
Chapter 64
What Feelings Are These
The funeral has just passed, but I still shed tears every now and then in the face of reality. Mira's brother has been buried, resting at his final resting place.
Mas Fandi is still faithfully waiting for the grave of Mba Mira until one by one people began to step away. Not far from Mas Fandi, there was also a devoted woman waiting for him.
The woman was the woman holding Almira. The woman I feel is weird.
"We'll wait a minute, I'm afraid anything will happen to Fandi."
I nodded, answering Roy's advice. Because it looks like Mas Fandi is very hard hit to lose Mbak Mira.
Mas Fandi began to be followed by the woman. He walked near us.
"Prophe Bro. Strengthen your heart and mind." Said Roy patting Mas Fandi on the shoulder.
Mas Fandi nodded.
"Beautiful, after 7 days, let's talk about Mira's request to you."
"Yes, it's." My answer.
I can't possibly forever pretend I don't remember Mira's last request. Sooner or later it will happen.
"What request is it? How come I don't know?" Ask the woman.
"Siska, introduce this Beautiful. He's your brother Mira's closest friend."
"Beautiful..." I stretched out my hand to invite the woman called Siska to get acquainted.
"Siskah." The answer took my hand.
"She's my sister's beautiful."
"Oh, yes, my mother."
Looks like the woman does not like Mas Fandi pinned the word sister to her.
"Mas hasn't answered my question. Mira's mom asked me if it was the same with her." Siska asked as she pointed at me with her chin.
What's up, huh? What happened to Mas Fandi's sister?
"Siska, this is my business with Lovely. Go home first."
"No, I'd like to accompany you. I don't want you to be so sad."
Mas Fandi seemed to sigh helplessly arguing with Siska, his sister.
"There is a 3-day and 7-day tahlilan event." Mas Fandi said to both of us, me and Roy.
Roy nodded as well as I did.
Then Mas Fandi started to step away in the gang by his sister Siska.
Siska glanced at me cynically. What's wrong with that woman? Did I do anything wrong to him?
"He's Fandi's foster sister. Fandi's parents took her home when they found her at the age of 5. Fandi said, it was likely that he was dumped by his parents by leaving him on the edge of the road that surrounded the forest just like that."
My heart was full of hearing the reality of Siska. Not expecting behind his dislike for me, he had a less happy childhood.
"We're home?" Take Roy then.
"Yes, I'm going to take my bike to work."
"Let me take you."
"But..."
"Don't refuse."
Although Roy's treatment makes me feel good, but I feel bad for Roy's kindness to me. I will marry his best friend. But he still cares about me even though he's no longer fighting like he used to.
Why with Roy's attitude like this makes me even more comfortable being around him. Even if I used to be so afraid of him, even I wanted to avoid the feeling.
"Nnti 3 days and 7 days we go together, I'll pick you up. Then about Fandi's next project, just call me. While I handle it while it's open."
"All right."
Roy also drove a car splitting the road to the office where I work. The road that started to crash made our trip a little longer.
"Uuh..."
"Why you?" Roy asked a glance at me a little worriedly.
"It's okay." Answer me give.
"There must be nothing." Said Roy wiping the cold sweat on my temple with his finger.
I couldn't stand the pain in my stomach until I looked back.
"My magh relapsed." I woke up in the car seat while closing my eyes withstanding the pain that was whack.
Roy slightly drove his car when the road started to stretch. Then he stopped at a pharmacy on the side of the road.
I watched what the man did. Not long after he came out with a package.
"We're looking for food first, it's almost noon."
I can't say anything. This man's attention really made me feel safe and comfortable. I think I'm according to what he's planning. We stopped at a cafe offering food.
Roy opened the car door for me. After I got out of the car, he grabbed my hand to step together inside.
I was pounding, either because of the influence of the pain of Magh I thought or because of Roy's warm grip.
"Your hands are cold."
Isn't this wrong? Roy and I both knew I was going to marry Fandi. But Roy's warm attitude towards me made me feel comfortable. And he continued to pay attention even without the seductive smile that he often addressed first.
Roy ordered us some food.
"Take your medicine before you eat." Said the man offering a package of drugs that he had bought at the Pharmacy.
I took the syrup medicine that Roy had placed in his container, and then drank the mineral water that Roy had opened.
Can I accept Roy's kindness like this? I am really interested in his attitude. I became weak because of his attention.
The food arrived after 15 minutes of waiting. Roy and I enjoyed lunch without saying much. Then after that, according to his promise he drove me to the office.
***
Three days night came. We arrived at Mas Fandi's residence before the event began. Roy sat among the men and I sat among the women.
I saw Almira being carried by a woman named Siska. I approached them because I missed the little angel.
Siska got up from her seat stepping away from the crowd of people. He went into another room that was not too crowded.
Ah, maybe the little one is disturbed until he moves. I followed them and walked closer.
"Assalamualaikum, Siska." Greetings.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Want what?" Ask a little.
My heart was uncomfortable with Siska's tone.
"May I carry Almira?"
"Make what? Almira is sleeping. He'll wake up again."
Ah, I feel like this woman really dislikes me from the way she behaves and the way she talks is a little rude.
"I miss seeing this little angel." I said honestly.
"Don't be so good-looking with Mas Fandi!"
I scrunched my forehead at the accusation.
"Carmouk? What do you mean?" Ask me who can still hold back patience.
"You know the side of yourself the most! Don't be such a plain ass."
"This is so I don't understand. Meaning what?"
I still have patience with Mas Fandi's sister who I think is strange with her protective attitude towards Mas Fandi.
"You're gonna want to replace that Mira, right?"
Astagfirullah, why is this woman so rude as not to like alm. Mira's sister? Then how did she know that I was asked by Mira to take care of her son and husband. Has Mas Fandi told this woman?
"Don't dream!" The woman again.
Seriate....