
One month had passed, Fer's father was really so willing to spend all his time picking up used goods so that he could earn money, be able to fill his stomach with decent food. He already knew what his body was suffering from, GERD. This disease is also very dangerous and it is not impossible when the relapse will make him lose his life. It feels really strange, because since he checked himself and knew what the pain was, he just kept thinking, even can be said to think a lot of endless thinking to not be able to sleep well. When will he die? If he died in such a miserable state like now, wouldn't it be natural for him to feel unwilling? He wanted to live comfortably all this time, he had never thought of anything nor had he forgotten that humans would eventually end up dying.
She rarely gets sick after taking medication regularly, and eats food as her doctor recommends. But, these few days his GERD is relapsing, let alone to walk looking for used goods, to sit alone he is already very difficult.
There was no money left, he was completely out of money because the rest of his money yesterday he bought medicine and food for him to eat. But unfortunately it didn't improve, and he was really almost desperate because it was painful and very painful in the upper part of his heart.
" Geez, why is the pain even worse than before treatment? " How did Father Fer while gently pressing the abdomen where his heart is hurting. It was already going to be night, but he really hadn't eaten rice, just a piece of bread without jam and almost expired which he ate, and it seemed like he could only hope that the pain would subside by itself.
Fer's father gasped, wouldn't it be that if people were suffering, sick, they would usually pray to God to be healed? Fer's father raised his face to look at the darkening sky, closed his eyes and begged God in his heart to heal his pain. After that was done, Father Fer sighed in disappointment, apparently the pain was still there, the more pain it felt.
" Fuck, I'm thirsty too. " The murmur of Fer's father held his neck, feeling right with the clear throat so tight that his lips were also dry and cracked. Fer's father was silent for a while, he was eager to get up and walk, but he was completely incapable of doing so.
Not long after the rain fell, Father Fer was really very happy because he could drink for free at that time. He opened his mouth wide to let rain water into his mouth. He was quite happy because even if it was not swift at least his throat was quite wet. Damnit damnit! Though he had just felt happy, but suddenly the rain stopped while he still did not feel his thirst disappear. But with him drinking a little water apparently the pain in his heart feathers reduced, so he tried to drink a lot of water.
Honey, there's no water there. If you want to get free water, he should walk first to the city park because there is a water tap that never runs out of water.
Fer's father wanted to get up, but even though the pain had lessened, he still could not walk. He sat back down, enduring the pain that was so pronounced with a grimacing face holding him back. His feelings as much as possible struggle well, but why is there always an obstacle in his life? Why did he become sicker after treatment? Fer's father promised in his heart that if he recovered later, he wouldn't see the Doctor anymore because the Doctor would only make him sicker.
Wanna know why? Here's story.
When Fer's father went to see the Doctor, of course Fer's father had already registered his name first, and Velo quickly preceded to talk to the Doctor before Fer's father got an examination.
" Doctor, I know this request is too cruel. But if my father felt desperate, he would not choose his hobby, he would definitely return home because he realized he could not take care of himself, right? Please Doctor, please just tell him all the bad things, just say the illness is severe. "
The Doctor seemed hesitant to help Velo, but saw a sad face when the Doctor Velo was touched and felt so happy to see a child who loved his father so much. The doctor nodded in agreement after a while Velo continued to urge and plead.
What purpose? The goal is, to attack Fer's father psychologically. If Fer's father was afraid of disease and death, people like him would of course panic, not willing because he felt his life was very meaningful. If the brain continues to fear the condition of his body, nodding himself in severe pain, then what he thinks it will be like a command from the brain to the rest of the body. Though it used to be normal, so quite severe as a result.
Back to Father Fer's situation.
After being tired there was nothing he could do in a state of pain while the feeling of thirst became more after he felt somewhat better when drinking water a while ago. Fer's father looked to the right and to the left. He accidentally saw the turbid water. For a moment he thought, can't he drink pot water? But if he doesn't drink, will he feel pain for longer than that?
Slowly Father Fer got up, in a row staring at the dirty water got. She was crying bitterly because she was not willing to, but she could not bear the pain in her heart. He moved his hands together, squeezing his fingers together so he could save water there. Fer's father closed his eyes, then slowly drank the water.
Smells, no good! But Fer's father kept drinking because he really wanted the pain to subside so that tomorrow he could work again and could buy food.
" Yuck! Yuck! " Fer's father really wanted to spit out the water that had already entered his body, but the water that has been swallowed perfectly it only tells the unpleasant smell until the smell can be remembered clearly in the head of Father Fer.
Seriate.