RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"

RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
THE SHEEP-WOLF



Finally Vee finished arranging and put all his clothes into the closet.


Throw a yellow dress in a basket of dirty clothes.


Yazza sat near the shoe closet, saw Vee squinting, “So who really likes the origin of throwing clothes?”


Pout, “But I threw it where it should be!” glancing at Yazza, “Lagian what the hell is there? Want to be a foreman?”


“I just still didn't expect, finally I can take home and keep my little elf inside the house!”


Pouting , backing almari, “I want to talk to you something!”


Crossing hands to stomach, “Why every time I hear that sentence, I feel like I'm being challenged to argue anyway?”


Wipe your face grunting annoyance, “Cih! It is because of your selfish nature that never wants to listen to the words of others!”


“Well, right? It's starting to raise the tone again!” Yazza grunts face.


“Listen, I want to talk seriously this time!”


Staring at Vee, “What?”


“Lusa, I want to go to the Coast!”


Squinting, “Coast?” reset Yazza.


“I'll replace Yunna's tombstone. Because now I'm already in front of the killer, so I'm not afraid anymore to restore his last identity!”


Yazza threw away a face not saying a word this time.


“Yonna used to say she would marry a rich man to make her life better. He gets a job in your office and starts quitting his dark world. He said, he wants to improve the image to get the lover of the person who is respected.“


“A year more he managed to prove his nonsense. Until he meets you. I knew what he was planning wasn't right, I should have insisted on stopping it. But I failed to advise him.”


“He hopes, at least get promoted and get a raise after that night. And what happens is you give a blank check, then start terrorizing it!”


“Even when she is pregnant, she still insists on maintaining her womb and hopes that after she gives birth, you can accept and marry her. But what happened was just the opposite.”


“Junna is the only one I have! And so easily, you took his life. Fortunately there was still Yve, at least I could still feel Yonna's figure from within him. And since I have decided to become Yve's mother, then I must also be ready to live as Yonna! Continuing her dream to marry you!”


Yazza felt a sense of distress in his heart.


Even though he felt guilty, each hearing of the name still made him upset and angry.


“Don't talk about him anymore! I don't care if it's his dream or whatever it is! Clearly, I will only marry my little elf!” Yazza.


Vee looked up to hold back her tears. With heaviness and tightness, he breathed.


“It's so hard to wake you up! I'm here because of the two of them. Why can't you thank them?” this time Vee flat speech.


He was tired, if he had to keep fighting every time he talked about this.


“Actually what do you want, by constantly bringing it up?”


Spitting out a deep breath, “Returned times I told you this. At least, love Yve as you still consider her if she is our biological daughter!”


“He is a disgrace!”


“Iya .. and that disgrace that made me here now!” Vee began to be unable to hold back.


Yazza took a deep breath, “Have I not been kind to her? I gave him a new phone, a good school and I'm still thinking about how he got to school. Less what else?”


“Love and darling!” firmly Vee.


Yazza sighed again, looked at the watch and stood up.


“Come down! It seems like it's been an hour!”


Vee lowered both hands.


Yazza always tries to avoid talking about Yve.


“Wait! There's one more thing I want to say!”


Stop stepping, without looking back.


“Maybe I'll stay a few days at uncle Mail's house!”


Reversing, staring at Vee protesting, “Why stay all?”


“I want to go to the middle of the sea to sow flowers. After all, our parents were living in the middle of the ocean. I purposely didn't invite you because I know you were traumatized by the ocean. Since I am going to marry you, at least let me introduce myself to them as well as ask my father for permission!”


Yazza clenched his hands at the sentence.


Not because of anger, but he actually felt very useless.


What Vee said was right.


They will get married and the Yazza should also come to ask for blessing while sowing flowers there.


But what power, it still feels very difficult to get close to the ocean.


It has to sail to the middle.


“Then give my regards to them!” with great pain he turned back, walking towards the door.


Although not explicitly stated, at least the Yazza agreed and allowed.


“Yazza!”


Call Vee again just as Yazza holds the doorknob.


Obtain, “What else?”


“About the fee you requested to reimburse the school fees Yve .. I will think about it!”


Smiling sneering, “I just ask that you no longer connect with Mr. Hirza, as much as possible stay away from him and do not ‘sok know sok near’ again with him in public. But, why do you still want to think about it?”


Swiping his arm misbehaving as he walked closer, “Ya .. After all, we were friends before. If you meet accidentally and do not greet each other, will not it look strange?”


“I don't like the look in his eyes when I see you!”


“Cih ... jealousy?” cibir Vee smiled mockingly.


“His wife is alive! Do you want to be accused of being an actor?”


“Hya ... I didn't try to get close to him!”


Squinting, “You have no feelings for her right?”


Opening the door, “He is handsome and very charismatic. Just a stupid woman who has no taste in her!” walking ahead of.


Rejecting the waist with a gaping mouth.


“Hya ... how dare you praise another man in front of your future husband?”


Vee held back a smile, deliberately wanting to make the Yazza even more upset by not poking at all.


“Hya!” Yazza.


...***...



Dinner dishes are ready.


Gionio's family has gathered, except for Yve.


“My daughter hasn't come down yet?” Vee dingin.


“Well that's it! Just talked!” kek Gio pointed at Yve who was running small cheerfully down the stairs.


Dania followed behind him.


“Show slowly! Don't run around the stairs!” Vee's worried.


“OK ma!” start walking normally.


Vee smiled and then turned back to face the front.


“This is dear, you must love the food!” kek Gio smiled broadly at Yve.


Sit directly see the table, “Wuih! It looks so good!”


Chuckles stroking Yve head, “Sure dong!”


Dania sat down without any hesitation to turn the plate on the table.


All eyes were on him.


“Heh, have you never learned ethics?” tegur kek Gio's.


The smile that had just faded away.


Dania was silent as if she knew nothing.


“You think you're already part of our family? We do not forbid you to eat together. But not polite dong if you directly sit like that!” kek Gio was firm.


Dania is back on her feet, looking down respectfully feeling guilty, “Sorry!”


“Already! Since you are young, just think of this as manners learning!” pointing towards the pantry table, “Ikut just joined bi Imah, mbak Rosi and pak Udin there!”



Nodding and walking towards the pantry.


Siaalaan this old geezer!


She doesn't know I'm gonna be the big lady in this house?


Just look later ....


He doesn't know who I am yet!


How dare it piss me off!


Furious Dania, muttered inwardly.


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