
Rigo looked at Velo with a worried look, he was afraid that one day what Velo was doing, his act of revenge backfired for him, being the thing he regretted the most to make him feel sad. Honestly Rigo was not afraid of what would happen with Selena because the caring feeling was starting to thin out and she always put all her feelings for Velo. Not stupid, nor insensitive, all this time he realized that if he was evasive enough about his own feelings, he did not want to fight those feelings anymore, he did not want to fight those feelings, he no longer wanted to dodge because Rigo knew rightly it would be difficult for him to do that.
He cares about Velo, he wants Velo to survive to the end. He wanted to be with Velo in a state where Velo could focus on their lives alone. Rigo thought if Velo tried to accept and reconcile with his past life would definitely be happy. The two of them could start everything from scratch and it didn't matter also if he had to wait for Velo to fall in love with him.
" You won't understand it, you won't understand it until you experience it yourself. Wound after wound, a feeling of pain and disappointment, wanting to feel relief but present in life are simply disappointed. I've been through a lot of painful things my whole life, Rigo. I don't want to explain at length what's happened to me all this time, because I hate being loved, I hate other people staring at pity but just know how to say patiently. It's about a life where self-determination is in the hands of each. I could have lost twenty-three years ago, and this time I won't lose again. "
That's what Velo said, and now it's making Rigo helpless. Afraid, he was really afraid that in the end Velo would be in danger, he was afraid that he could not help much, he was afraid that seeing a woman who had important meaning in his heart would grieve. Be sad? Rigo scrunched his forehead, why had he never seen Velo so sad let alone cry?
Rigo sighed, Velo was now asleep and he did not want to disturb her either. But the problem was, Rigi couldn't bear to not treat the wound on Velo's leg so slowly he took care of the wound. After he finished, he began to move in a position to lie down next to Velo.
You can hide a million secrets about yourself, Velo. But I'll try to break in, find out everything myself. I am not a man who has had this kind of struggle before, but I will try to protect you with all my might.
Rigo kissed Velo's forehead, then slowly began to close his eyes to fall asleep.
Her morning.
Fer's father canceled his intention to leave Madame Fer's house because of Fer's own mistress. First he was kicked out because he could not be the husband he wanted, but once she wanted to leave, Mrs Fer instead became more angry because she accused her husband of deliberately provoking her emotions because he wanted to leave her and free himself to escape responsibility and have no more burden.
I don't know what to do, but Fer's father was really shaken in his heart by Mrs Fer. He is actually also just desperate capital to go to the village and somehow he will find money there. It can be said that all this time he only depends on his wife if financial problems so that he becomes useless like this when it comes to money.
Currently they were already at the dining table, they were all compactly silent looking at this breakfast menu that was much different than before. There are only beef eggs, rice, and vegetables. At first Madame Fer was upset and reprimanded her housemaid, but because her maid said that she had not been given shopping money for a week, so she had to cook their master and hostess using her own money.
Madame Fer was really dizzy, she had not given the maid wages because she was also confused as to how to manage her finances which were only a little. But if he does not give wages, he also cannot if there is no maid in the house. She could not cook, cleaning the house was not her usual thing either.
" Mom, is there no other food? " Ask Selena. Beef-eye eggs are a food that Selena does not like. Breakfast usually he will only eat fruit, or vegetable salad, as well as toast with honey. He was not used to breakfast with rice, so naturally he would look for another menu according to what he wanted.
Madame Fer sighed regretfully, even though she was really dizzy, now even made more dizzy by Selena's question. The other food? The food that would be their breakfast was said to be debt with the maid, but it was brave to want another meal.
Selena clenched her hands, her eyes reddened, holding back the tears of having to listen again to the very painful words of her mother. Selena no longer wanted to say anything, nor could she just leave because she was so hungry. Selena took a little rice, then more vegetables so that her stomach could be comfortable as usual.
In his heart he was really crying out for sadness because the taste of the food he ate was so salty according to him. It can be said that the maid may only use salt for cooking because there is no other seasoning. Though some time ago Selena get paid from where she became a model, although there is a problem there, the organizers still send her wage money. No need to ask where the money is because it is definitely in the hands of his mother, just wondering what money he received as a wage if eating alone he could not match his taste?
Selena stopped her activities, looking briefly at her mother with a questioning look in her heart.
" Why look at Mom like that? " Ask Madame Fer who was feeling uneasy in the way Selena looked at him.
Selena shook her head and resumed her breakfast activities.
Madam Fer put down her spoon and fork, looking at Selena with a bitter nose because she seemed to know what Selena was looking at earlier.
" You wonder where your money is until you have to eat like this? "
Selena didn't answer making Mrs Fer think more and more.
" To pay for your car, it's been two months in arrears, and you only pay one month in interest. Although there is little left, Mother must be good to keep it and we can use it when urgent later. Basic useless, making a little money just want the calculation. " Mistress Fer's annoyance made Selena lose her appetite.
Somewhere else.
Velo smiled happily at the increasingly pleasant chaos of the Fer family.
" Money really has tremendous power. Harmonious families can be hell families, opponents can be friends, can be close, and money can make people curse each other, scramble, and kill each other. Ah, having money to watch the suffering of others is also quite pleasant. " Velo murmured to sit back and enjoy a cup of green tea there.
Seriate.