PRETTY TEACHER WHO JUTEK
Unexpressed Taste
The breeze that blows on the beach flutters Asti's hair that is scattered.
Tomi and Asti were both silent, equally preoccupied with their respective minds.
Tomi Pov
What exactly is in Asti's mind..? I know he's just like me, equally interested.
But why, is he like buying time to answer the feelings I have expressed to him?
Is he still in doubt about all my feelings?
Or actually, he was never interested in me.
Maybe his attitude all this time to me was just a bad feeling to reject the interaction I did.
If he doubts me and has never been interested in me, why would he accept my treatment of him.
Asti didn't refuse when I hugged and kissed her, instead she seemed to accept and enjoy everything.
But when I wanted to make sure he felt for me, it was as if he doubted me.
Ah.. What exactly is in Asti's mind?
I don't want to be in the middle of uncertainty.
I really love and love him.
I was trying to grab his attention when Mr. Eko was also trying to get himself.
At first, I thought he was in a relationship with a man named Ariyanto, who turned out to be his cousin.
I must immediately get an answer and certainty from Asti so that I feel calm, so that I can declare that Asti is only mine.
But I also couldn't possibly force Asti, just now she had asked me for time to answer my feelings.
Ahhhh...
A lot of questions that raged in Tomi's head to make him frustrated.
Tomi looked at Asti who was also silent, maybe just like her self who had many questions in her mind.
Asti Pov.
Actually I felt happy and happy when Tomi expressed her feelings.
But I still doubt.
I doubt that Tomi ever covered her true self.
I thought she was just a student at the college where I was teaching, but Tomi was a doctor.
I doubt Tomi's feelings because I see her closeness to the doctor Indah.
Although he has explained that Indah is only his professional friend and he has no relationship with Indah other than just a friend.
I saw honesty in Tomi's eyes, he wasn't lying when he told me about the beautiful doctor, nor about his feelings for me.
If I told him I wasn't interested in him, he wouldn't believe me because I had responded to his treatment of me.
As he hugged my body, there was a feeling of comfort and I felt protected.
Even when he kissed me, I respect receiving and enjoying him.
Actually, I've fallen in love with Tomi, but if I answer honestly now I'm still afraid that Tomi will be close to Beautiful, because I saw Beautiful who always approached and sought Tomi's attention.
O Allah.. I was confused by my own feelings, I was afraid of losing Tomi but I was also afraid to accept her.
With his feelings still confused, Asti is only able to be silent, busy with his own thoughts.
Author POV.
While Asti and Tomi are still busy with their own thoughts, suddenly a busker approaches them.
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" Excuse me, ma'am.. I tried to entertain mas and mbak with a beautiful love song.
Great Love Song, by Andmesh Kamaleng.
🎙🎶First time
I see you present
This feeling of heart wants you
Calm heart heard
A beautiful voice greeted the beauty of this heart
I didn't expect
🎶This feeling is unstoppable
This heart is always for you
But my love for you is amazing
Asti and Tomi fell silent, listening to the song being sung by the busker.
The song they are feeling represents their current feelings.
🎙🎶I don't have flowers
I don't have any treasure
All I have is a loyal heart
Sincere to you
🎶Days changed
Now love is present
Seeing you.. Looking at you like an angel
Tightly your eyes
Sweet smile your lips
Black long your hair is gracefully tied
🎶This feeling is unstoppable
This heart is always for you
🎶Receive this song from ordinary people
But my love for you is amazing.
I don't have flowers
I don't have any treasure
All I have is a loyal heart
Sincere to you..
" Thank you, man.. Mbak. " said the busker after finishing his song.
Tomi also gave a piece of blue money into the hat offered by the busker.
Seeing what Tomi gave, made the busker feel very happy.
She thanked him while bowing her body slightly.
Tomi smiled and nodded in thanks from the buskers, then the buskers passed from before Tomi and Asti, looking for fortune by singing elsewhere.
" Mother Asti.. Does Asti want to drink young coconut ice? " tomi asked broke the silence between them.
" I can, I'm really thirsty. "
Answer Asti slowly.
Tomi also moved closer to the young coconut ice seller who was on the beach, not far from where they stood.
" Want to buy boiled peanuts or rempeyek mbak, there are anchovies, peyek beans, also peyek rebon. "gag a hawker who offers his merchandise to Asti.
Seeing a mother who looks tired from going around peddling her merchandise, Asti feels sorry.
He also bought the mother's merchandise.
" Peyek nuts how many packs, ma'am? Ask Asti.
" All cost ten thousand wrappers, mbak..! "
Asti also bought two packs of peyek nuts and two packs of anchovy peyek, as well as two packs of boiled beans.
" Everything's six packs, mbak.. So sixty thousand! " said the mother of the peanut seller while handing Asti groceries.
" This is the money, ma'am..! " asti said as he offered a hundred thousand dollars.
" Price money, ma'am.. I have no change, today the sale is quiet.. I just got twenty grand! "
The seller said, revealing the twenty thousand in his wallet.
" There is no need to be returned, the change is for the mother only." Asti said.
" It is not necessary to take twenty thousand change, and take two more of my merchandise, so that it will fit! " said the mother felt bad.
" It's okay mom, it's a fortune for mom.. I just have enough of this to snack while enjoying the scenery here, " said Asti while handing the money into the hands of the mother.
" Thank you, ma'am.. Thank you very much.! " said the mother with a sigh.
" Together, ma.. May the trade sell well and run out quickly! " said Asti.
" Amijn... Thank you, mbak..! "
Then the mother left Asti waiting for Tomi to buy young coconut ice.