PRETTY TEACHER WHO JUTEK
This Taste Is Unendurable
Tomi was silent at Asti's explanation.
He drank the coconut ice in front of him, his throat suddenly felt dry.
Tomi is still confused to describe Asti's words.
" Is Asti really afraid of failing in a relationship?
Has he ever experienced failure and been traumatized to form a new relationship? "
Tomi monologues in her heart, trying to digest what goes on behind the words Asti conveys.
Tomi is silent, waiting for what Asti will tell her back.
Tomi saw Asti also speechless and was enjoying her young coconut ice.
One belief in Tomi that Asti is also interested in him, but it seems that something is blocking Asti's heart and mind.
After seeing Asti speechless and just stirring up her ice, Tomi tried to convey what was on her mind.
" If I may know, have you ever been in a relationship before, Asti? "
" No, I've never been in a relationship with anyone. "
" Is there something that is holding your heart and mind right now? Or are you interested in someone? "
Asti was silent, not answering Tomi's question.
" Do you not believe the feelings I have expressed to you? Are you taking me seriously?" Tomi asked in a slightly annoyed tone.
Why is it so difficult for Asti to answer his love statement when in fact Asti also likes it.
Was he the one who misjudged Asti's attitude towards him?
Tomi begins to get frustrated in the face of Asti's attitude, but he is determined to get Asti, a woman who has frustrated him.
He had mistaken Asti and Aryanto's relationship at that time and made it an urgency.
He was not sure if Asti had never been in a relationship with someone.
Asti is a beautiful and attractive girl, her face is very babyface.
He had mistaken when he first came to Asti's house to ask for an autograph, he thought the little girl he met in the house was Asti's sister, it turned out it was Asti, it was Asti, the teacher he wanted to meet.
When you remember that, Tomi felt ashamed of herself for not recognizing Asti as her lecturer.
Asti remembers what Tomi said.
Indeed, when he first met her, Tomi mistakenly recognized him and Asti was angry at that time.
True Asti said, Tomi was a student but did not recognize Asti who became his lecturer.
All because Asti's face is still like a young girl.
" Asti, do you know the song that was sung by the busker? " tomi asked, breaking the silence between them.
" I don't memorize many songs" Asti replied briefly.
"But the song was really fitting for me, as it represented the expression of my feelings as you! " say Tomi again.
Asti smiled at Tomi's words.
Tomi sings the verse of the song that the busker had sung.
He held Asti's hand which was placed on the table.
Asti was silent and did not refuse as Tomi clasped her hand.
🎙🎶 This taste is unstoppable
This heart is always for you..
Accept this song from ordinary people
🎶But my love for you is amazing. . 🎙
" Hear and be assured Asti, that I really love you, I seriously want to make my lover and I will be pardoned to be my wife. "
Degs..
Degs..
Degs..
From the words of Tomi who said she wanted to justify it, as if Tomi was proposing to her.
Asti's face met with embarrassment, remembering his thoughts that were too far when imagining Tomi proposed to him, while until now only he still hangs Tomi's feelings.
(Hanging rich clothes that are again sun dried). Don't hang Tomi's feelings too long, Asti!
Aja clothes hung on clothesline like someone to take, let alone the handsome and well-established Tomi mas.
Asti remembers all Tomi's treatment of her, Tomi's affectionate treatment.
Asti remembers the first time Tomi suddenly hugged and kissed her in the kitchen of Asti's house.
Asti's memory goes back some time ago, when he accidentally slapped Tomi because of the anger in his heart.
As a result of the slap, he felt guilty for Tomi, until without realizing it his body followed Tomi's hand movements that pulled him in the embrace.
Comfort when in Tomi's arms does not necessarily make him rush to release the hug.
His body took such treatment that he bravely leaned his head on Tomi's shoulder.
The soft words that came out of Tomi's mouth at that moment were so soothing to her heart.
" I know, if slapping my cheek can relax my mother's anger, please slap my cheek again, I'm willing. "
The words were as if an expression that Tomi would do anything to make Asti feel relieved, comfortable with her treatment.
Lost already attitude jutek and ketutusnya all this time.
She turns into a sweet girl who wants affection, wants comfort.
Every soft remark of Tomi was heard like a beautiful song that sounded in his ear that hypnotized his soul to dissolve in comfort and happiness in Tomi's embrace.
" For the eyes to shed tears? Let the water flow into the sea.
Let life take place in the providence of the Almighty. "
Really am..! Tomi's words were ringing in her ears, words that gave her encouragement and support.
The expression of love that Tomi spoke has not been able to answer in real terms until now, but the gestures and heart have indirectly stated that he also loves the man.
But apparently Tomi has not realized that, he is still doubtful about the attitude he showed Tomi.
All happened because of the annoyance of feeling lied to by Tomi about the status of his students who turned out to have become a doctor.
Also because of the jealousy on Indah who clearly looks very fond of Tomi.
Asti also remembered the sending of white roses that Tomi often sent for him.
It shows that Tomi is paying attention and figuring out what her favorite is.
Without asking her, Tomi could tell if Asti liked white roses.
Given everything Tomi has done to her, as well as the comfort she felt while with Tomi, will she give this answer now..?
Or he still has to wait for all the effort Tomi did to get it.
Will Tomi feel bored and feel in play if he continues to stall answering the expression of love Tomi.
Asti knows, Tomi needs certainty about his feelings, although his attitude towards Tomi shows that he also has the same feelings.
" Astis.. What the hell are you thinking?
Why just silence? Does my request weigh so heavily on your heart?
I won't force you if it makes you feel uncomfortable and burdened! "
Finally Tomi opened her voice when she saw Asti was silent and cool with her daydream.
He did not want to force the desire on Asti even though he so wanted a definite answer from Asti so that he could make the next step.
He seriously wants to be in a relationship with Asti and wants Asti to be his life partner.