
Rigo rubbed his face violently because it turned out that the state of Velo's apartment was still the same as the last time he came. Rigo had already searched for clues by unpacking all the contents of the room to find out where Velo was going but none of the clues could make him know where Velo was.
It feels like I really want to cry, but also realize that crying will only waste time for now. Rigo walked back quickly from the apartment, then his destination was now Mrs Laurent. Well, he pretty much knows a lot about Velo, who knows he also knows where Velo is right now. It was unthinkable to contact first, but he really wanted to meet in person and inquire in person.
An hour later Rigo traveled, finally he arrived at the gallery owned by Mrs Laurent, and it turns out Rigo again get disappointed because Galery was also closed. Rigo briefly leaned over the body of the car thinking, she remembered that Mrs Laurent had contacted her so she tried to contact Mrs Laurent. Until the eighth call Rigo did not get an answer either busy what is being done by Mrs Laurent, or maybe he was intentionally because he knew what Rigo would ask and he did not intend to tell her.
Rigo sighed, trying to contact Velo and as he expected, the dormant Velo number had already lasted one month.
" Ve, where should I look for you? The other friend I don't know how to reach him. " Rigo threw out his rough breath, looked at the dark sky, and it made him think of Velo. Yeah, Velo likes the night sky like this, right? Was Velo also staring at the night sky in a place he had not known until now? What was he thinking while looking at the night sky?
If not Zegon, not himself, who was in the mind of a Velo? Did he ever love a man? Is comfort, sincerity, money, attention, all that not enough to thrill his heart? The heart is the heart, it cannot be equated with stone, steel or anything else. As thick as a human heart, he will still feel pain when someone hurts him, also will definitely feel happy too, right?
Velo........
Rigo vividly remembers what Velo's beautiful smile was like when he was with her, his unusual way of speaking, briefly staring coldly, then teasing, angry, arrogant, cunning, resourceful as well as intrigue. But that face really misses him a lot.
" Velve, this time even if you hide in the deepest hell, I will not hesitate to come to you. I will not let you go, I will force you to stay with me whether you love me or not. " Rigo muttered, then fixed his position and got up to get into the car immediately.
Otherside.
His smile at that time, his mother's smile while holding back tears because she felt sad not being able to give a birthday cake like most Mothers in general out there. He felt like a failure indeed because it brought his son's life along hard, he knew his love for a jerk who was none other than his father Velo had tormented his son. He knows he's stupid, he knows he shouldn't really love a man who before he married him was a very nice guy and felt so in love with him, he said, going to the city with the aim that he and his future children will live happily, also have money for the main birth. But who would have thought, that initial intention changed completely when her husband saw how wonderful life was to have so much money.
Velo actually hates his mother a lot when his mother still tries to improve the image of his father in front of Velo by telling all the goodness of his father, aka Father Fer. Like Velo has no reason to hate him, Velo has feelings of love and affection for his father. He even missed Dad who never missed him at all, he kept waiting and hoping his Dad would come so he could show everyone that he had a father, so that everyone, especially friends and neighbors who had been saying that bastard child shut his mouth tightly.
In fact, his father was reluctant to even look at him when he saw him. If you think about it, isn't this mistake not just because of his father? His mother is also the prime suspect. He was the one who had instilled the feeling of love, affection, he made Velo admire his Father, he made Velo have great hope to expect his love to be avenged. He wants his father's embrace, he wants his father's protection. Every day Velo only knew hope and pray that his father was always healthy and happy so he could quickly meet him.
" Basic, why does everyone look like a jerk in my eyes now? "
Velo clenched his hands together holding back the vexation over what he was thinking. He began to try to use the word supposing while thinking about all that. Had his mother told him all the things that happened, let him have the choice to love or hate his father, the wounds he had would not have been this big would he? It turns out that it's true, if you think his mother was the most guilty of everything that happened. Why now should the child be forced to love his father who clearly loves his father will make his heart hurt? Had his mother also told him the ugliness of his father, if only, if only!
" W.......! "
Velo threw a flower vase that was not far from him. He was so angry he didn't know what to say. It's been a month in the village and she still hasn't come to her mother's grave. Intentionally? Aye! Velo had not come there on purpose, not because he did not want to. But she was not prepared with feelings of anger, disappointment, resentment, pain, pain, the feeling was all very excruciating in addition to the memories of the past that were so fresh in his memory kept coming to each other to rush into his brain to be recalled by Velo.
" Damn it! Does dying take away this feeling? "
Seriate.