Psychopath 2's
Chapter 259 Fear of Sela
"When are you going to my house, he said you'll come to my mother we'll get married when. Look Daniel's married Alex is also more than us under us he's married too, my mom wants to talk about our marriage. Come on, baby, Mom's been waiting a long time for her "
Sela looked at her boyfriend Hans, they had been dating even since Junior High until now, but somehow Sela was not ready to get married just yet, her relatives would not be ready for Sela to get married.
"You want to give me another reason, if you are not ready to get married until when is Sela. We want to continue dating how long we have been dating, we are dating almost 10 years time should continue like this. I also want to like the others, I want to continue to be with you in Sela's rightful bond "
"I'm not ready, if you want to find another woman just look for it. I'm not ready to get married, I don't know if I'll be your good wife or not. If it is forced, it will never be good "
Hans rubbed his face, it was always his girlfriend's answer. There was never anything else, Hans was tired of that answer - that's just "You're willing that until I marry another woman, you want to see me happy with another woman. Then for 10 years you've thought of me as Sela, don't disappoint me with your behavior "
Sela approached Hans and clasped her hands together "It's not like that I'm just afraid to go through the household. I'm afraid that our household will fail like my mother and my father. I was so scared that you saw that my mother up until now was not married and my father was the same. I'm so scared that we're gonna fail"
"I'm sure the two of us will never fail, we and your parents are not the same. Please think about everything. Want until when we date will be up to 15 years we date, want until our grandparents date it that you want. My mom always asked me when to get married while I already had you but you never wanted me to take me seriously. Outside there are many women who want to be taken seriously but you are the opposite "
"I'll think first, I'll think about everything. I promise I'll make a quick decision with you "
"Until when should I wait for you to think about all that. This is the third time you will think first and you will think for months. Not a day or two Sela's "
"I promise this time it won't be long. I have to go home you also go home yes no need to take me, I will go home alone. You will immediately rest, Hans "
Sela just left, Hans was dizzy with his girlfriend's behavior. Hans did not want to marry any woman, they have been dating for 10 years already know how to like and suffer, they never separated Hans did not want if their struggle should be in vain.
It seems like Hans has to ask Daniel for help, he understands better and knows better how Sela, they will be friends from the first surely Daniel will be able to advise Sela, he said, surely Daniel will be able to change the contents of Sela's head.
Hans will talk about this later with Daniel, hopefully he has time. Hans did not want his mother to act rashly by setting him up with his friend's child. Hans wouldn't be happy until that happened, his happiness was with Sela. Sela is not with any other woman.
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Sela came home with a gloomy face, she entered the house with a very full mind. Already several times Hans invited him to marry but his heart was not ready, even if he would be ready Sela also did not know.
"What's wrong with you. Why moody like this, usually you will be cheerful Sela "asked Adiba when she saw her son come home with a very sad face.
Sela hugged her mother tightly "Hans invited me to remarry, but I wasn't ready I couldn't fear letting her down. I'm not the best girl for her, I have a lot of flaws in me, Mama, I'm afraid I can't be with Hans "
Adiba rubs his son's hair "Why be afraid, why not ready. Is it because mom and dad who failed in marriage make you afraid to live all this. You should not stick to the relationship between the two of us, indeed we are not a match. You should always be happy Mama knows Hans is a good guy, he will make you happy he will not disappoint you. Mama has known Hans for a long time, he would be perfect to be a husband and you are also just as dear, never be afraid "
"Yes, it's not the same, it's very different. But mama is sure you can live it you can live a good household. Maybe if there are small problems that are common problems, that exist in the household, every household will have problems. So you guys should be able to live it"
"Of course you want to suddenly Hans left you, will not be able to a second time again men like Hans. You will regret it later on. Maybe now you're mediocre to feel that everything will be fine without Hans, but later you'll regret it after Hans marries another woman and you see their happiness "
"Let's not let you take that happiness. Mama wants the best for you and you also do not see your failure. We're both different and I'm sure you'll be happy and not have one fate with me"
Always looking up her head and kissing her mother's cheek, Sela must talk again with Hans right said her mother, if the regret comes at the end where maybe Sela can calm down to see Hans who is happy with another woman.
Even when he saw Hans chatting with his friends, sometimes Sela was always jealous, let alone seeing Hans happy with other women, it could be that Sela would be destroyed, Sela would not allow that.
"How have you changed your decision, will you remain in your position. Do you want to be hurt and even regret everything Sela. Never make yourself sick"
"I've changed my mind mah, I'll fight with Hans I'll talk to him I don't want to be disappointed at the end. I don't want Hans to be happy with another woman "
"Good baby, don't even think about your parents' past. Think about your future later. Never be afraid to step forward, every life there will be obstacles there will always be problems and in those problems there will certainly also be solutions, there can be no problem and no solution"
Sela nodded her head, Sela told the right person. Her mother always made her heart calm. Even though his parents separated but they gave complete affection to him, even if they wanted to walk the three of them would go without thinking about what their status was like.
His mother and father got along and always made Sela happy. Actually, Sela wants her mother and her father back, but it seems very difficult for them like making their own walls for it does not happen again, for they are not united anymore. But hopefully after Sela marries her parents can also remarry and reunite. Sela hoped more about it.
"Tomorrow to meet Hans and give him food, talk to him well. Mama is sure Hans is a nice guy who will make you always happy and smiling. Mom knows him how he is. Mama has a lot of faith in Hans and if you don't get married and you fall into the hands of other men, maybe you'll never believe. Mama's seen how Han's been fighting for you"
"Yes, thank you, Mama has made me realize that what I've been doing all this time is wrong. Fortunately Hans still survived and wanted to wait for me, even if I could not have been hurt to see Hans happy with another woman. Sela can't imagine all that. Make his shadow a pain rasannya "
"Yes, if you want to make a decision, it must be carefully thought out first. You should not just talk to a man usually if he is tired he will go and follow what the will of his girlfriend wants. It's a good thing Hans can still be patient with you dear "
Forever nodding her head she kissed her mother's hand and hugged her tightly even tighter. While deliberately bringing her mother moved, her grandmother also did not become Sela did not want to make her mother live alone pity. If his father still works at his grandmother and grandfather Daniel is still at home he said and there are many friends as well.
At first his father worked with Lucas but he returned to his parents. Maybe at that time his father wanted a new suana, yes maybe that too.
Adiba looked at his son intently, he was so happy that his life could change like this. If she had not changed, maybe Sela would not be in his arms, Sela would never know him until anytime.
They will be foreign, but fortunately Adiba at that time regretted his actions and also with the help of Kat which was so meaningful, Adiba will never forget the help of Kat. Although she always made Kat wretched, but she never hated herself. It's lucky that Adiba has a friend like Kat.