
As soon as he returned to the apartment, Velo sat speechless on the balcony with a blank look. He kept thinking about all the things he had done, he remembered one by one the events that had happened during his life. Her tears, pain, disappointment, anger, such feelings she always felt in her every day.
The most difficult is when he had to go to school, live alone, foraging for himself, all alone when he was only thirteen years old. All the money he brought from the village, the money given by his mother Renata has been paid for school until it is finished. To eat he must scavenge, or work to be a dishwasher if there is a food seller who is wrong. No place to stay, Velo sometimes sleeps by the side of the road, in the city park, ever in the stuffy and dark school bathroom. Ever slept in the rain, the heat, it feels like it has passed so long, but still very fresh in the memory.
Every second, every minute, every time he felt sorrow, pain, all he remembered was his father's face, Madame Fer's face, he hated the pair of faces until unconsciously the pair of faces made Velo would not lose when he was sick, not to lose even though he had not eaten for two days, do not want to lose me his body sounded sunlight, not also feel the cold when the rain. Who wouldn't suffer if they felt that way? At first Velo felt sorry for himself, but over time he thought that, feeling sorry for himself, crying out for lack of self would only make him weak. Velo got up, she slowly grew into a strong girl, she had no need for the compassion of others at all, she was really sturdy with those two legs of her level.
The last news she got about Selena was, the girl was following an online date. Well, he must have thought that marrying a man could make him a little relieved because so little he could get money from a man.
Mrs Fer, she's still like before. He could not do anything freely because his body had a stroke. Fer's father, that man obviously he knows how he is.
Realizing it was true that in the end Velo was unhappy, then Velo decided to stop. He will no longer disturb the lives of all of them, whether to suffer or be happy, all of that is certainly in their hands, in accordance with their struggle.
For Zegon and also Rigo, Velo will break off the relationship with the two as much as possible after everything starts to calm down. He did not want to see Zegon feud with his family, and eventually had to see Zegon wretched. Rigo, the kind and warm man was like he was so tormented with unrequited feelings for her. Velo wished the two men a good life, happy in their own way. While Velo, he would still go through the days like running water. It's okay not to love or to love. It's okay to live as he is, neither will he need it in the end.
" Already, it's all over, Velove Agata. Everything is done, thanks for fighting, thanks for being strong, thanks for always having a heart as hard as steel. It's time, so let's end it all. "
Velo got up from his seat, briefly gazing at the dark night sky, closed his eyes and enjoyed the cool night air, also calm. He smiled still with his eyes closed, then slowly opened his eyes.
" Mom, how are you? " Task Velo to the night sky, then smile back.
***
Rigo was silent in the corner of the room holding his phone, he was waiting for a call or message from Velo. It'll be morning, but Velo still didn't send a message or call her.
He really did not want to be like this, he still wanted to be together with Velo no matter how things were. As long as he could be together with Velo, even he would be willing to do anything. But what about Velo? What if he doesn't want to be with her?
Rigo clasped his phone tightly, then threw it in any direction. He was really dilemma, annoyed, also angry. Why does everything have to be like this? Why should he love a woman who doesn't even want to know love? Why was he not given the heart to decide who he would fall in love with?
Rigo got up from his seat, took his car keys and walked quickly out of the apartment to get to the car park. Once there he immediately drove his car to Velo's apartment.
Not daring to enter, he could only park his car and was silent while thinking. What would he say if he met Velo later?
***
Selena soon awoke from her sleep after the sound of a cell phone alarm was heard. It's time he cleaned the house, then bathed his mother then he could go to buy breakfast. Actually today she has a schedule for a meeting with a man she knows through a dating app, but after thinking about it again, she, he paused his intention because he would not be able to if only later there were people who knew. Wouldn't they embarrass him?
Selena rushed to get up, today she has to finish her activities faster than usual because at nine o'clock there will be guests, prospective car buyers. Yes, Selena who has run out of money of course there is no other choice but her mother's car, because if the car is still not finished installment. In addition to his mother's medicine, he also had to pay his mother's Bank installments, then his car installments, water costs, electricity costs, and others. Actually open does not want to work, just know yourself how the condition.
" Mommy, the person who will buy your car will come. Don't you mind, do you? I also give a price below the market to sell quickly. The money we have is already a little, so please don't be angry. "
Madam made her eyes, she spoke indistinctly. She really doesn't want Selena to sell her car, she wants to tell Selena that she still has a stash of gold that her mother once gave her, but it's a pity to talk she still can't.
Seriate.