
Precisely because Mr. Eko has not said it, then I want to show an attitude that will make him understand that I only consider him as a colleague, nothing more!"
Asti told the mother that he would keep his distance from Mr. Eko before Mr. Eko expressed his feelings.
" That's what you do because you don't love Mr. Eko, right?''
Ask the mother who saw Asti's firm attitude to Mr. Eko.
" That's right, Mom! Asti does not love Mr. Eko and does not want to give false hope to him. "
Asti said that Asti does not love Mr. Eko and does not want to give hope to Mr. Eko.
" What kind of man are you waiting for, Asti ?
As good and as handsome as you want Eko to refuse! Then what kind of man do you want? "
Ask the astonished mother, because Asti rejected a perfect man like Mr. Eko, according to the mother.
Asti glanced at his mother for a moment and understood the thought of the middle-aged woman.
" Maybe a man far from the word handsome, ma'am! " asti said to mother.
Then Asti connected her words just now to mom.
" But I love her and something ties my heart and my heart to her."
" You're being too romantic, Asti!''
Mother said with annoyance after hearing what she said.
" That's not true, Mom. What I was looking for was a simple man. Who understand and think.
It just feels like that."
Seloroh Asti relaxed to his mother.
" No need to be handsome, no need to be brilliant brain, no need to be able to succeed in his career!
Most importantly, she loves and loves Asti sincerely, and Asti loves and loves her. "
Asti connected his words diplomatically to mother.
Asti said with a smile, as if imagining the figure of the man of his dreams.
*
''Ahh, whatever, Asti! Whatever is good you think! "
His mother was bored. There is never an end to a good conversation between himself and Asti if it is already a matter of romance life.
" I want you to think about your future right away! Don't just think about your job and your fun, remember how old you are now? "
Mother said with annoyance because Asti always has answers and reasons to talk about men.
'' Already, Mom. Has she not seen all my efforts to fill this life for my future? I have worked as a lecturer, and now I am adding knowledge by taking courses to support my work. "
Asti answers mother's questions about what is best for her.
" The temple does not know what Mom means, and does not want to explain about who will be your life partner? "
His mother grumbled to see the attitude of Asti who seemed not to care about what his mother said.
" You know very well what you're talking about.
I want to see you soon have someone who will be your life partner.
Don't let you be a spinster! "
Mom says clearly what she wants with Asti.
Because usually, Asti will definitely continue to argue against it. Because he did not want to think about things related to love or something like that. Especially to the marriage stage.
Asti still wants to have himself, wants to be free to realize the abilities and potentials that exist in him.
" ah.. Why don't you understand my wishes, always afraid I'm a spinster. Marriage is not a demand because of age, but it is something that happens because the soul mate is in sight.
Before the soul mate comes near, I better fill my solitude with things that benefit both myself and others. "
Asti tried to explain to her mother what she wanted to do at this time without having to think about and look for a mate just because of her age which is no longer young.
Asti ain'tya has never dated before.
In his early years in college, he was dating his senior students. And there is indeed a lot of beauty and sweetness that is dangled in the span of their relationship. But when he feels himself enslaved by unpleasant feelings such as jealousy, the desire to be numbered united and so on.
Asti rebels.
Asti does not like everything that holds him and his life.
More so when Asti feels demanded from his lover.
There are many prohibitions and rules that Asti must do, and it makes his freedom disappear.
Asti feels unable to carry out things that kind of bind him without him being able to resist or rebel.
Going with friends is not allowed.
Asti can only go with his girlfriend.
As if, he should belong to the lover completely.
Asti is not allowed to interact with others.
Not to mention if their relationship tapered in tension, the atmosphere became all wrong and no longer pleasant.
As if he was the one who was guilty of not following the rules applied by his lover.
And then when it makes up, he must try to control himself so as not to re-ignite the previous wounds that caused their relationship to crack.
Truly, a relationship that is very tiring and wasting time.
Not to mention his achievements in the field of study sagged because of it, making him lose concentration in learning.
Makes Asti feel useless in a relationship.
He should be able to be more enthusiastic and achievers in learning because there are those who support his activities, but all are quite the opposite.
Based on these unpleasant experiences, Asti finally chose to limit himself so as not to fall in love again.
Many other things are more useful than dating.
Asti fills her time of solitude by learning to excel, catching up with her while she is dating.
His mother, who knew the nature of Asti, no longer dared to go ahead and give the green light to Eko when the man came again and did not meet Asti.
Many times Eko came by trying to meet Asti, even to follow up to the French course where he had been at that time, but Asti did not manage to meet him.
That way, until the end of the semester vacation ends, Eko can't take the girl away again.
Even meeting face to face with Asti alone can no longer.
Repeatedly asking his mother where Asti is, Asti's mother only answered not knowing and Asti did not tell him where he courses or additional tutoring.
The first days of the new school year do not take too much energy and mind Asti because it is still in the ospek new students.
After that time passed, routine activities as usual also returned to the gelutinya.