
"Toni please don't take Sela. Please don't take him first. I still want to be with him "
Fia tried to buy time so she could give Sela a message. Sela has to follow what she wants. Don't let Sela go with Adiba. It's delicious Adiba's big.
"Why Fia he's my son. I want him to stay overnight so I don't have a job. I'm free to take Sela, no permission from you "
"Better tomorrow you take it, now do not first yes. I want to go for a walk with Sela or you want to go for a walk too "
Toni sorted her forehead in confusion, why suddenly should not be taken usually also she will let Toni to bring your own child. It is wrong that his son is not.
There's nothing wrong with Tony bringing his son. Toni looked into the room but nothing. Toni does not want to go in fear of bad gossip.
"May we talk first. Don't let Sela know, just for a moment I promise you "
"Alright let's talk mumpung Sela again shower right. Oh yes indeed Sela really can shower herself Fia ? "
"Emm, I've taught her to take a bath on her own. He has to learn. All right, well, are you going to tell Sela who her mother is ?"
"Sela had to know who her mother really was. I won't be able to keep it hidden. Sela must know everything she deserves to know and Adiba also has the right to be called a mother by her son Sela he has flesh and blood right. Adiba is the one who gave birth to her "
"But please don't first, I'm asking you please don't tell Sela first. Kasian he's sure he'll be surprised. She knows I'm not Adiba's mother. Think about it all first yeah "
"Why can't she have the right to know Fia's mother, she must know who her real mother is. I've been thinking what I did first might be wrong by not telling Sela who her mother is. I don't want it to be a problem later today. I don't want Sela to suddenly get mad at me for just knowing after all this time, so a little mumpung would be better to tell her and Sela would understand"
Fia shakes her head in disagreement with what Toni said. The point should not be to know about who the real mother is. Sela has only one mother: herself.
"But I take care of it. Why should Sela know her mother, Sela already thinks of me like her mother so it's better she doesn't know. Here everyone is silent, no one tells Sela that Adiba is her mother. Everyone was silent and they thought I was Sela's mother "
"Yes, that's why I asked everyone not to reveal who Sela's mother was. At that time I was very angry with Adiba so I did that. But now that you've seen for years Adiba has changed so much I want Sela to know who her mother is, never forbid me "
"Then with me how, I how fate I am old and I can not marry and have children. Sela is my only hope"
Toni held onto Fia's shoulder tightly "You're calm Sela won't forget you, she'll definitely keep remembering you. Sela just needs to know who her real mother is. He will still call Mom to you nothing is different and nothing changes, you can be calm and do not have to be afraid like this"
Fia let go of it violently "Still there's a change everything won't be the same anymore. Sela will be closer to her mother not to me. I'll definitely forget she'll forget me forever "
"Please don't be selfish this is my decision, my decision can never be changed. Sela is my son and you are the only one who nurtures Sela. I thank you for loving my son with all my heart and taking care of him. But please don't bother me about what I want to plan, you're a nobody just the one who was entrusted by me to take care of Sela. Understand I don't want to fight like this. If anyone heard it, he would be very embarrassed "
Fia cried hearing all of that. Fia is confused about having to do much more and has to talk how else with Toni. Why come, Miss Katherine, if she hadn't come, maybe things wouldn't have happened. Maybe Sela will still be her child and will never know who her mother is.
"Dad I'm ready. Am I right Dad's wearing his clothes "
"It's a pity, the father's son is very smart "Toni holding his son Sela's hand. Fia cannot prevent Sela from leaving. Fia knew that she had no right to do that, so we'll see if Sela will still call her mom or not. Fia is so devastated that Sela does not call her mother and does not consider her mother anymore.
If you know it will be like this, Fia better take a vacation home first and bring Sela. Maybe none of this will ever happen. Toni won't change her mind and Sela won't meet Katherine's mistress.
"Dad why mom cries and why also Dad does not bring mom to stay at the father's place, but if with mom it will be more exciting dad. We'll sleep three "
"The mother wasn't crying, she was just flickering. Can't take Mom I told you this was our conversation. So I'm not going to let mom rest. I'm already working, I'm tired of coming with us "
"All right dad"
Fortunately, Sela no longer talks and asks about Fia. Toni is calm when she asks again, especially what Toni has to say.
Toni opened the door of her room and put her child in, then locked her again inside already a lot of snacks. Toni deliberately bought it every day to buy it but this is even more.
Sela happily picked up the foods and chose one to eat.
"So what we want to talk about dad, is it so important dad. Or is it a secret "
"How come I want to talk about something, Mother Fia it's not your mother she's just a foster mother" Toni just spoke like that. Because I don't know how to explain it.
"Unfortunately my mother and foster mother make a difference what father. I offend you please explain dad "
"If the foster mother is the one who takes care of you, while your mother is your birth mother is the one who gave birth to you so different "
Sela was still confused by what her father said. "So how dad, I still touched once "
"So your mother is Aunt Adiba, the person you have always feared who you said you were afraid to meet Aunt Adiba. She's your birth mother "
"Then why Aunt Adiba doesn't take care of me doesn't love me like Mother Fia why Dad. Then why is Aunt Adiba also like not to think of me she is also indifferent and not say that she is my mother. Why would Adiba's aunt just be quiet when she meets me "
Tuh will be a question for his son, still a child his son has questioned why Adiba was just silent when this is his own will Toni.
Toni has banned Adiba from even threatening him not to go near his son. It is true that he was wrong to have done this just because he wanted revenge on Adiba.
"So this is Sela I'll tell you, if your mother is Aunt Adiba if Fia's mother is not your mother she is only foster mother, so from now on can be Sela to be close to Aunt Adiba and call him by the name of mama"
"Then with Fia's mother how's dad "
Sela was already crying, I don't know what Sela felt. Tony doesn't know either. Is it true that these words Toni said were there any mistakes. Toni was also confused about having to explain how but this was what came out of her mouth.
"Mother Fia will still be your mother, but you should also know that Aunt Adiba is your mother and Airin's grandmother is your biological grandmother. I want you to meet them"
Sela was still silent, she was still crying even her food was already lying down. Sela slowly nodded her head "But for a moment father, why do you always say that Aunt Adiba is evil why fierce and so on why father, I became afraid of Adiba's aunt, I became afraid, I was so scared even though he didn't do anything to me Dad "
"Then if you speak like that again you don't have to believe and follow. Not necessarily what your mother said was true. Maybe your mom is just afraid that you're wrong about Sela"
"But she was the one who gave birth to me just like I was talking about. Then why is Aunt Adiba not taking care of me dad why "back Sela questions that.
"Sometimes you'll know why Aunt Adiba doesn't take care of you. I can't talk about it now that it's important you already know that Aunt Adiba is your mother yes, the mother who gave birth to you "
"But father_"
"You meet now or you'll, baby, I'll take you. If you don't want me, I won't force you "
"Now that I want to see him, I want to see him Dad "
Toni immediately held her child and walked towards the house at the corner and quite the largest. Toni knocked on the door slowly the door was immediately opened by Adiba. Even Adiba was shocked when he saw Sela and also Toni in front of him. Adiba still silently looked at his son even Adiba's eyes were already glazed.
"Are we allowed in, um there's something I want to talk about I won't be around for long "
Adiba instantly realized, he opened the door wide "Of course I can why I don't allow you to enter, let's go in here "
Airin who saw Toni and her grandson immediately approached and did not expect that Airin could see his granddaughter this alms. Even though they were one neighborhood, Airin had to see his grandson from afar because of a pact they had made at that time.
"Let's go in and not outside. Why not bring in from earlier, let's go in Grandma's house"
They all went into the house, even Airin was very busy making juice, bringing snacks, fruits and giving it to Sela "This is eating yes grandma has brought a lot of food for you, she said, hopefully, Sela likes it with the food that Grandma brought this "
"Thank you grandma"
"Same as Sela"
"I've spoken to Sela, she already knows that Adiba's mother I won't cover her up again "Toni just go straight to the point and don't beat around talking to these two women.
Adiba who heard it was so happy and happy even tears of happiness fell. Adiba immediately hugged Sela tightly "I'm sorry Sela's mother forgive Mom, I'm very sorry with what mom did, please forgive dear mother, please, I'll make up for all your mistakes please forgive Sela. I'm really sorry"
Sela cried, heard Adiba cry like that and apologized to him. It is a child if someone who cries likes to cry.
Adiba lets go of his embrace and rubs Sela's tears "Mother will change, mother will always love you forgive Mom. I'm so sorry for what I ever did. I'll never do that again Sela. Please forgive Mom, mom, I love you so much Sela "
"Then why Auntie didn't want to take care of me. Why must Mother Fia be there beside me and take care of me auntie "
"Yes Mother was wrong Mother was wrong, I apologize for what you ever did. Please forgive Sela's mother "
Sela innocently nodded her head, Adiba hugged her son tightly "If for example Sela could not call mother with the name Mother no problem, as long as Sela knows that this mother is Sela's biological mother yes. I won't force, I'll wait until Sela is ready "
Sela just hugged Adiba very tightly, everyone no one knows how Sela feels. Sela just kept quiet and followed what her father said.
Adiba again let go of his embrace and held his son and saw Toni "Thank you for being kind enough to say this to Sela. I'm really grateful and I'm sorry for what I did first. I was wrong I was a bad mother I really should never have been forgiven, but you kindly brought Sela here. Thanks again Tony "
"I just don't want any misunderstandings later in the day, I don't want any problems later eating it better told now when Sela was a kid. Maybe now he doesn't know anything but at least he knows who his mother is. For the past problems Sela will know when she grows up, the most important thing now is that Sela knows who her real mother is, who gave birth to it I cannot possibly continue to be a selfish man by covering up all this. I don't want it later when Sela grows up to hate me for not telling her who her real mother really is"
Adiba nodded his head quickly. Adiba kissed his son's cheeks with anxiety it was the happiest day for him. Can be recognized by her own child and also her ex-husband can roomily give her child, meaning to bring her to this house.
"May Sela stay here Toni. I won't do anything I promise you. If until I do that or make Sela cry you can take it and never bring her closer to me again, as we promised at the beginning "
"Of course I brought him here for that, close to you and Sela. I'll give you two time to get to know each other. Hopefully, Sela can quickly call you mother and she can accept your existence in her life"
"Thank you Toni "
Sela looked at her father then Toni rubbed her cheeks gently "Sela here yes with mom, dad is in the room as usual nothing will happen. Sela just talk to mama whatever she wants Sela to ask can be directly asked to mama yes. Never be afraid of good mother, Sela saw firsthand how mamah now is not like the mind of Sela at that time "Toni tried to give understanding to his son. Surely his son will understand and want to be with Adiba.
"Okay dad, I understand dad "
Sela obediently followed what her father said. Toni said goodbye because he did not want to stay here for long is not why-not afraid there is a bad talk. Moreover, they are ex-husband and wife.
Airin who saw her granddaughter so smart to hold her granddaughter and stare at her face fixedly "You are so similar to your mother, your faces are so similar. Grandma can't even tell you apart from your mother when you were little, look at her picture. Grandma took a lot of pictures of your mother as a child "
"Sure grandma, I want to see "
Airin took down her grandson and took Adiba's photo album. Then Airin sat down and showed her to her grandson "Just what your grandmother said is similar to your mother, your face is indistinguishable. You look so much like me and grandma was so happy to see it"
Sela rubbed the photo and looked at Adiba then rearranged the photo while smiling "It's very similar to mean I'm aunty son Adiba yes, we have the same face as a child "
"Yes, you are a child and a mother, so your faces are very similar"
Sela's still smiling"You want to make milk, or maybe Sela wants something "
Sela just nodded her head, Adiba went straight to the kitchen and made milk and also brought other snacks. Anyway, today Adiba and his mother Airin are so happy to bring out everything in his closet. Snacks are all issued indeed they always buy it timidly later suddenly Sela came here and wanted to eat something and right now it has materialized if Sela came here.
As long as they were in front of them, their expectations had not been in vain. Finally the long wait came and Sela came to this house and knew who she was and her mother.
Adiba came back again while carrying milk and gave it to Sela "Emm Sela want to sleep with mother, otherwise it doesn't matter mother will not force Sela "
Sela was silent for quite a while, she seemed to think of something. "Emm, well aunt I want to sleep with aunt, I if sleep alone can not. I'll keep waking up if I sleep alone "
"It's good that mom is happy, later we sleep together yes "
Sela just nodded her head and looked at the photo again. Sela was so lovable to see the album, one by one opened and surely if Sela did not know who directly asked Airin her grandmother.
While outside without them knowing there was someone who was peeping, the person cried to see the familiarity of Sela and with the 2 women. Why should it be so soon, why no rejection from Sela.
It's right that he should have been holding Sela back from going anywhere it wouldn't be like this. Sela will definitely come with her father and return the pad again.
"Why can you get close like that, whether Adiba gives something to Sela, I do not believe in what I see. I really can't take it with all this "snarled Fia who peeked.
Back Fia looked towards the house, fortunately the curtains had not been closed so it was easier to see all this. See how Sela's expression. Later if for example there is something that happened to Sela, Fia can talk to Toni right so as not to be brought closer to Adiba.
"I still don't know why so soon. Though I used to be very long for his identifier to be close to him but with Adiba why it was close, just a few hours"
Suddenly someone patted his shoulder "Fia what are you doing, why are you here peeking like you're going to steal it. What are you doing nights like this are not good peeping like this "
"Shut don't be hard, diem don't bother me. This is none of your business "
Fia pulled the man and took him away from Adiba's house as well as his mother "You don't surprise me like that, you will foil all my plans "
"Yes, what do you do anymore so that it should be like that, not good ah like that in front of people's houses"
"I saw Sela again. Toni take Sela to Adiba's house. Though I told you not to take him but kekeh Toni brought him, I was upset by Toni's arbitrary behavior "
"Yes, Sela is Toni's son and Adiba's son. Then what's wrong if Sela again brought it to Adiba's house. Good dong they so know each other anyway you also just to ngasuh him aja. Moreover, you are also in the same salary Mr. Liam good salary you are doubled "
Fia shook her head quickly "Stay with me even though my salary is very deep on Sela, I am not willing to see Sela with others even though it is with her birth mother, I really can't be like this "
"From now on try to let go of Sela, Sela may not forget you, pity Adiba also wants to know his son wants to be called mother as well as you "
"Setep aja I can not accept it all, it feels very hard if you want to know "
"Later also if you will also get used to it and release it, you will also let it go and let Sela be happy with Adiba "
Fia just kept quiet, then after that she immediately left her friend. Fia did not accept the words of her friend. Better to leave than listen to his talk.