
" I beg you, please leave my beloved. I had nothing else I could hope for except her. I've withdrawn from the competition and allowed you to become the first champion, I must accept the mockery and angry gazes of my parents because of that decision. Now, please leave my beloved, I must marry her for the sake of the child in my womb. I beg you, Selena. " Maria's voice sounded trembling, and it seemed as if she had also started to shed tears even though she did not sound sobbing.
" Why are you begging me? Your priest who came to me, he taught me so eagerly. I told you I didn't want to have any relationship, so don't whine at me, just come to your man. " Selena's cold and arrogant voice was clearly heard in Rigo's and Velo's ears.
" There's no relationship? but why do you always go together? You guys even used your partner's shirt a few times, you can't possibly be friends that far, right? "
Selena sounded screeching, she was breathing out as if in so careless hearing a question from Maria that sounded so demanding to be answered.
" What's why? If you want him back with you, just persuade him. Anyways whining to me won't work, you know why? Because I don't have to tease men, let alone get to a hamili like you. I just need to smile a little and the guy's gone crazy for it. Men of course will hunt for luxury and special things, while cheap items will only be used as a dirt swab. "
There was the sound of Isaac crying, and it was clear that it must be the voice of Mary.
" Selena, when I speak well to you, but you insulted me like this? Me, I just handed this body over to him, I've never touched anyone before. He promised to marry me, but since you were close to him he asked me to abort my son. I can't accept it, I don't want to kill my son, because it feels like it would definitely be as much mental torture as me killing myself. "
Selena sounded chuckling making Rigo hold her breath, the other side of Selena actually made her so goosebumps.
" Then do it. " Selena said.
" What? Done what? " Task Maria in a speechless tone, asking a confused one as if she did not expect that her conjecture was true.
" Just shut it down, or die, anyway it'll be the same. You're pregnant, then it's your fault that you can't take good care of yourself. A very young woman like you already dares to give her body to a man, but drags others to make sacrifices. Well, it's appropriate that your parents are angry and hate you, all parents obviously hate bad deeds, as well as cheap ones like that. "
" Good look at what you said, Selena! " Anged Maria.
" You should have done that! You come to me talking weirdly like I'm your lover's usurper. If you are cheap, just keep the secret for yourself, lest other men will be disgusted when they find out. Your parents, they're gonna put more pressure on you when they find out you're pregnant, right? Huh! Stop trying to beg for love from a man, if I were you, I would have swallowed a sharp dagger and knocked myself down from a tall building. However you speak so plainly as a shameless woman, I am ashamed of myself. Next time you shut up, don't let anyone know what you don't need to know. "
Voice recording is complete.
Rigo took a breath, throwing it away quickly while holding his head. The woman he was after all that long was a creepy person apparently? But, still Rogo wants Velo to let go of everything, then accept Rigo and slowly try to be together and happy in this household? Waitaminute! This thought, was Rigo actually so selfish? He wanted Velo, he wanted Velo to accept him and also love him in order to be happy? Be happy? Who will be happy? Isn't Rigo just one? If he continued to suppress Velo on the grounds that Velo would definitely be happy, who would vouch for him? And what if in reality Velo suffered more?
" I never asked you to understand me, Rigo. I never wanted your attention, you also realized that from the beginning, right? I am not a woman who can accept the feeling of love from others, nor will I be able to love anything. If you're sick of my stubbornness, of course it's not your fault, it's my fault that I've been used to suffering all my life. I've tried to do what you said before, but every moment I've been thinking more and more about the past and more deeply, well, I used to do this with my mom. I remember all things just because of trivial things.
Rigo was speechless.
" In this world, I only trust myself, I'm sure myself won't betray myself, but I can't even love myself. So stop, Rigo. Stop showing all your attention because it's really depressing for me. If you still want to prevent me and say, forget the past, then you want to try to make me happy, then stop that and try to find another woman. You can go back to Selena, help her fight me, but I'm not going to give up, I'm also going to remain a crushing machine, a vicious psychopath who will continue to hunch sadistically. "
Rigo let out his breath. Tight, sick, disappointed. Velo may want to make Rigo see how cruel a Velo is, but what Rigo feels is, the pain is so deep, he has difficulty in dealing with his hatred because all this time he has not tried for it.
" Let's go to sleep, it's night. " Rigo got up from his seat, grabbed Velo's wrist and pulled him to invite Velo into the room.
Velo brushed it off in annoyance.
" Aren't you listening carefully to this conversation? " Task Velo.
" Listen, I heard every word very clearly. But it's night, we have to sleep. "
Velo was speechless, why did Rigo just think like he didn't hear anything?
Ve, whether it's coercion or not, but a centimeter I won't let you escape. This time, let me get it right.
Seriate.