RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"

RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
BLIND LOVE


A uniformed doctor stands behind Margo who sits opposite Zoya.


As usual, they were talking to a pot of tea on the table.


The back garden terrace looks quite bright with garden lights at various angles.


The rain that fell made the air feel cold, but the three seemed not to be disturbed by the weather.


“I heard .. today they did another meeting,” in a relaxed style Margo sucking her cigar.


“Women from Strom's again?” zoya asked narrowed her eyes.


“Yeah .. but he's not alone!”


“Mean uncle?”


“He came with his girlfriend. It is likely that Hirza is indeed working with them!”


“Cooperation? Is it related to the construction of a new Hospital?”


“Given the man who came with the woman was the son of the owner of White Purple, I suspect Hirza did want to join the company to fill his Hospital!”


Zoya smiles in relief, “Good!”


“So now you don't have to worry about this right? Hirza and the woman have no other relationship than a cooperative relationship in work!”


Zoya nodded with her carefree smile, “I should believe ... Hirza is still loyal to me .. she will never be able to turn around and look for my replacement!”


“Hahaha .. indeed who can turn away from a woman as beautiful as you Zoe,” praise Margo deliberately elevates Zoya's heart.


“Paman ... I want to tell you!” Zoya looked back at Margo with a happy twinkle.


“What is son? Looks like good news?”


“Yeah,” Zoya nodded, “tadi when I taught my son to paint .. I finally saw he looked happy with what I taught!”


“Oh yes?” Margo comes smiling happily, “Then?”


“She said ... she will learn more so that she can paint well!”


“What do you teach, to the point of making your son interested so?” tanya Margo is still sitting back on the back of the chair.


“Code in painting,” replied Zoya smiling proudly.


“Loh ... isn't it too early? Your son is still in Primary School,” Margo squinted.


“He's very clever! Hirza educated him very well!” given Xean's smile, made Zoya smile again, “She is very quick to respond and easily understands what I teach!”


“Lalu ... is this not too risky? If Hirza knew her son had already learned about the code in the painting, would she not be suspicious?”


“What to suspect?”


“Code in painting is a special means of communication whose technique is not widely known to outsiders. Then, if until Hirza finds out her son can already understand before she teaches him .. wouldn't Hirza be suspicious?”


Zoya smiled, “Uncle do not worry .. I have thought carefully!”


“You mean?”


“Just leave it to me later!”


Seeing the spirit that Zoya showed made the old man look happy, Margo looked back and smiled at the doctor.


“Look, he's getting better, right?"


The man in the uniform the Doctor smiled nodded, "True master!"


"Uncle is glad to see you like this! Looks like you are well enough to return to your kingdom!”


“That can't be uncle! In one kingdom cannot be led by two Kings!”


“Isn't Paradise from the beginning yours?”


“If I take over again .. will that guarantee Hirza's safety? I'm afraid people don't respect him anymore! I don't want him to lose support and back a lot of people threatening him!”


“Zoe, you have sacrificed a lot for him .. If until he let you down, I am the first one who will get rid of him!”


“Haiz .. should he know ... how much love you have for him, to the extent that ... You don't even care about yourself!”


“I'm sure Hirza knows! Just look ... isn't he also still surviving alone until now?”


Margo let out a long sigh, in silence she placed such great pity on this woman before him.


Hirza became like that as well because under the pressure of many people.


If it wasn't for the Paradise elders, it wouldn't have known what would have happened. Given how playboy Hirza was when he was with Zoya, to make the only daughter of Paradise's heir go crazy, the man was still struggling to change partners and continuously hurt Zoya's heart and feelings.


“Hirza should be grateful that you chose her!” hiss Margo muttered softly.


...***...


Hans looked at his foster brother who was standing still on the balcony of his room. The young man let out a long breath and then slammed down slowly.


Quite hesitant he was about to disturb Hirza's solitude.


Seeing how sad it was tonight, it seemed to support the feeling that Hirza was feeling.


The sky is starless and the moon does not appear. Only occasional lightning illuminates the dark night sky.


Feeling unable to get close, Hans decided to retreat.


“Hans!”


One step the man was about to retreat, his foster brother just called out.


“Eh .. mas!” Hans surprised, “Sorry! Am I interrupting?”


Hirza turned her back, leaning against the barrier, “Why do you want to go .. haven't you come to my room?”


With hesitation, the teenager stepped back to the front.


“I'm afraid of interrupting the leisure time mas Hirza!”


“No need to pretend in front of me .. I know, you must also know about what I am currently feeling right?”


“Mas is still thinking about Vee mbak huh?”


“I know he is now married, and I myself planned the idea to make them unite. Although I am aware of her current status, but hearing the news of her pregnancy ... still makes me hurt! Have I started to go insane?”


“Mas feel unwilling right now?”


“I don't know! I myself cannot deduce .. what feeling I am currently feeling! I was confused, restless and could not calm down every time I remembered the reality I just heard!”


“Should mas no need to pretend from the beginning!”


“No need to pretend?” repeated Hirza snorting a cynical smile, “If I am reborn instead of being Hirza ... maybe I can fight for Vee blatantly!”


Hans let out a long sigh again.


He sat on the balcony bench, only silent and silent. It was hard to find the right answer to comment on Hirza's statement.


“Already ... You are still young! No need to worry about my business,” Hirza looked at her foster sister, “You came to see me.. That means there is something you want to say. Is there something?”


“Yeah .. There was a report from Ozzy about Principal Xean!”


“Wait,” sidelines Hirza cut, “Head of School Xean? Did that kid make trouble again?”


Hans shook his head, his forehead starting to wrinkle at the thought of something heavy.


“Ozzy said, The Headmaster showed a strange gesture. As if she was hinting at something, but the woman was so limited in her wiggle room,” Hans stared at Hirza, “Didn't it seem ..


Hirza squinted, thinking of a reasonable possibility to conclude.


“Last-lately .. The Thousand Hands are seen watching us often ... does it have anything to do?” hans asked, squinting.


“Uncle Margo?”


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