
After going out with her in-laws to buy a lot of food, Kat can't finish it. Kat looked at her sleeping son beside her, Kat could not fall asleep at all.
She misses her husband, just gone from her husband a day already misses like this. What if Kat ran away could miss her husband very much. Why try her husband there is no initiative to come here and apologize.
Kat laid her body and looked at her son who was so similar to her husband "Why the hell you didn't come here, make sure I apologize to him, for example, you persuade me, but instead you get me. Send a message as well just like that "
Kat looks up at the ceiling and remembers the times when she and her husband hugged each other on the bed and joked about the many things they did, a few weeks ago, her husband was very busy and cold.
There was not even time for her and her son even reneged on his promise. Anyway, her husband was completely indifferent to his family. Even to see her son her husband was so rare. His son could not be far from his father.
Kat does not like if her promise is broken, at least call Kat first or reply to the message but her husband was silent not to reply, not even apologizing if he had reneged on his promise is very annoying right. I don't know what her husband wants.
Kat gets up and out of the room, Kat sits in the garden alone her mind is full of her husband. Kat hugged her own body that was getting cold, but Kat did not want to go into the house. I still want to enjoy this cold night.
Who knew her husband had suddenly come and hugged her tightly. Expectations are so great, but it seems like everything will be in vain because there is no sound of a car entering also into the yard.
"Your train is really not there, but in fact still alive yes you pretended to be dead at that time. To the extent that everyone is fooled by what you're doing believing you're dead, even to the point that there's a corpse buried a game that's good enough to fool the enemy"
Kat looked at the origin of the voice turned out to be Adiba, Adiba sat next to Kat and their views were both forward, not looking at each other. Kat doesn't care if there's Adiba here. He also lives in this neighborhood.
"As you can see I'm still alive, I'm still around and can give birth to a descendant for Lucas "
"Hemm, yes I saw that you were alive and came here again but not with your husband if there was a problem, to the point of having to come to your father-in-law's house. Both with your children isn't that a strange thing "
"In a household there is no such thing as no problem, there will certainly be problems but will not come every day "
"Yes, it's true that's the way a household is, so I don't want to be married. I'm better off on my own. The feeling is more comfortable like this even though the heart is sometimes tormented "
"Everybody has a different choice. Maybe you don't want to but the others want to go home and there's a male figure next to him"
"I also want a man next to me. But nothing is suitable for me yet, I already have a husband but I do not love him for what I keep him. I don't want to force something that shouldn't be in my life. My thinking is a little strange "
"Love can come at any time, if you really want to try to love the man and be sincere about your marriage, you will love him someday. Finding a good and sincere man is very difficult, if you get it again will be different will not be the same"
"That's what I'm feeling right now "
Kat looked at Adiba but Adiba's gaze was still forward "I regret that I have let go of a man who was really patient in facing my attitude like this. Even I abandoned my own child for my very unreasonable ambition, I thought that if I was young, I should spend my youth playing around being a brat and doing promiscuity. But all that was wrong, I just fell and ruined my life "
"Everything is wrong, it turns out my friends are just using me they are just playing me. No one has ever been sincerely friends with me, they just want to ruin my life. Even when I wanted to go back to this man who was patient with my attitude he couldn't, he didn't want me to even look at my own son he wouldn't give it to me. Because my words were too pungent for him at that time, eating him he punished me like this "
"Maybe he'll slowly understand and be able to let you see your son, however he's your flesh and blood. He was born by you, one day your son will want to know which mother he is. Inevitably your ex-husband will tell her and you will be able to meet again, but to be with your ex-husband might be a little difficult. Because he was once let down by you"
Now that Adiba is staring at Katherine, they are now looking at each other "So I ask you Kat if there's a problem better to talk about alright, so don't let what I've done repeat itself to you, being a widow at such a young age is not easy for many people to ridicule me, who do not like me especially on campus they consider me very low. And I didn't flirt with their boyfriends or snatch their girlfriends. But their attitude towards me is so"
"Yes, I definitely won't decide to part with Lucas. There's no way I'm thinking there. I just wanted to calm my mind to come here. After my mind calms down I will also go home and meet my husband again. I just wanted to calm myself down"
"It's good to see Lucas is very loyal to you and will never be able to turn to any other woman. Such men are very difficult to find even rare, want to be sought wherever difficult men who can only be loyal to one woman. Maybe at the beginning of the marriage they will be faithful but 5 or 10 years later they could have cheated on you, but I'm sure it looks like Lucas will never cheat on you or betray you"
"I know how he chased you and wanted to get you. He even sacrificed everything, until someone like him even he ignored to get you a "
Kat feels guilty to her husband, it seems like what Adiba says is true her husband is unlikely to cheat. Kat should have asked what office work made her have to be overtime.
Whether Kat can help her, should ask that instead of leaving her husband or at least Kat asks why she came home last night and why she didn't pick up her phone. Kat should have asked that before she suddenly left like this.
"It's not too late Kat. Even though I don't know what your problem is but I want you to not be as lucky as I am. Regret always comes last Kat can't be the beginning then there will be no mistake right"
"Sometimes life is confusing, people sometimes want something more like I've been given a good husband, even Toni does not think to cheat when looking at my attitude like that, he was still beside me but I wasted everything just because of my pride"
"Yes you're right, regrets always come to an end"
Now Kat is daydreaming whether to call her husband now but whether her husband will pick her up on whether her husband will respond.
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While Lucas himself he could not sleep, he kept flipping and hugging his wife's pillow, checking the wall clock always took his wife's clothes to cuddle but still could not sleep.
This is not enough, Lucas needs his wife, needs a real not only the smell but also the form. Why try it like this. Lucas wanted to apologize this morning, but his wife went to his mother's house.
"I really can't live without Kat. Why are you leaving, baby. Though I resolve this issue for our lives so that we are not disturbed by the woman, I want our lives to be quiet without the slightest threat but you do not understand what my purpose dear "
Lucas immediately rose up as if he could not get far from his wife to be overtaken now. Want to give time to his wife also can not himself be angry at others vent everything to others.
Lucas ran to his car, he actually went to his parents' house at night. It's not strong to have to wait for tomorrow morning. Hopefully Lucas is okay on the road and always launched in his path.
"I'm so sorry, baby, I'm so sorry. I'll apologize to you if you don't forgive me I even dared to bow down to you. I can't if I have to linger like this without you, I'd go crazy if it kept going "
Lucas even runs his car above average, speeding no matter the red light with the other car. Lucas doesn't care about the maki he's receiving, the most important thing now is his wife.
You can meet his wife first. Fearing his wife even went from beside him, no it should not happen Lucas did not want it to happen until it happened, his wife should be beside him his wife should not go anywhere..
His wife always managed to trick him and he could go anywhere. His wife is very good at hiding. Maybe Lucas could find him now that I don't know. His wife was afraid to learn new hiding techniques.
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Kat who was in her room again, now Kat night crying remember her husband. I don't know why it's so weird like this. It turns out Kat can't stay away from her husband for long. Kat has been dependent on her husband.
Kat took her husband's clothes and hugged him. Sometimes I kiss those clothes. But still his longing was not treated. Moreover, every night Kat is always hugged by her husband but now where there is none.
Daniel also suddenly wakes up and cries, Kat gives him milk but his son refuses "Father father" his son instead calls his father's name. Kat is getting tangent just have to how now.
"Yes, we will meet Dad, we will be home early in the morning, we will go home and we will meet Dad. Mama promised tomorrow morning we'll go home and you can see me again. Calm down, baby calm down"
His son was not silent even more crying, suddenly the door was knocked. Kat wiped her tears lest she look crying.
It turns out that her mother-in-law came "What's wrong with Daniel is he sick Kat, why he cried earlier he's okay.
"Yes Mih she wants to see her father "
Zeline went straight into the room and held her granddaughter, she was still crying out her father's name. Zeline was also a fan of seeing her granddaughter like this.
"Yes yes father, later I will come here for sure father come here now Daniel sleep first yes sleep first do not cry. Sleep with mom first"
Zeline patted his grandson's butt and swung him, not long after that Daniel was silent and his eyes began to glare again and fell asleep again. Zeline is so grateful.
After being sure Daniel slept soundly Zeline immediately laid him down again, then looked at Kat who was sitting on the bedside "You better call your husband. Don't hold on to all this too long Mami doesn't know what your problem is but Mami wants you to solve it well yeah, pity Daniel he's a kid and needs his father Kat "
"Yes Mih Kat will come home in the morning, Kat will talk about this all the same Lucas well "
"Call your husband and tell him to bring you here, don't go home alone. Mami is worried that Mami is afraid something will happen to you two, call your husband tell you to come here, don't go home together"
"Yes later Kat phone, but it's not now mih, like Lucas was also sleeping he must be tired of cooperation. I don't want to bother him first, he needs enough rest later in the morning if I call for him to pick me up"
"Well, you better sleep now. Don't think too much about this. It's not that Mami doesn't want to interfere but Mami believes that you two can solve this problem both. Mami will always support the decision of both of you yes, whatever it is "
"Yes, thank you mi"
"Hey, love you both"
Zeline comes out of Kat's room and Daniel's grandson. Kat again laid her body and hugged her son "Don't fuss anymore, baby tomorrow morning we go home, tomorrow morning we meet with mom's father also like can't be far from your father. We go home yes you can hug your father as much as later "
Kat pulled her blanket and closed both her eyes, trying to sleep after her son who must have been dreaming beautifully, but again her eyes were open and could not sleep.
"Do I have to call Lucas right now, but I told my mom I was afraid to disturb Lucas but now I want to call her. Phone or not"
Kat picks up her phone and will call her husband but is undone by Kat "No no no I don't want to disturb her sleep, surely she is fast asleep at this hour. Surely he was having fun because I wasn't home, nobody called him no one was mad at him. No one's fussy about him, too, he's very happy "
Kat keeps her phone back, but she's not sleeping just staring at her sleeping son there's no drowsiness in her eyes. His eyes just want to keep open.
"Am I like a child to the point that because of a small problem I go, how about facing a big problem maybe I will run away from the problem. I should have dealt with it from the beginning not to run away like this until Mami had to know, even though Mami did not ask what the problem was "
"But still it's a shame, I shouldn't have gone home to Mami. I should just stay home and talk to Lucas all over, talk about this, don't go away like this, you Kat "
Kat ruffled her hair, feeling very frustrated with all this with this problem. Kat feels being a stupid woman follows her ego too much, without thinking about her child whether she wants to be taken.
Whether to cry or not if away from his father, already know Daniel is very difficult to get away from his father, but Kat dare to go like this, like this, but if it does not go like this, Lucas will certainly continue to silence it will continue to be indifferent and will even repeat again.
I don't know now Kat's mind is divided into two branches, one blames her for being selfish and childish, one says that what Kat is doing is really dizzy ah with this thought.
It is better to just play mobile phone, Kat scrolls videos with her husband and also her son, see photos of them basically all related to her husband and child.
"I wish there wasn't a third Lucas because I would never be able to hear or see you with a woman other than your own family. I'm not a woman who accepts infidelity and is silent and indifferent, hopefully what I've thought never happened and you're not doing"