RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
LOSE
After dinner together.
Mr. Ardi returned to take Uncle Mail to the hotel where he was staying tonight and will only return to the coast tomorrow afternoon.
It was very late when they were together.
Uncle Mail talks a lot with Yve and Vee, talks about Vee's childhood, and talks about the ocean. Yve was so enthusiastic to hear it.
And Yazza, more silent to listen.
Like on the way to the restaurant, on the way home they did not talk one bit.
At most, once in a while Yve would ask his mother and Vee only answered briefly.
Honestly speaking, the closer the apartment building got, Vee felt even more scared.
They arrived at the parking area.
It feels like stepping foot out of the car.
Anxiety overwhelms the soul, making Vee's feelings jumbled.
He wanted to talk to Yazza.
But the closer to his residence, the heavier his steps became.
Between brave and not daring to face what will happen next.
Of course Yve is a burden on his mind.
What if the Yazza hurt Yve again?
Seeing the Yazza so cold to Yve since this afternoon alone has made Vee very hurt.
“Tonight papa will stay?” tanya Yve looked at her mother who was locking the door.
Yazza went straight to Vee's room.
“Ya!” smile mute, “Yve instantly break yes?”
Pulling up his mama's arm, “What's mad papa? Why ignore Yve?”
Shaken sadly at the sad look at his daughter's sad gaze, “Papa Yazza may be too tired. Or, there is a problem with his work!”
Nodding, “Then, Yve won't bother papa. Let papa also rest tonight.”
Nodding smile, “Wash feet, wash hands, brush teeth and go straight to sleep!”
Smiling nod, “Good night dear mama.”
Smacking Yve's forehead, “Good night is also my dear!”
As soon as Yve entered his room, Vee immediately let out a long sigh of preparation to meet Yazza.
This is his own room.
This place should be the safest and most comfortable place for her.
But, seeing Yazza standing by the glass window, made his heartbeat unstable.
Immediately a feeling of being threatened and agitated filled the room.
His aura looked completely different!
Thick and stuffy.
“It seems, a cat is trying to cover up his poop!”
Snorting, “Isn't that precisely your own?”
Smiling cynically, “So, who are you protecting?” staring Vee sharply, “A villain, or a dung!”
Vee growled stepped closer, “Take your mouth!” pointing Yazza's face with her index finger, “Who did you say the shit was!”
Even though he was angry, he still did not scream.
Of course because Yve must not have fallen asleep.
If he heard the commotion, Yve would definitely be very sad.
“Of course the kid! Who else?”
THE PLAAAKKKK!
Vee immediately slapped Yazza very hard.
Yazza holding his cheek glanced at Vee sharply with his jaw hardened.
“How can anyone call his own flesh blood a shit!” furious Vee hissed between the teeth that were grinding.
“Because I already wanted to throw it away. So why would it be if I called it dirt?”
“Yve your daughter!” firmly Vee.
Grip Vee's cheek with her fingers.
Vee's reflex immediately tries to pull Yazza's arm.
The nails of the Yazza stuck so sore that they made him shed tears.
“Lease!” hiss Vee.
“You are only an outsider! Why is it so stupid to self-destruct just for the sake of someone who should never have existed!”
“Even though the world does not want his presence, I will still be a shield when he is attacked and become a sword that will advance first to weaken the enemy!”
“Cuih!” still clutching Vee's cheek jaw, “What if she finds out, you're not her mother!”
“I'm his mother!” vee firmly boldly even though his tears keep falling.
“Ya .. the person she has always considered mother, turns out to be the one who helps criminals hide their rottenness!”
“That's why, I'd better never meet someone as rotten as you!”
More clutching strong, “Sorry ever saved my life that almost disappeared?”
“Very!”
Very rudely Yazza kicked Vee until he fell to the floor.
Even reluctant to look up to look at Yazza.
Yazza snorted squatting next to Vee so calmly.
“What should I do to this liar? Why are you making me really in the position of a bad guy this time?” yazza said casually.
“Cih! Have you always been the bad guy?” still not looking at Yazza.
Screaming, “Everything I said about the little fairy .. I never lied! You know how happy I was when I found out that Yve was our daughter?”
“You should know now! Why don't I deny and lie to you about Yve's real identity!” this time Vee looked at Yazza full of anger.
Gently stroked Vee's head, ignoring the woman's anger, “I'm so happy that it feels like I'll give up everything for you two! But why do you precisely remove that beauty with all these rancid realities?”
Vee just kept quiet this time, it felt like he didn't care anymore.
The look in his eyes was so nanar behind the tear membrane, but his guts were so shrunk that just moving did not dare.
Against Yazza?
It seemed like he would never be able to defeat her.
“I've really ruined your pride, robbed you of chastity and forced you to remember what we never really did,” still stroking Vee's hair, “Do you hate me even more?”
“Why I still have to answer a question that you yourself already know for sure the answer!” vee lirih.
Swiping gently under Vee's chin, “No matter you hate to the point of poisoning me though! I will keep you by my side!”
“Cih ... indeed a crazy psychopath!” cibir Vee smiled in his sobs.
“How? Still no regrets when you think you'll be free of me?”
“The only regret I have is, let Yonna go with you!”
“Don't mention the woman again if you also don't want me to mention her name in front of that bastard daughter!”
Staring ferociously, “Pak Yazza!” snapped it.
“Because you prefer not to report my crime, it means that you prefer to close Yve's true identity right?”
“Never discuss this in front of him!”
Nodding, rubbing Vee's bloody cheeks by her former nails, “Then I know your weakness!”
“I beg ... don't hurt Yve! If you really don't want him, let me take him away. I promise I will never appear again in front of you, and I will never dig up this shit you've hidden!”
Ignoring plain pretentious, “No... nothing like that is my purpose! I don't want to let go of you, all I want is you!”
Squinting, “what do you want from me actually!” tanyanya frustration.
“Become my wife!”
Vee immediately jerked Yazza's hand and stood face-down staring out the window.
“Still very haughtily resist?” Yazza stood up.
Vee rubbed her tears looking up at the sky.
Marry the man who ruined my best friend's life?
What have I really done before?
Why would God punish me like this!
“Yve is still my daughter. If I hired a lawyer and asked for child custody, wouldn't I definitely get it?”
“What you are talking about!” vee's protest looked back at Yazza.
“After I get custody of him, slowly I will make him suffer greatly. And in the same subtle way, he would be as if he had an accident to have to vanish from this world!”
“Pak Yazza enough!” vee jolts back into tears, “Why your brain is so damaged! You are already really mentally ill!”
“So, how? Want to protect and remain her mother or keep your ego and make her stay with me alone?”
“Yes, I will marry you!” vee firmly.
Really, those words felt like they were making his heart so sore as it was slashed by a knife.
Yazza smiled snorting then slowly chuckled with this.
“What a smart woman!” rubbed Vee's tears.
Rejecting Yazza's arm with his arm.
Yazza smiled cynically.
Pulling Vee's waist, drowning her in her arms
Gently stroking Yazza's hair also rubbed Vee's back.
His smile was even though he knew that the feelings of the woman in his arms were not the same as the happiness he was currently feeling.
Yuna!
These tears will not make up for my mistakes!
I feel so guilty for you!
Sorry for putting Yve in danger.
And I'm willing to marry this guy!
But, don't worry! I will always be a shield for our daughter!
The clear granules continue to descend slowly, accompanying the pain that crawls up to the heart's ulu core.
So pain!
If this world has free oxygen, why does it feel so stifling?
Do I have to pay to get freedom?
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