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chapter 1's

The story that I will tell may be contrary to your expectations.Again, you will probably believe that, if someone had the chance to be sent back to the age of ten with their memories until the age of twenty, you would probably believe that, if someone had the chance to be sent back to the age of ten, they will make good use of their knowledge and can change all sorts of things. Everyone has that regret, they must have thoughts like ...

"If only I had done it this way." There are people who want to learn more, but there are also those who want to play more.There are people who want to be more honest about who they are, there are people who wish they listened more to others.There are people who wish they could approach someone sooner, there are also people who hope to never relate to someone.There are people who want to make decisions with more care, there are people who expect to take greater risks.

When I was a kid, I once talked to a homeless man under a bridge for about an hour.He was a cheerful man who liked to laugh out loud. As if, that person never regretted anything in his life, but there was one thing he could not finish anymore. "In the last fifty years"

said the man,

"the only mistake I ever made was being born into this world."

Even being born into the world can be a regret.

Alright. All I want to say here is, a life filled with regrets. I'm sure you can empathize with that yourself. And if he could repeat his life once more, he would undoubtedly self-introspect, learn, and use experience to do a better second step. Because they know that regret lies ahead of them.But when it comes to my experience, well, quite the opposite. Come to think of it, I did something really stupid. Really stupid.

Let's just say we have a guy who doesn't have the slightest bit of regret in his life.But now, that guy is so happy, or is it because he's stupid?

He could have lived a life so perfect that there was nothing to regret, or he could have drained his brain to think of something, but I was the one before. I am a happy person. I am very happy with what I call life. It's true, I don't have any problems at all. I had the best boyfriend I could ask for, a good friend, the perfect family, and a decent college. I guess, there's nothing lacking in my life.I mean, I'm really happy even though I sleep only six hours a day, which makes me feel dizzy every once in a while.Because, I always wake up if there are good things, I always wanted to stay awake a little longer. Sleep is just a distraction for me.And for me, who really enjoys life, the opportunity to repeat life is just a troublesome thing.

It's unfortunate, though, I thought – I think this opportunity should be given to people whose lives are more bleak.Seems like there are many people who do not mind living at the age of ten to twenty years once again.This opportunity always seems to fall on peoplepeople who don't want it. Turn on the TV, and you will instantly know those who agree with the phrase: "God does not give with both hands," but that's one big lie.Maybe I'm just asking for punishment here, but God has no sense of "equality."After all, seeing one of God's cruel jokes with my own eyes made me think of all those things. In essence, I was satisfied with my first life, and I had no interest in doing it a second time... So I thought: ”Hey, maybe I should repeat everything once more without changing in the slightest.” That's what I was thinking. I guess, several times I also like nosy, so God changed the nosy to me.Fix the mistake, and forget the opportunity in my first life? Well, I'd rather do it one more time with no difference.

I had decided to make that ten-year rewind meaningless.In my mind, I knew all the accidents, disasters, chaos, and all sorts of changes that were about to happen, he said, but I kept my mouth shut.Once I started talking about it, I wouldn't know when to stop.Again, there are already a lot of crazy people out there who claim they are from the future, and know what's going to happen, so there's no way anyone would want to believe me. I'd live the rest of my life in a mental institution if I did that.Of course, choosing not to save the person who can still be saved is not a commendable thing.But to be honest, to be honest, there are no people out there worthy enough to save me, and I don't want to sacrifice my own happiness for others.

Yes, some people are willing to make such sacrifices. But they only do it because of the satisfaction they get after successfully helping others from misfortune. So, it's no different than putting your own happiness first.

The important part is what brings you the greatest happiness. And for me, happiness is "nothing changes."So, I'm really going to live the same life that I used to. That's all I want from my second life.I bet a time traveler really wants a second chance of life like I have today. I think I should be congratulated.