Psychopath 2's
Chapter 42 I'd better go
"Do you want to come here, you want to hurt Ket again. I don't think of you as a child any better you get out of my house and get out of the way"
"Dad I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'll apologize to Kat "
"No, you don't have to apologize to Kat, all the decisions are in my hands you leave the house and never show me your face again"
"Dad I'm sorry "
"Dad Kata conscious "
Kat's father immediately entered, her mother and Dimas entered the room as well.
"Dear you woke up "
Kat looked at whoever came. When I saw Dimas it was a mix of anger and fear.
"Why did you come in" cried my father angrily.
I immediately said "It's okay Dad let her in, don't take Dimas out of here I'd better get out of the house"
"What are you saying, you're my son why you suddenly want to leave the house. No one can leave the house but he Dimas who has to leave the house. You've gone too far without any evidence that you've treated Kat like this, so you'd better stop by and stay at my friend's house "
"Don't let Dimas stay at his house, I realized that it wasn't my house or not mine. I better just fuck it up. You don't have to worry that I'll do anything. I'll be fine everything's gonna be fine. Maybe if I parted from all of you mentally I would be better off and my physique would not be tormented either. I was tired and tired of how I felt in that house"
"No, don't go anywhere Daddy won't let you go anywhere "
"But I'm not strong Dad, let me be independent. You can come visit me to my house later. I don't want to live there. I want to live happily"
"Indeed, during your life with Dad you weren't happy, why do you say that I always had enough of what you wanted"
"Yes I know you always have enough of what you want, but you don't know how I live in that house. I want to be happier again I want to be more independent D
and I also want to know how to live alone, banging my own bones. You don't have to worry about my school fees, I'll make my own money"
"No, it's not gonna happen. I won't let you go anywhere you have to stay home."
"I beg Dad "
I was crying, I really wanted to get out of that house. I'm not strong enough to live there. I want to go all the way. I don't want to be in close contact with them anymore.
I'm tired, I can't stand all this. Maybe I could still hold it, but now I can't. When Dimas hurt me physically I couldn't.
"See Dimas even he who wants to go should be you"
Dimas suddenly approached me and held my hand quickly as well I let go of him "I don't want to be held by you"
"I want to apologize to you, Kat, I'm really sorry I was wrong about you. I was just shocked to see eyes in my room and letters too. That's why I'm suddenly accusing you, I'm sorry you didn't go yes you stayed home let me go"
"You can't ask me well. Did it have to be violent first only now you apologize and explain everything. If I speak well I will understand I will answer everything honestly"
"Yes I know, I got carried away really I'm sorry not to leave the house"
"I've forgiven you, but I can't stay with you anymore. You're like a psychopath I don't want to live with a guy like that. I'd rather go than stay with you. Maybe now I don't know if you're sincerely apologizing to me or just pretending to be in front of me. I don't know what you mean, I've known you for a long time Dimas so I've decided to leave the house"
"Dad will never agree "My dad interrupts.
I rubbed my tears "Better get all of you out of my room. I want to be alone, I want to calm myself. Please don't make me more stressed and more crazy to think about all this. I want to be alone and I'll be fine"
They all came out, I was alone again crying, I was traumatized by what Dimas was doing. When talking to Dimas, I actually shook, but I held him back.
I want to be braver with them, I don't want to be trampled on by Dimas and Mom. It's my fault that I should be treated like that.
Is it because of Mama's problem, Father and also Mother. But why should the children be the victims, why should I medi the victims.
Those who have problems, but I'm here to be tortured. I'm tired of being treated unfairly by my mother since childhood.
Dimas also always mocked me, made my mind destroyed and also messed up Kak Chelsea also used to be like that, but he's changed I'm grateful he's been good to me and not like before.
But it feels like to stay in that house, I can't afford it, I never will. If you continue to force me I will not want to continue living there, I may die because physically, mentally, everything is tested at stake.
I didn't tell Dad that Mom tortured me, told me to clean up, cut my pocket money, just to keep them from fighting.
I don't want them to have a big fight and then I'm the one I'm going to blame and I'm going to torture. Maybe he could kill me.
Let Dad not know about the matter, let Daddy stay with Mom I do not want to destroy their household that has been built long ago.
For years they've been married, there's no way I'm going to destroy it with a word that mom always torments me .
I don't want to do that and I don't want to bother them, I'd better go for my own good. I will try to be independent for my life and my future.