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chapter 4's

In autumn, in my second year of Junior High, the night before the cultural festival, when the class finished all the preparation of their presentation, the,I remember that this day was very important in my life.We were allowed to stay in school until 9pm special that day, we were allowed to stay in school until 9pm, so all the students immediately finished their work early so we could have fun.Perhaps a few minutes after 6pm. When I broke through to the outer porch, I saw my classmates making property and training in class.Suddenly, there was no wind or rain, my heart was filled with happy feelings.As I thought about the cause, I felt the, I realized that it was because of a girl who would not be replaced in my heart.I remember that this was her day. It seems like today is when I started falling in love.

As usual, I don't know who the girl of choice is, but I'm so excited because I've felt love for someone who's going to be my lover, I stayed in class until last night probably to find a chance to meet him.At exactly nine o'clock, when I couldn't bear to wait any longer, my classmates spoke up.

"Hey, can someone take this to the gym?"

I intuitively accepted it right then and there, and then I took some of the properties with me. Among the properties was a red Santa hat.I was really willing to bring it myself, but from the corner of the room came a voice: "Wait, I'll help you!"

I looked towards the owner of the voice. That person was Sumi who was running towards me.

"As I thought," I thought.

Sleepy eyes, long eyelashes, and always thinking. As I said, I was always looking for a girl with those characteristics, and I found a few people, but Sumi was the one that suited my type the most, I've even marked her as the one who will be my future girlfriend. And I realized that my guess was right.With the future boyfriend in front of me, I almost danced in the hallway when I joked with Sumi.

"Hey, if we go back to class now, we definitely have to work more. So let's take a break. "

Of course I agreed.We finally went home together that night.We both looked sad when we separated, so we talked for about an hour more on the park bench.This is where the best part of my life began, I thought. I was dizzy because I was so happy.

I'll repeat everything just like in my first life. That's what I thought.Except, well .. what happened in the spring, in the third year of my Junior High.As in my first life, after school, when we were the only ones left behind in class, as in my first year, I shot Sumi.I was ready to feel happy, and to make her happy, and for all that.But she just looked worried and said "Umm ..", as if trying to smile. A few days later, he finally rejected me.But maybe the problem is that I was too confident.My confession, in my first life, was arguably too hasty and too tense.Perhaps that tension is what makes him so full, then he accepted me by force. Under normal circumstances, I would have been rejected.The second, I acted more like: "Hey, you've been waiting for me for a long time, right? Then I'll just shoot now." It was no wonder that it made him feel disappointed.Of course, I could think of a number of other causes. But the point is, I failed to make her my girlfriend. That's what matters most.

After that, oh, it was terrible.I would never have imagined how much influence the girlfriend had on my first life. Having lost my "goddess of happiness" for a second life, I was as powerless as a plastic bag tossed about in a storm, sumi must have had a reason to lie to me.I really believe that one day, she came to tell me: "I'm sorry for lying. There was something that made me unable to accept your feelings that day, but actually, I love you. " But fifty days have passed since I shot him, and not even I can trust him anymore. It was too late for him to retract his words.It seems that no matter how hard I tried, creating the same past was not a possible thing.Why? If I had known this would happen, I should have become a Saint by now. Five years have passed since I swam against the current, and my mental and physical age has changed a lot.Life without Sumi is so difficult to live, that I am no longer concerned to hear the lessons from then on, so my academic grades dropped. Never underestimate the effects of someone valuable in your life.

You might think it's ridiculous if someone with the intelligence of a 20-year-old man has trouble doing his final high school exam. But, hey, you try to empty your head, and you're stuck back in SD for a few years. I thought you'd understand what I meant. The brain is flexible, so any information that we deem unnecessary will inevitably be mercilessly thrown out.