
Chapter 2
Opting to Go
"What's this about? Please calm everything. We'll talk about it."
"Sir Rt..." Mas Heru hanging.
Apparently the man who almost entered middle age was a local RT.
Inevitably I was forced to remove my grip on the mistress' hair.
My breath was still wheezing with tightness holding back the emotions that were still enveloping myself.
I was detained not to continue my actions by Mr. RT and some local residents. My husband and his mistress were asked to get dressed first to discuss the matter.
"So this is sir, Mom... What is this?" Ask Mr. Rt after making sure the condition is calm and safe under control.
"He came out of nowhere directly attacking us sir." The female circus pointed at me with a grumpy look.
"Do you know that going to someone else's house and committing a violent act can be criminalized?" Ask Mr. Rt to me.
"It's not someone else's house, sir, but it's my husband's house!" I'm firm.
"What, husband? Isn't Miss Vienna Mr Heru's wife?"
The whispering of one of the witnessing mothers sounded in my ear.
"Udah jeng, check it out first. I think it's gonna be this exciting. Let's see who's the actor here."
Another mother commented who seemed to like other people's business.
Neighborly whispers began to be heard from one to the other. Until finally the person called Mr. RT spoke again.
"So this mother is Mr Heru's wife too?"
"Also? I am his wife in the eyes of law and religion. I don't know if he!"
I pointed at the woman with my chin and turned my eyes away not wanting to see them sitting close together, clutching fingers as if they were victims.
"Sir, can you please explain? If in this house there has been adultery then I will act decisively in response to this matter." Said Mr. Rt.
"True, this Beautiful Mother is my legal wife. And Vienna is my series wife." Mas Heru.
"Wuuu.this is the actor!"
"Yes, his style is arrogant not playful. Apparently just an actor."
"Wuuu....!!"
"Relax mothers, please calm down...!" Said Mr. Rt trying to dampen the situation to calm down again.
"Mas, I don't want us to separate. I love you so much, Mom..." The whine of a woman named Vienna.
"Wuu...! Not shameless!"
"I think women are classy, not to mention women who are crumbs!"
Back the voices of the mothers cheered the mistress Mas Heru. In this heart there is comfort in the mothers. They seemed to understand what I was feeling even though they did not feel it directly.
Shameless indeed, the woman named Vienna was crying in my husband's arms. Mas Heru was the same, not knowing his shame he kissed the head of Vienna signifying himself so fond of the woman.
It was disgusting to see the romance they were performing in this crowd. And of course this heartache can not be described with words. Even this body had been trembling violently since. Emotions and heartache were somehow more domineering.
It never occurred to me that I would be needed like this by Mas Heru. I don't want honey. Especially sleeping with a husband.
Not wanting to witness the scene that continued to torment the heart, I decided I wanted to leave this place immediately.
"I'm waiting for your divorce papers, right away!" I said then got up from my seat and walked away leaving the crowd with a gaping heart wound.
"Mas, don't leave me Mas! You promised to marry me legally in the eyes of the law..."
I never mind Mas Heru who keeps calling my name. He tried to chase me but his wife held his arm to stay with him. It hurts to see them like that. Moreover, hearing Mas Heru promise their marriage is legal in the eyes of the law. That means Mas Heru already has the intention to divorce me. Then why are you still trying to chase after me?
I did not expect Mas Heru would have the heart to complain about me. Though all this time I also tried to be loyal and only think of Mas Heru a. But today is so big a wound that Mas Heru incised. I wanted to scream, I wanted to get angry, and I wanted to throw him anything to avenge this pain.
I was disappointed, not expecting this heart to be hurt by him. As soon as the sight of these eyes looked at the affection of the two of them.
The tears just escaped and started to wet the cheeks. I didn't mind the taxi driver looking at me question-marked behind his rear-view mirror as he drove me away.
"I'm sorry, where's the destination?" Ask the taxi driver.
"Ke Hotel alone sir, which is not far from the airport if there is."
"Good Mom."
The taxi I was riding in was slowly driving a little to the destination I expected. I don't care anymore, the driver looked at me with a pity. These tears I can't stand anymore as soon as I want to spill.
Which woman would share a husband and endure seeing their affection. It hurts to know that someone so loved would betray me. Where is the word of love and affection that he always says whenever greeting me from a distance.
These eyes again condense when remembering the sweet promise that is always said every time we release longing through a mobile phone. Remembering the sweet memories we had together when the body was not at a distance.
I should have believed my best friend's advice. He may have been suspicious, but he couldn't break my heart. I'm the only one who believes too much in Mas Heru's crib. Only I am too stupid so sure Mas Heru will not play out there. I am the only one blinded by the name love.
I remember talking to my best friend named Rara.
The Flash Back On
"You've had a lot of communication with your husband, haven't you?" Ask Rara.
"Yes is... "
"Great of you, being able to survive long distances like this. If I was, I would have followed or moved there."
"You know what else, love."
"Did you never suspect how he was there?"
"Why should you be suspicious? After all, we never broke communication, from his ways and attitudes he did not change and I think remained faithful."
"No guarantee! You and I just say hello from far away. You do not monitor their activities directly. Try to come there every once in a while, see how his life is when away from you. I am thankful that he is a faithful man. I just don't want you to hurt yourself later in the day with regret."
The Flash Back Off
My best friend started messing with my mind and my heart that I had been holding onto all day. It is true what he said and it must have been, it often crossed my heart and mind.
LDR Long Distance Relationship. Long distance relationship, where with the advancement of technology and information now makes us easily connected with each other.
It's heavy, my heart can't feel. But how else, I myself have a job that I cannot leave. From the beginning of marriage we did not have any problems regarding each other's work. LDR is an option when one of us does not want to give up work. We are committed to keeping each other hearted and staying in touch as often as possible. My husband will come home once every 3 months, sometimes if his work is not much, he will go home once every 1 or two months for a week.
We have not been gifted children even though the age of marriage has gone 2 years. Maybe because the intensity of the meeting is lacking or it is not time to be trusted by the Almighty. I kept being patient and kept praying in every bow.
But today I know what God meant by not giving me a child. My eyes were opened with trials that drained tears and feelings by finding my husband who cheated at his service home.
Suppose we already have children, it would be difficult for me to make a decision, considering the impact of a divorce can be bad for the psychological of a child.
Everything has its silver. Every day there must be good in the can even if it is a bad day to go through.
Somehow our family responded with this household problem. But if asked to stay together, then my choice is no. Something that has been broken wants to be returned no matter how it was, the results will never be the same as before.
Want Mas Heru choose him or me, I still choose to leave Mas Heru. For me a trust that has been destroyed will not be repaired again. Maybe I can forgive, but I will never be able to take it back.
Today I experienced something bad, but I believe there will be good things waiting for me later if I am more patient again.
Seriate...
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