RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"

RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
AUTONOMOUSLY


It is difficult to change the perception of someone who has been attached for too long.


After all, Berli and Yazza had a bad past.


But isn't it wrong to try to make someone change their view of someone else's character?


Everyone makes mistakes, and encouragement from others can motivate them to change.


If it continues to be left, fear it will actually make the person go the wrong way to get lost in other mistakes.


“I think you know much more about him,” continued Vee blurted.


“Isn't he actually very innocent and easy to trick? I just don't want her to be like Yonna. Keep walking on the wrong path and I can't do anything to help her get on the right path, even though I should be able to change it!”


“I want to make up for all those regrets now!” concluded Vee looked down sad when he had to recall about Yonna.


Every time I saw Vee come back so grimly about her best friend, it always made Yazza's heart shake.


Guilt and fear mix into one, making it a unit of feeling that is difficult to explain in words.


“Yang Berli needs only attention and sincerity!” say Vee again.


“You're sure he can really change? What if one day he betrays you?” ask Yazza flat.


“If that happens .. Just assume God is punishing my past mistakes. But if I succeed, let's just say it's a bonus of planting a kindness.”


This time the corner of Yazza's lips was raised upwards, he smiled faintly looking at the woman next to him.


“I think I've been fooled again by your sweet words!”


With a carefree smile Vee turned her head, looking up to see her husband's face.


“So you allow?”


Next to Yazza's hand outstretched forward, he took a piece of bread on the table, “Depending on the contents of your proposal later!”


“Cih! So the proposal still has to be made?” cibir Vee snorted in annoyance.


“Of course!”sahut Yazza chews without looking at his wife.


“Ckkk!” decak Vee pursed his lips while throwing his face away.


Yazza smiled faintly scornfully glancing at the expression Vee showed.


...***...


Yve looked excited this morning.


Vee smiled happily as she could finally see Yve's cheerful smile again.


“Woah .. mama's daughter is getting ready so early?” welcome Vee, “Mbak Rosi, milk for Yve please make it first yes!”


“Every mistress!” sahut mbak Rosi smiled friendly.


The girl looked in search of someone.


“Loh ... mbak Dania has not returned yet ma?” ask Yve while sitting near her mother.


“Mbak Dania one week permission. You see soon he has to take the semester exam,” replied Vee while turning the plate for Yve.


“Do you need Mr Karno who drove Yve?” ask kek Gio.


“Ah don't need eyang buyut! Yve has grown up ... without a babysitter Yve also will not be okay kok!” sahut Yve smiled cheerfully.


“It can't be! Everyone knows that you are my daughter. That means you are not as free as you used to be.. After all, there must still be someone watching!” yazza firmly without looking towards Yve.


Yve again became grim looking down miserably.


Seeing her daughter's depressed face made Vee feel claustrophobic.


“Emb ... maybe Yve is not comfortable if the one who is guarding him is a man! After all, it's only been a week, or am I keeping it?” gulan Vee volunteered.


“Shhh,” Yazza immediately turned his head to look at Vee protesting, “Be careful if you dare to step foot out of the main gate!”


“Ckkk!” decak Vee lip-shrinking, “Possessive really deh .. nothing should be!”


“It is not so .. have you forgotten the terror incident of that time? What if someone suddenly has evil intentions again? I'm just in case that such things don't happen again!”


“Pa ... My friends at school will be scared when they see Mr. Karno. Yve is embarrassed to be the center of attention and talk about other children!”


Vee took a long breath.


“Begin only .. pak Karno will drop off and pick up Yve, but pak Karno will not wait at Yve school ... how?” asked Vee stroking his daughter's head.


“Mama's idea is much better!” the boy smiled with relief.


Vee smilingly pinched her daughter's cheek in anxiety, Yve smilingly looked at her mother.


“After all Yve isn't going anywhere. She must be safe at school .. isn't her new school a high-security standard?” vee said he tried to convince everyone.


Cake Gio smilingly looked at Yve, “What if the great-grandfather delivered?”


“Haiz! You will sleep anywhere! Snoring eyes will humiliate Yve!” goda Yve flicked his lips.


“Eh .. snoring is normal. Why should I be ashamed?”


“Cih! For children, people who snore will be considered very silly and they will surely laugh at it!”


Gio's cake frowned in a sneer, “That means they're all brash!”


“Nah right .. not so just dropping off already scolded them! What if it really happened?” Yve imagined, “Hmph .. should not be ushered eyang great!”


Gio's cake chuckles amusedly, “Hahaha! This child .. hya Vee! Look at your education!”


Vee smile, “Hya! Grandpa compare it with the upbringing of grandfather!” looking towards the Yazza.


“What?” the sharp glances of Yazza depict him as if he seemed to be protesting.


Cake Gio sneered at his grandson, “He has indeed looked sour like that since childhood. Don't blame Grandpa if you can't joke with him! Unlike you ... Only when meeting you can new grandfather joke. Well ... the point should be to adjust the personality of the person!”


“Hya .. why does grandpa blame me instead?” Yazza sneered at Vee, “Two on one ... hah?”


“This time I won't be on any side!” kek Gio chuckled at Yve, “Hahaha .. dear! Ask Mr. Karno first .. You finish your breakfast! Before your mama nags!”


Yve smiled nodding, “Good-eyed greatut!” sip the warm milk.


Vee smiled as she stroked her daughter's hair.


...***...


Gerry looks at Berli who is already busy in the kitchen with his domestic assistant.


The sight still surprised Gerry.


Lately the woman has been very diligent in taking care of the house.


From starting to cook, clean up to clean the yard.


“You're not tired every day like that?” gerry asked while sitting near the pantry.


Bizarre, “I'm getting used to doing this all!” smiling turned to look for a few seconds, then refocused on cooking.


“Hmmm ... that's good!”


“Oh yes .. I don't think I can work in the office! Too forced yourself!”


“Loh .. You did not do anything there!”


“That's exactly .. I want to study independently!”


“Hah? Self-contained?” reset Gerry.


“Can't I work somewhere else? Emb ... which matches my ability?”


Squinting eyes fixedly staring Berli, “I didn't hear wrong?”


“Heh .. didn't Ganny say I was useless? I just want to prove that I can change!” cibir Berli's.


“You took the wrong medicine or how the hell?” Gerry is increasingly confused by the change in attitude Berli shows.


The woman smiled, “That's because I just found the right friend! It seems like the association can indeed affect attitude!”


“What are you talking about?”


“Today I made friends with people who do not do shopping, like foya-foya and just waste money on something useless!” said Berli sage.


Remembering about an old friend, so it flashed in his head about something that still made him curious.


“Oh yes ... about Kingdom, why don't you look for it?” berli asked innocently.


Gerry immediately misbehaved when he heard the name again called.


The room was cold as if it suddenly became hot.


Berli squinted at the change in the face of the man before him, “Why do you look like someone who is scared?”


The woman brought her face closer, half-descending to pay close attention to Gerry.


“Wait ...,”


Gerry grew tense with trembling hands.


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