
"What's wrong? " ask Roni when she sees Tomi being silent for a long time.
Tom took a deep breath and slowly let out.
" I felt like I knew a woman in my dream, but when I asked her who she was, she ran away because she was mad at me when I refused to come home with her. "
Tomi told Roni about her dream.
Somehow Tomi feels comfortable when telling Roni, because Roni always tries to understand Tomi's situation and does not force Tomi to immediately remember her past.
If Tomi is already seen holding her head, Roni will ask Tomi to rest and stop forcing herself to remember her past.
" What woman in your dream is Asti? " ask Roni who remembers if Tomi ever mentioned Asti's name when Tomi was unconscious.
" Asti? who's Asti? " ask Tomi while looking closely at Roni.
" I don't know who Asti is, but I've heard you call her Asti's name when you're unconscious. "
Roni says she knew Asti's name because Tomi mentioned it when Tomi was unconscious.
Tomi silently heard what Roni said.
" Astis.. Who is this woman named Asti? " ask Tomi to herself.
Tomi tries to think who is the woman named Asti.
" Slowly, don't push yourself too hard. If you are too forced to fear that your head is getting sick.
Instead of remembering the past, your head hurts more and more. "
Roni reminded Tomi not to push herself.
Roni always accompanies Tomi if he is at home.
Roni felt sorry for letting Tomi sit alone and daydream while staring at the ocean.
Finally Roni fell silent and did not want to ask Tomi much more.
They enjoy the view of the waves that break on the beach.
There are some children who run around on the beach while picking up shells for them to collect and later can be made handicrafts.
On the beach there are many shells found shells or small shells that are often used to make handicrafts.
Young children will bring a place from home for their container of collecting dry skin.
At home, after being cleaned and dried shell or small shells are made to craft in the form of photo frame decoration or assembled into a door curtain or decoration on the window.
All of those crafts they use themselves to decorate their homes.
Various handicrafts made are only used by themselves because they do not understand how to sell their handicrafts out of the area.
Due to communication limitations, transportation is also.
They live in a village that is far from the sub-district city let alone the regency city.
To go to the city they need several hours by using rural transportation that does not operate every day.
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" Mommy, can Bella talk to me? " bella asked her when they were cooking dinner in the kitchen.
" What do you want to say, Bel? kok like anyone, just want to talk, you have to excuse yourself first, " replied the mother who felt strange with Bella's attitude.
Mom and Bella were sitting on a small bench weeding the vegetables they were cooking.
" Mom, is Bella wrong if Bella likes someone? " ask Bella to her mother.
Bella is used to telling her mother if she has any problems.
" Who do you like? temen you work at the puskesmas or our village? " ask mom as her hands continue to clean the vegetables for cooking.
Tonight mom and Bella will cook vegetable lodeh, fried fish, sambal terasi and fried tofu.
" If it's not your coworkers and countrymen here, then who does Bella like? " ask the curious mother, who is the man who has made Bella like her.
" Bella likes the same bang Tomi, mom. " said Bella looked down because she felt ashamed of her mother.
Mom stops her job grinding chili when she hears Bella say she likes Tomi.
The young man who was helped by Roni and her father.
The face of Bella who was looking down.
" What's true you said just now, Bel? " ask mom to make sure she hears if Bella likes Tomi.
" Yes ma'am, right, Bella likes the same bang Tomi. " replied Bella reassured her mother about what she felt for Tomi.
Mom stopped her work, then looked at Bella closely.
" Bella, mother never forbade Bella to like any man while the young man was a good child and not the husband of any man. "
Mother says if mother does not forbid if Bella likes a young man if the young man is a good child and not the husband of the person.
" But if you like Tomi, I don't agree. We don't know who Tomi is or who her family is.
When viewed from the look on his face, it can be seen if Tomi is older than your brother and of course he already has a wife. "
Mom says you don't approve of Bella liking Tomi because you think Tomi already has a wife.
" Tomi is ill, not remembering who she is.
If she had remembered everything, Tomi would have returned to her family, there was no way she would have stayed here forever. "
I'm trying to give Bella some understanding so that Bella doesn't have hope in Tomi.
" But what's wrong if Bella likes bang Tomi and if bang Tomi likes Bella too? " ask Bella who is trying to convince her mother that Tomi could like her.
" Mom never saw Tomi overreacting to you, Bella.
He's always acting normal and trying to avoid if you approach him."
Mom reminds Bella that all this time mom saw Tomi never did anything too much to Bella.
During this time the mother noticed Tomi's attitude while in their home.
Tomi does not show excessive attitude towards Bella.
When Bella takes care of Tomi when she is sick, Tomi just simply says thank you and does not show the attitude that she likes Bella.
" Bella, listen to me, son.
Forget Tomi because Tomi is not a man for you to make a companion because Tomi has a family who is currently definitely looking for Tomi. "
Mom was silent for a moment while seeing how Bella reacted when she said that Tomi was not a man who could be used as a companion for Bella.
Bella looked down, not daring to look at my mother's face.
" Had Tomi liked you too, I wouldn't have agreed because what you and Tomi did would have hurt others. Hurt a lot of people just for the sake of both of you.
I ask you to forget Tomi because sooner or later Tomi will come back to her family and leave this place. Before you like Tomi too far, you better get rid of your love for Tomi. "
Mom asks Bella to forget about Tomi for Bella's sake.
Bella's head was rubbed with love.
However, a mother would want to see her child live happily with the people she loves.
But if that love can hurt a lot of people, better ask Bella to forget Tomi.
Although Bella will feel sad but it is better than later Bella must feel something more painful.
" Please listen and follow what you're saying for Bella's sake. I told Bella everything for Bella's good in the future."
Mother said more affirming Bella so that Bella listened and followed the words of mother.
I do not want Bella will fall because she took the wrong steps and decisions.