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chapter 2's

My second trial of life began right on my birthday when I was ten. The one who gave me the hint was a paper bag containing a Super Nintendo beside my bed.My ten-year-old brother wanted that thing very much."The Super Nintendo."Hearing it now, it was a very stupid name. But at that time, it was the best toy.When I first saw it at a friend's house, I was surprised, then I said something like, "Is this interesting thing really real?"I was so glued to the TV screen, I didn't even touch the candy they were carrying.Games were quite expensive back then.

Now, up to this point, maybe you really want to know why this is all happening. How was I suddenly sent back when I was 20? And what about the time paradox? And all that kind of science fiction crap, to be honest, I don't have the least interest in that sort of thing. Look, you can come up with all those theories, but I don't have the tools to prove or disprove them.Logically, what happened to me is, well. It feels like two plus two equals five. I think it's like you can't control your own body.One possibility is, I've gone crazy… my ten-year-old self suddenly started hallucinating so much that she gained wisdom from her twenty-year-old self. As if, my 20-year-old self was sent back to the past, but to be honest, I was very sane. I mean, what's the point of wondering if you've gone crazy? People who are completely crazy never realize that they are crazy.The only thing that needs my attention is "what to do next," and nothing else. Can I live a happy life from a situation like this? That's all I need to consider.

I wiped the water vapor from the window with the pajama arm.The situation was still dim outside, but the view of the city was covered in a stretch of snow that seemed as if it would not melt. When viewed from the state of the sky, the weather should still be cold, but my young body feels warm.The bodies of children are indeed very great.Now it is still early morning, so there is no one outside, nor is there a sound.

What was moving around out there was only snow drifting down with a fixed rhythm. The atmosphere was so calm, that the sound of breathing and rustling of my clothes sounded louder.As I rummaged through my bag, I woke up my little sister who was sleeping on the bottom bed, and I heard him crawl out from under the covers.I grabbed the bed frame and peeked at my seven-year-old sister.Drowsy, he turned to the teddy bear doll beside the bed and shouted "Yaaay!", More!", with a little late.Long hair like lacquered silk, round mouth, large eyes with a touch of bright color.Oh yes, it is like this is the appearance of my sister, I thought with nostalgia. He always walked a few meters behind me, saying "Sister!", Brother!" These were the times when she looked so sweet.Of course, she was still a great little sister ten years later, that had not changed. But the thing is, as she gets older, she no longer needs to rely on me. That's what's best for him, but you'd think: ”Isn't he too reliable?” I got out of bed onto the carpet and sat on my sister's bed.As I sat down, she was so fascinated with her teddy bear, I said to her "Hey."

"Your brother is back from ten years in the future."

I liked that response enough, and then I replied.

"It's good to be back"

my sister was still my sister, she looked down, smiled without a word, then I rubbed her teddy bear head too.I did not do something like this at the age of ten years ago, so maybe only this time I did it. I wonder how I should respond to it.I want to open my heart to someone about the brilliant plan I had planned. I feel itchy when I have strange ideas, and I want to tell others immediately. That's why I want to convey the fact that I'm repeating my life once again. And it seems like my sister is the right person for me to share this story.She is still a child and does not understand what I am saying to her, she will soon forget everything.I told my sister, I told her, the one sitting in front of me with the teddy bear on his lap.

"I know what mistakes I'm going to make, and I know what I have to do to fix them. To be honest, from now on I can be a genius child, or a super rich person. I can even be a prophet or a Messiah... But you know, I don't want to change anything.It doesn't matter that I'm just living the same life as before. "