.

Before entering, Bang Si Hyuk patted Yoongi's shoulder.

"You're not gonna believe what you're gonna see in there." Said the fat man with a sorry face.

Yoongi walks into the flat, a little dark and seemingly ordinary. The police directed Yoon to look at the perpetrator's room, with a note not to touch anything in the room.

Yoongi could not hide his surprise at that time, when he entered the room he saw many photos of himself clinging to the walls, some photos like there was a picture of lips deliberately kissed with a thick lipstick. Unfinished with shock when she first entered, Yoon-gi looked at the dresser that currently looked more horror than ghosts. There are many photos of Yoon-gi without wearing a top that was taken secretly, there are even about three photos that are taped to the mirror using only underwear, and there is a lip stamp on the sensitive part.

Yoongi's head throbbed right then and there, what was the meaning of all this. Yoongi asked the police to give him gloves, anticipating that his fingerprints would not stick around the room. After getting what she wanted she opened the wardrobe, her heart racing. Some of Yoon-gi's nightgowns were there, and Yoon-gi scrambled what else was there, and found her underwear. It felt like he wanted to die right then and there, like this, it was like having someone so obsessed with him.

Yoongi's eyes stopped when he saw the shiny object at the bottom, he grabbed the object and found a laptop, without hesitation he took the object. For a moment he stopped like he was thinking about something, if there was something strange he was afraid of damaging his reputation, he should call Sejin to keep this thing while in the manager's office.

He managed to hide the laptop without being known to the police, and Yoon-gi also had time to curse because the police did not thoroughly examine everything in the room. Yoongi turned his head when a police officer said he found a drug that allegedly was a vitamin exchanged for an abortion drug. Yoongi came to the police and saw for himself what was found, Yoongi was very sure it was a vitamin that should be taken by Sora, because it looks like a vitamin that is often consumed by Sora.

Yoon's chest throbbed violently, as well as her head wanted to feel like she had immediately run away from it and obliterated everything in the room. She regrets being overconfident with her personal assistant, one of the women who understood her, and also the woman who was always Yoon-gi's bedmate when she felt a lot of trouble.

Sora had already warned Yoongi earlier, that was why he appointed Hyeri as the mastermind of all this. Yoongi regrets that she let Hyeri redeem the doctor's prescription drugs at the pharmacy, which Sejin should have taken. It turns out that that's when she swapped the contents for an abortion drug, until she lost the child Sora conceived.

Yoon-gi regrets half-dead, what she had to say to Sora about this, Yoon-gi lost her guts right then and there. Because he could not stand it anymore, Yoongi took the laptop that was in Sejin's case and opened it, finding out what was in the laptop.

Yoongi is grateful because the laptop does not have a password with his nimble hands looking for anything that is in it, what Yoongi fears is true. Many nude photos of her while asleep, Yoon-gi believes this was taken while they were staying at a luxury hotel, when Yoon-gi was knocked down and Hyeri invited her to the Hotel to get drunk and do ****.

Not only that, there are two videos of 15 and 25 seconds duration that show both of them enjoying the activity of ****. Yoongi limp, wanting to be lost right then and there. Regretting knowing Hyeri, who was a very good woman in her eyes, the woman she defended when Sora said she was not a good person, the woman who killed her son.

Now that Yoongi understands Hyeri's intentions when saying her boyfriend is cheating, Hyeri considers more of their relationship, Hyeri considers Yoon-gi as her boyfriend. This is the darkest moment in her career, Hyeri is more like a psychopath than a sasaeng.

Yoongi could no longer see all the hard evidence, enough is enough, he could not stand it anymore. He asks the police not to take Hyeri's laptop, many embarrassing things that were there, initially argued because it was strong evidence after the drug was found. Yoon-gi also insists that in order to get the laptop, she finally wins and her next goal is to burn the unlucky laptop.

After this what he was going to tell Sora, he wanted to tell in person but his heart did not dare at all. Yoon-gi is a coward.

Before telling Sora, it's best to settle the business that's here. The police immediately headed for the agency building, arresting Hyeri who was again in Yoongi's studio. Everyone in the agency was confused, when Hyeri was arrested. The face of regret was not implied at all, he was completely relaxed. It was then that he met with Yoongi, looking happily at the white man.

"You've seen it all? Regret what you've done?" Hyeri smiled, the horrible smile that Yoon-gi had seen. "You know, she's still lucky to lose a child because she took the abortion pill, what if I took the same form of poison?" This time Hyeri laughed.

"I made sure you came back to me then. We'll fuck till morning."

Hyeri is a jerk, Yoon-gi can't reply to anything that comes out of Hyeri's mouth, until the police drag her down and Yoon-gi remains frozen where she wants to lean.

In his heart, Yoon-gi apologizes to Sora.

Bang Si Hyuk acted next, all the employee residences working for BTS were checked one by one with prior permission, making sure there were no more sasaengs working as employees.

All felt quickly passed until finally Yoongi told the perpetrator of this case to Sora, Yoon-gi had prepared mentally if Sora exploded at any time, the thought was wasted away when he saw Sora who was just silent with a disappointed look. It was much more painful than him being angry directly, Yoon-gi grew even more desperate.

It's getting harder.

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The day after Yoongi said that, Sora had returned to talk to him but what was different now was that Sora was getting quieter, a face that always looked happy already this week was hard to find. Yoon-gi is grateful that Kyu-Ri is willing to look after Sora until she fully recovers, at least Sora has friends as long as she is not home.

Yoongi is also still monitoring Sora's development through Kyu Ri, all the more gripping for him, Yoongi feels like he and Sora like there is a big wall blocking the two. They were close, and Yoon-gi realized that their hearts were moving away. Yoon-gi is not very good at fixing relationships, it does not mean that she does not try, it is all like a waste because Sora stopped taking her depressant drugs.

If Yoon-gi understood when Sora was pregnant, not this time, because depression is what makes Sora like avoiding her. Once upon a time, Yoon-gi asked Sora what she felt when she found out that Hyeri was behind it all, with a look on her face that she could not read, Sora replied in a soft tone.

"I've warned you about him before, but you ignored him. After something like this, are you much more careful now?"

For Yoongi it was a trivial thing, another with Sora, for him it was a big thing. It was not that he did not like Sora raising a problem, precisely because such a trivial matter made Yoongi regret half to death for ignoring Sora's words at that time.

Yongi realized he was wrong. He also has to finish it tonight.

The man walked over when he wanted to enter his apartment, when he had just opened the door, Kyu Ri was wearing shoes, when he saw that he was going home.

"Thank God you're home." Kyu Ri said as the first greeting when she last saw Yoon-gi four days ago.

"He forced me to go home." Kyu Ri to the Point.

"It's okay. Is she okay?" Ask Yoongi.

"Since the afternoon he was just sitting there, as usual daydreaming." Kyu Ri took a breath throwing him tired. "As you go he's getting harder to talk to, I hope you can make it a lot better."

"Has he eaten?"

"It has. He also cooks for you. I'd better go home first." Kyu Ri patted Yoongi's shoulder.

Before closing the door, Kyu Ri looked back at Yoon-gi, as if there was something to say.

"I miss Sora."

Yoon-gi understands what Kyu-Ri means, just as she misses Sora. The wife who was always excited at all times, now turned into a quiet person.

Yoon-gi decides to go in and look for Sora's whereabouts, and finds Sora lying on the sofa with no backrest facing the window whose curtains are wide open, the view of the Han river at night became a supporter of the atmosphere that time was suitable for sadness.

As Yoon-gi approaches the body lying behind him, he guesses that if Sora is asleep, a thin blanket covers only the legs. With a steady heart Yoon-gi touches Sora's shoulder carefully, hoping Sora returns to her.

"Sora." Call Yoongi slowly.

Sora was a little surprised, he suddenly felt hot, sweat had already drenched his forehead. The voice of Yoongi calling out his name filled the entire head. Sora turned around and looked at Yoongi who was already crouching on the floor, his face looking tired.

"Oppa, are you home?"

"Why sleep here?"

"Eum, no... Have you eaten? I'll prepare the food for-"

"What's wrong?" Yoongi asked as he held Sora's arm as he wanted to avoid it.

"Why are you avoiding?"

Sora was just silent, his eyeballs were moving out of focus. Yoongi directed Sora to sit back so that Yoon could freely look at the face that had been longed for, Sora looked sadly at Yoongi who was still loyal to his position.

Sora watched Yoon-gi like someone who was composing a sentence so as not to hurt the feelings of his interlocutor, seeing Yoon-gi like that he became guilty because he had avoided Yoon-gi.

"I know you're mad at me and disappointed. I also realize I'm the cause of all this, I feel guilty for you, and I'm sorry. But avoiding me isn't it like children? I thought you were an adult." The long words that came out of Yoongi's mouth struck out directly.

"I understand how sad you are about losing a child, but did you ever think he was my son? I'm losing too."

"When I heard the news my heart was hollow, empty without mass. I want to be angry why you have to experience it, I'm upset why I wasn't with you at the time, I'm disappointed why you couldn't take good care of it, I'm saddened to lose my son while I look forward to meeting him."

Sora is surprised by Yoongi's confession, and it turns out that Yoon-gi is disappointed with her. Sora's tears just flowed, guilt immediately approaching him.

"I suppressed all those feelings, my head was just focused on you. You look forward more than me, you take care of him wholeheartedly and you fight for him. Till the end."

Yoongi cupped both of Sora's cheeks.

"I love you, I love our children too. But please don't be like this, don't torture yourself if you want to punish me." Yoon-gi wiped away the tears that flowed down Sora's cheeks with her thumb.

It turned out like this love statement from a Yoon-gi, hearing a sentence that Sora never expected to come out of her mouth. Sora knows that if Yoon-gi loves her even if she never reveals it in person, she understands that Yoon-gi can't express her feelings and Sora never forces her. If it happened like this, Sora felt very selfish for being too concerned about his own feelings.

"I'm sorry Sora."

Yoon-gi pulls Sora's head together with Sora's forehead, feeling still not enough with just an apology. Sora holding the hand of Yoon-gi still on both cheeks, Sora sobbed bitterly regretting her childish nature.

"No. Don't apologize. I was wrong, I am so sorry for my attitude. I'm sorry, Yoon-ya." Sora kisses all parts of Yoongi's face, from her forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks to lips.

"No need to apologize, I understand how you feel. But, please don't be like this anymore, the Sora I know isn't like this. The Sora I know is very cheerful and excited." Sora nodded so her tears fell quickly.

"And one more thing." Yoongi smiled slightly looking at Sora who was also smiling.

"We fight this pain together." Say them together and laugh for a moment after saying it.

"I love you Oppa."

"I love you too."

Yoongi tidied up Sora's messy hair, and lastly she rubbed Sora's cheeks.

"I'll prepare warm water for you, take a shower." Said Yoongi who was met with a nod of spirit from Sora.

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Sora felt the warm water flowing at the top of his head, the water droplet felt like a small massage that refreshed his head, the mind became a little calmer. After he and Yoongi settled their problems, there was an overwhelming feeling of relief, Sora was grateful for that.

Sora recalled his childish nature that Yoon-gi disliked, but the man calmly finished it, one more thing that Sora should be grateful for, at least Yoon-gi did not let go. He tries to forget the incident that he just experienced, Sora rubbed his face that flowed a lot of water, after which he was shocked when the pale hand belongs to Yoon--who he initially thought was a ghost, and then he was shocked, hugging Sora's naked belly.

Yoongi hugged her tightly, his lips were already stuck on Sora's neck, his hands were already gently rubbing Sora's stomach.

"I miss you." His whisper sank with the sound of running water.

Sora was not a fool to understand the atmosphere created at this time, he knew that Yoon-gi wanted his body, after recalling that they had not done so for a long time. The last time the night before Sora to Indonesia and had a miscarriage, if remembered again had been three weeks they passed without having sex. This is a natural thing.

"I am too."

Shortly after Sora said that, Yoon-gi's right hand immediately squeezed Sora's chest while Yoon-gi's left hand played in Sora's sensitive area. The mark that Yoon-gi always makes every time they make love, has begun to fill Sora's shoulders and neck.

The first sigh comes out of Sora's mouth, Yoon-gi is always good at making Sora float freely, until Sora gets the first release. Yoon-gi pushes Sora's back so she can freely enter Sora, not satisfied, Yoon-gi pushes back a little deep until Sora completely bends down. Sora had to hold on to the water faucet there.

Yoongi moved slowly very gently, not as usual, but it did not melt away the pleasure he made. Sora again gets its release, this is the second for activity that has not even been in fifteen minutes. Sora's legs trembled slightly as he had to support his bowed body, plus Yoongi who moved behind him.

Yoon-gi realizes that Sora is getting tired, and at that time, Yoon-gi has not yet gotten the climax of the game, no problem. Because Yoon-gi wanted to play with Sora all night, he really missed his beloved wife.

Yoon-gi pulled Sora's shoulders back to her feet, twisted her body, without the man's cue lifting Sora's body against the wall, which was when she went back inside. Sora rested his head on the right boat of Yoon-gi, his legs were already curled up on the waist.

Yoongi kissed Sora's neck and then scooped up the red lips, while moving slowly, Yoon-gi tightened his hand on both of Sora's thighs. Yoongi pauses a kiss, staring at Sora full of cravings.

"Did I hurt you?" Ask Yoon-gi who got the gel from Sora.

"You enjoying it?" This time Sora is poking.

"Then, where's the shout for my name?"

After getting the question, Sora's eyeballs are not as focused as if looking for the right answer, a hallmark of a Sora.

"I. I just..."

"Say."

"Not that I don't like this game, but it's not like you. Are you still angry?" Sora carefully composed his sentence.

"No. I'm just afraid of hurting you, you haven't fully healed."

"No!" Seru Sora then instantly clenched his mouth, Yoon-gi was even more confused.

"I'm used to your hard game." Sora blushed right then and there, Yoon-gi was getting more and more anxious.

"You don't like this one?" Yongi smiled meaningfully.

"Not that I don't like it, I like it, maybe because it's the first time I'm not used to it." Sora smiled, looking silly in Yoongi's eyes.

It turns out that during their cold war with their respective feelings can make both of them a little embarrassed to express what they are thinking, like this time for example, Sora will immediately say if you don't like or like no pleasantries like that. Both of them were always open if someone stuck in their hearts, that's why Sora smiled because he felt awkward for a moment.

"Well, if that's what you want. But one thing you have to remember, I'm not stopping tonight. Even if you beg."

After that, what sounded was the loud movements of Yoon-gi, sighs, and screams. They went through a long night without any of them wanting to end it, they were late in sex.