PRETTY TEACHER WHO JUTEK
Chapter 32 Subtle Rejection of Asti.
Asti also tried to answer the question with the answer that felt the best.
“If that's what you mean, I don't have it yet and my travels here and there have nothing to do with it.
But even so, until now I still do not want to tie my heart to someone.
There is no one I consider a special friend. Not now and not tomorrow.
I don't know if I'm suddenly in love with someone. But hopefully that won't happen.
More so now. I still want to continue my studies to a higher level!”
“But didn't Dik Asti think of another life!” ask Mr. Eko. “Cause of course Dik Asti also realized that a human's life was not long”
“I realize it, Mas!” Asti tried to smile.
“One day, I also want to enter the household life and feel the beauty of being a Mother.
But in my opinion, married life is not the only happiness. There are many options for a person to walk his or her life.
If I hadn't found love, I'd rather be a career woman or be a scientist!”
“You're too romantic apparently, Dik Asti!”
“Romantic how, Mas?”
“Well, put love somewhere special, not that romantic his name”
“I'm not as romantic as you thought, Mas. But that I put love as something idealistic, I admit. It sounds too grandiose, but please the idealist I created that should not be understood in the sense of the essence of love is not just love, sharing likes, sharing likes, grief and romance or something like that.
But much wider.
So for example I fell in love with someone and that someone loved me too, but that love does not provide warmth, peace and leads to self-development in a better and better direction, for me it is not an idealistic love"
“But any romance if built and the couple seriously understand the meaning of his feelings and the meaning of his cooperation with the lover, the climate like you said it will be achieved too, Dik Asti!”
“That's right, Mas.
Precisely because of that I always try to stay rational even though as a result I am not easily moved by feelings of love or the like!”
“But of course Dik Asti still has a patience to give an opportunity for a man to enter your life and to learn to understand and live your views right?”
“Continuously no, Mas.
For me, a truly dignified love has no element of trial and error, even with a very good purpose.
Because, love that comes in this way, means that in the openness of that opportunity, there is a climate of experimentation or study, Mas can understand me, right, why can't I accept the view that love can be learned!”
“You're too idealistic, indeed!”
“Whatever his name is Mas, I accept. Because it's kind of a view of life for me.
Others may be successful and happy in the way they view love and home life as they believe.
But maybe that won't be the case for me!.”
Mr. Eko was silent. What Asti presented, although not offensive about the relationship between the two of them, clearly shows a stance that does not accept compromise.
And that means, the girl has no special feelings for him and also will not open the opportunity for him to try or learn his feelings.
Asti glanced at Pak Eko and caught the understanding from the man's side.
His heart was relieved. It is not necessary to have to say clearly with a sentence that is directly on the subject.
This is actually something he was hoping for. Because, he did not want to see Mr. Eko continue to try to approach him and look for opportunities to reach his attention.
If Mr. Eko bluntly says his love, it is another matter.
Although with a bad feeling, it could be answered that he could not reciprocate his feelings.
That's why their conversation finally relieved her feelings.
But it turned out that the relief did not last long, because suddenly Mr. Eko mentioned the name Tomi.
“How did Dik Asti think of Tomi?” the man asked the surprised one he asked.
“In what way?”
“Yeah, whatever Dik Asti saw on him!”
Asti glanced at Mr. Eko again.
“Why did Mas Eko inquire about him?” tanyakanya.
“Ah, just want to know kok Dik!”
“Tell honestly, Loh Mas.
There's no way you're asking like that if there's nothing on your mind!” Asti shoot.
Mr. Eko swallowed. Then he lifted his head.
“If I can say honestly, I hope what I say later won't make you upset, annoyed or anything like that!”
“No. I understand what impact an honesty has on positive traits!”
“Yes indeed,” Pak Eko took a deep breath and put fresh air into his lungs so as not to feel tight.
“Begini loh Dik Asti, it has been some time I heard rumors behind you about Tomi”
“I expected it would happen Kok Mas!”
Asti interrupts. “Well, continue speaking!”
“According to what I heard, your student is always trying to grab your attention. Both in the lecture hall and outside. Well, whether it is just a mere juvenile delinquency, although the man must not be a teenager anymore or either because he really wants to show you that he loves you, it was a warm conversation among our colleagues. Well, what do you think in this case Dik Asti?”
“If the rumors are aired fairly, Of course anyone who participated in the spreader of the gossip will see that I was quite trying hard to put my position as a lecturer who faced my students who were naughty”
“And how about the result?”
“I don't know for sure. But clearly, the man has been much more advanced in his studies since I rebuked to be more serious about studying!” answer Asti.
“And with his awareness also he met me to ask for a task because for the next half semester he has to finish his business outside the city”
“What's Asti?”
“I didn't ask. Maybe start his father's business or business because he once said that his parents have retired!”
“Then what do you think of that man?”
“Means in terms of how to approach me, Mas?”
“Heeh”
“Ah, I didn't put it too much into my heart. Let him try to get close to me!” sahut Asti in accordance with the reality that has been done so far.
“However I have reprimanded him well. And as I said earlier, lately his achievements show quite rapid progress. When I asked him about his performance index last semester, he said it was three fewer. That means, in other courses he also tried better. And it's not just the courses I teach!”
“How was his attitude in the lecture hall? Already calmer and no longer desperately trying to monopolize your attention?”
Asti is now gulping. Apparently Mr. Eko has heard enough about what happened between him and Tomi.
“It has gotten better!” sahut later.
“It's on campus. How is it if it's outside?”
Pak Eko's question is ambiguous. Asti who had started to fret in his heart, when did this Pak Eko stop asking him.