
Now the point of view from Lucas is yes.
I who initially did not want to be asked by papih to teach here finally want to, because of a name. I did ask all the students data on my papi, all this time I was looking for the existence of my heart.
I'm looking for Katherine, the woman who stole my heart from me when I was a kid. Do you want to know the true story of my life.
I used to be the same little boy as everyone else, but that all changed when I was kidnapped with Nabil. I really didn't think it would change my life.
Let me tell you one-on-one, if you want to listen then listen, if it doesn't matter either.
I was the first child of a couple who loved each other so much. My Papi is Liam and my beautiful Mamihku is Zeline. He was so gentle and I loved him more than anything.
I also have a sister named Daisy, she's so chatty that I'm sick of being with her. If I was with him, my life would never be quiet because he kept feeding.
All my madness started when I was kidnapped, I was given the spectacle of how to kill people. How to kill people and how to motivate people to kill freely.
I watched it until it ran out, but I didn't let my sister Nabil to see all those movies. I was the only one watching the movie alone. I who could not see Nabil continued to cry whining and wanted to go home finally determined to kill the kidnappers.
I killed them that's when I felt like my life was changing. I felt happy when I saw the blood flowing from that person's body. I showed everything I saw in that movie.
Even when I came home I dared to mutilate the animals near my house. Until one day my dad found out. She looked at me so fiercely she saw in my hands filled with blood when there was a celebration. Everyone was busy with spending time chatting and whatnot.
But, I was busy mutilating the animal was so much fun. I love it when the blood flows so hard. I like that pungent smell of water.
That's when it turned out I had a mental illness. It feels strange that I who was okay suddenly became a child who has a mental disorder when examined by a doctor with my parents.
Just now I know it also turns out my Papi used to be the same as me. Am I the descendant of my papa who is both a murderer. But he can stop killing because of my mamih. I was once put in a rehab to get well. There were a lot of people there, but I was lonely.
At first I did not want to, I rampaged I was angry at Mami on Papih. I didn't even want to see them, because I assumed they were evil for leaving me alone.
But when I saw my mother crying while looking at me, I realized that my mother was hurt by what I was doing. When I went to my psychiatrist Mamih also always cried he became thin and pale.
I'm trying to get well for my mom, for my family. But in fact, all of it is not healed. Finally I pretended to be healed I pretended to be an ordinary human being, to be an innocent little kid again.
But in fact I have no sympathy at all for others, but if it is my mother I cannot. I'm still worried about my mom, but in fact it's all for nothing I pretend my Papa can tell.
My mom and my dad were fighting over Katherine's custody. I didn't know I left him but he and I made a promise.
flashback Katherine and Lucas
"Catherine "call me to the beautiful girl. Who was wearing my sister Daisy's clothes, because Mama Jovanka had a job and Katherine was left with my family. Even he went to school with Daisy to be a beautiful new kid.
"Abang "he greeted me happily. I immediately held her hand and gave her a crown of flowers that I arranged so beautifully.
"Abang is going. Brother should take medication. Do you want to wait for Brother to come home and someday if we're older do you want to be a companion Brother like Mami to be a companion Papi "
"What a sick brother, why you have to go. If there is no brother who will defend me. The brother who always defended me at school if Chelsea bullied me and Dimas"
"Abang will take care of you from a distance, but you must not forget Brother. Brother wants you to promise me that one day you'll be the only woman next to Brother. I promise I will always take care of you. Brother won't let anyone hurt you you know you've now dared to stab people"
"Piercing people ? Is that not the sin of brother. It's not like it's a sin you never did. Indeed, if I continue to be beside Brother, Brother will never leave me like my father left my mother. My mom doesn't have anything like Papi's brother who's next to her. Even I like to wonder if my Mom is happy living with me, if she doesn't feel lonely when Dad's not home. But when I talk about Dad, Mama's gonna cry"
"Where might I leave you, Katherine. I'll stay by your side. I will never leave you. You just need to be right next to me and I'll take care of you. Do you want to make a promise with Brother, I promise you will never betray that promise"
"Sister's promise will never leave me like Dad left Mama"
"Yes Abang promised after Big Brother and after Brother can be as good as Papi Abang will come back to you. We'll dress up pretty like Papi and Mami. You see the picture in the middle of the house, you see my mom is so beautiful with a long dress and my Papa is also wearing a suit he is also handsome. One day we'll be like that. My teacher said later if we're older we have to get married you want to get married later with Brother"
"Yes Katherine wants to marry you. As long as you don't make Katherine yourself like Dad made Mamah himself"
"Abang would never do that. Brother will come back for you. Wait for you to come back here. Brother's gonna pick you up. Brother will continue to protect you"
"I'll wait for you, but you don't stay long"
"Let me try, I'll heal quickly for you"
I gave Katherine the little finger and we put the little finger together. A promise that has been bound cannot be released and I will keep that promise and Katherine must also keep it.