Our Fate
Pregnants

Sora felt that her body condition was getting worse, her appetite was getting less since she learned her pregnancy had entered the age of two months. Pregnancy milk is not touched at all, every time he enters his mouth food must immediately the food demands to come out. If only by eating fruits he felt full, not this time, because there was one life in his body hunger came faster.

Sora has checked himself to the Doctor, the condition of every pregnant woman must be different, she said, even though the doctor said he had to eat a lot, the body still refused even Sora had forced to eat so that he and his stomach fetus remained healthy always. Currently Sora only relies on vitamins for pregnant women, Sora no longer knows what to do so that his appetite increases.

Like this morning for example, he would not be able to put food under ten, even fruit would be spewed out. Sora stared blankly at the food at the table, this was not at all his self who was not lustful at the food.

Yoongi also could not do much, at first he was angry because Sora rarely ate, in a day at most twice and never run out, always remaining. Until one day she gets a day off, she looks after Sora, noticing all her activities including how she eats in a day. The chicken he always liked was rejected raw, as he did not like the smell of chicken. Which vegetables did not Sora like, this time more choosy. The fruit that he usually always ate in many portions a day, this time was only half of a regular daily portion.

Sora repeatedly vomited every time he ate something, he could only drink, and even then it had to be sour. At that time Yoon-gi understood the day that Sora always lived without him, since then Yoon-gi was much more protective than usual.

Yoon-gi offers to be accompanied by her mother during pregnancy, but Sora refuses subtly, not wanting her in-laws to be bothered by her coming all the way from Daegu to Seoul just to look after Sora. Yoongi had given understanding if his mother would understand still Sora did not want, if Sora was not pregnant surely Yoongi had argued with him.

Sora must follow Yoongi's rules if she does not want to be accompanied by her mother, some things to do when she is not around. Sora must report what he does in a day, eat according to hours, vitamins that must be photographed every time he consumes, do not do much activity, until the hours of sleep he also noticed.

If Sora can be honest, this kind of Yoongi sucks enough.

Yoongi is increasingly chatty about the condition of Sora's body, forbid a lot of activity until he is bored because he just sits down without doing anything, it is increasingly feared by Sora because it can trigger stress, because it can trigger stress, plus the depressant drugs that he routinely drank he had not consumed anymore since he knew it was two-bodied.

Psychosomatic patients in pregnant women are very risky, of course, Sora has a lot to find out what will happen to his fetus if he does not keep his worried thoughts, he said, and the most frightening thing is that the risk of mental illness is decreased in children who will be born. Sora's head hurt the more he thought about it all, if Sora had a friend to share the worry would have reduced the anxiety burden a little.

It was not that Sora was unwilling to share with Yoongi, if he said what he was going through would definitely have an effect on Yoongi's work. Sora is afraid of being a burden on Yoongi's mind.

The sound of the phone ringing disperse Sora's daydream, she sees a mobile phone screen that displays Yoongi's face as a child, very cute. In his heart he hoped that his son's face could look like that of Yoon-gi, Sora meant like the one on the screen of the phone that kept ringing it.

Cute little Min Yoon is not as annoying as it is today.



"Hello" Sapa Sora.

"What did you eat this morning?"

Okay, without a stale word.

"There's not yet." Reply Sora lazily.

"Why not? It's almost noon, eat something your body is already very thin. Don't you feel sorry for what's on your stomach?" Yoongi continues to be more exactly like rap than caring.

Yoongi is really a limited edition.

Sora glanced at the clock that already showed at eleven, how long had he been daydreaming.

"Oppa this is your son too."

"That's exactly how I force you to eat."

Sora was silent for a few seconds, until when he should hear a chatty Yoongi like this. How bad Sora is with Yoon-gi.

"Oppa, what if I'm interested in someone who will accompany me when you're not around?"

"What's wrong?" Yoongi asks suspicious that something is wrong with Sora.

"It's okay. I think I need a friend here. I'm. lonely."

"I'll call Eomma." Yongi reached a brief conclusion.

"Don't!" Cut Sora out fearing Yoongi misunderstood. "I would be more comfortable if someone who was with me understood my condition."

This time the silent Yoon-gi, Sora uttered a dagger-like sentence that pierced right in his heart. What this is that Sora feels as long as he is not around, instead of being someone reliable, Yoon-gi feels like a person who made Sora's situation worse. The man also only realized that if Sora had not consumed his route medicine, it must have been the main cause of anxiety until he asked for someone who could accompany him.

Yoongi felt himself bad at taking care of Sora, strengthening his self-concern.

"Sora-yeah..." Yoongi hung up her words, feeling melodious as Yoongi called out her name. "I'm sorry."

Sora could only remain silent, right now he also felt guilty.

"I'm sorry I can't take good care of you."

Sora wanted to cry right then and there.

"I'll soon find someone who can take care of you. When I'm not around."

Sora closes his face when Yoon-gi breaks off the phone, a feeling he's been holding back he can finally let go, even if he doesn't want to make Yoon-gi feel guilty, he was just afraid that the child being conceived was a victim due to Sora who could not take care of himself.

Sora's afraid.

His hand grabbed the bowl of fruits that had been cut before, he stabbed the piece of fruit it ate in silence, as much as he could keep the thought of the fruit coming out of his mouth again. Again he reached for a glass filled with milk as a nutritional enhancer for his fetus, downing as much as possible so that the milk nutrition could reach his child.

Without him noticing, his tears also flowed from the moment he inserted the pieces of his feather fruit.

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Yoongi opens the apartment door without a sound, except for the sound of a password button being pressed before entering. The current state was dark with no illumination, he thought what Sora came out without telling him beforehand. Looking for the sign of Sora's life he found nowhere, Yoon-gi immediately looks for a room that is also dark, there is no Sora there.

Yoon-gi heads to the bathroom, where she sees Sora soaking, with her eyes closed. Yoongi felt dejarvu.

Yoongi reached for Sora's face, patting the cold face gently.

"Sora, um,... Sora." Say Yoongi while rubbing softly on Sora's cheeks.

The body gave off a response, the puffy eyes blinked quickly and looked dazed, Yoon-gi breathed a sigh of relief because Sora could be conscious right then and there.

"The Oppa? You home?" Sora asked who was confused how could Yoon-gi be in front of him.

"When are you here?"

"Ah, I. I also don't remember, I feel so tired that's why I soak my mind to calm down. But I seem to have fallen asleep." Said Sora with a forced smile, her confession just got a flat response from Yoongi.

Bad alarms sounded in Sora's ear.

"I help you." Yoongi.

Sora came out of the bathtub with the help of Yoongi, a little shrewd because he had been sitting there for too long.

"Be careful."

"My ass is cramping." Reply Sora with a wide grin.

Yoongi helps Sora dry up, put on a shirt to make the bed so that Sora can rest, it is clear that Sora's face is very tired. Yoongi makes warm tea for Sora not forgetting food, fruit and vitamins.

Yoongi watched Sora who drank tea with enthusiasm, there was a feeling of pleasure in the heart of Yoongi because Sora got an appetite tonight. Sora devoured the bread that was made by Yoon-gi, after he had finished eating his favorite fruit, and lastly he took vitamins.

"It looks like you're really hungry." Yoongi rubbed Sora's hand which he held.

"After soaking, I feel more relaxed and hungry." A smile cannot be separated from his face. "Oppa why go home? Isn't there a schedule tomorrow?"

"I'll be back in the dorm early tomorrow, so I'll take a break. There's no harm in seeing my lonely wife, is there?"

Sora smiled again at Yoongi's explanation.

"Why are you crying?" Yoon-gi couldn't bear to not ask.

"Who is crying?"

"Don't try to lie Sora, your face can't lie." Yoongi again noticed Sora's face.

Sora hesitates to explain everything to Yoon-gi, fearing that she will become a burden to Yoon-gi, an over-anxiety that causes her to cry to sleep in the bathroom.

"It's okay, don't worry." Yoon-gi smiled thinly.

"I feel this worry getting bigger and bigger, a lot of things that come to my head." Reveal Sora with a moving hand as if to explain what happened to him.

"One of them is I'm worried about telling you everything." Continue in a soft voice.

"I'm afraid I can't take good care of our child because my appetite has dropped dramatically. I'm afraid that if your mom finds out she's going to be disappointed in me, I'm also afraid that the anxiety that surrounds me is scary for me... I tried to calm myself down but it was also when his life became a bet."

Yoongi understood, what Sora meant was the habit of soaking until he forgot the time when excessive anxiety came suddenly, not just a regular soak, he said, Sora likes to drown his entire body until he feels tight so he can forget the anxiety that continues to suppress him.

"When I was soaking, I tried not to drown myself, it was very painful. I'm losing. I'm much more afraid that he was born with a condition like mine. It hurts my heart more Oppa." Sora could not hold back his tears anymore, from his confession Sora had made himself crowded in the water.

"I beg you to save him." Sora asks Yoon-gi to save the child Sora conceived.

Children of their love.

Yoongi was feeling bad now, he didn't expect it to be this bad. He did not think that if Sora had a hard day without him, if it could be shared he would willingly suffer for Sora and the fetus that was in Sora's stomach.

Yoon-gi hugs Sora, rubbing her back that shook violently, hopefully with a hug given by Yoon-gi can suck Sora's pain.

Yoon-gi feels that she has failed to take responsibility for Sora, nor does she want to give Sora to her father.

Yoongi wiped away Sora's tears that had stopped, his heart getting sicker looking at Sora's increasingly swollen eyes, after being calm Yoongi would compress him. He directed Sora to stare intensely at Yoongi's face, look into Sora's eyes, then kiss Sora's eyes, whispering in front of Sora's lips.

"I'll help you both."

Yoongi gently rubbed Sora's lips with her thumb, the next second the two lips touched each other, Sora could no longer open her eyes. There were no demands from the kiss, just an ordinary kiss that felt warm in Sora's heart. If Sora could get this every time the anxiety came, maybe he'd be fine.

Yoon-gi begins to move, from the lips to the jaws and ends up in Sora's ear, she whispers back that trigger Sora's tears to flow again.

"Dear, I'm sorry."

Sora's shoulders shook again, tightly hugged the husband he loved so much, he did not care anymore, he had to fight for one life that God entrusted in the body of Sora. She doesn't want to hear any more words of apology from Yoongi's mouth, as Yoongi's guilt tells Sora how much she loves, one side of Yoongi also can not fight much because this is the risk of marrying an idol.

Sora who should be apologizing is not Yoongi.

But, for some reason she was unable to convey, her lips twitched, Sora was unable to.

He can only say in his heart.

"Sorry Yoon-ya."