RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"

RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
DILEMMAS



The blurry shadow rotated overhead.


It was dark and just a dim reflection of light that Vee saw the first time he opened his eyes.


Yazza curled up to sit on a chair near his nursing bed.


“Awww!” pain and tenderness Vee felt on the shoulder of his right arm.


Hearing his wife's groaning, Yazza immediately gasped and sat down to open his eyes.


“Available?” tanya Yazza held Vee's hand tightly.


“Hmph!” still dazed, “Dark once!”


Looking around, “Ah! In a moment,” Yazza took off Vee's hand, standing up to turn on the lights.


The room became bright.


Dania and Yve seemed to wake up as soon as they heard the sound.


Although it was still faint, Vee could tell that Yve was also in the room.


“This is where?” tanyanya polo's.


Hearing her mother's voice, Yve immediately opened her eyes completely.


“Mama!” swiftly, the girl sat down hurriedly moving down.


Dania didn't seem to like seeing Vee sober up.


Live long this woman too!


After all, the intruder was a complete fool!


Letting go of the shot misses!


It should be head or heart!


He should have died by then!


Gutter Dania in the heart while tidying her hair.


“Yve! Honey,” Vee holds the child's head with his left hand, “Eh .. what is this? Infuse?”


“Not ... it's handcuffs! Congratulations .... You became a suspect for killing someone!” yazza's grunts crossed hands in the stomach.


“Hah?” Vee surprised.


Yve looked at her protesting papa and then clasped her mother's hand.



“Papa only teases mama,” smiles put Vee's palm on her cheek.


“Shhh! My head is still dizzy .. Why do I feel this indistinct?” mumble Vee.


Yazza smiled sneering, “So what was it like lying there?”


Frowning sneering, “I'm going home!”


“Hya! It's not that easy! I must take revenge now ... remember ... you used to make me have to stay here until a few days!”


“Yazza seriously!” Vee sneered in annoyance.


Yazza smiled stroking Vee's head, “Listen ... you have been operated on .. can't go home. Just think and rest for some time here! I'm not going anywhere either!”


Dania was more upset to see the affection Yazza was pointing at Vee.


Yve smiled relievedly, “Yve will also always accompany mama!”


Vee smiles haru looks at his daughter, “Thank you dear! But it is not good for a child if it has to linger here! Yve is not sick ... if it becomes sick because it is too long here how?”


Smell at Vee's hand, “Yve was so scared to see mom like that! Anyway Yve don't want to be away from mama!”


Vee smiled, trying to make Yve not to worry too much, “I'm sorry mommy ya dear!”


“Mama is great and cool! But mama don't get hurt again! Anyway Yve was scared once,” sneer Yve with frowny lips.


“Uuuuhhhh, unfortunately mama! Mama is really sorry for worrying Yve!”


The boy nodded his head smiling sweetly and put Vee's hand on his cheek.


Looking at their smiles, Yazza felt an unexplainable warmth with words in his heart.


Again he was made to not understand what he was feeling.


Although Yazza still looked at him like a disgrace to be removed, but the boy's smile always managed to make him feel calm.


...***...



Very early in the morning Gio's cake came with Mr. Karno.


Last night he could not sleep quietly because he thought about Vee's situation.


“Vee! Wake up, how are you?” asked Kek Gio as soon as he entered the ward.


“Hya .. grandpa is old! Why bother here anyway!” the Goda Vee.


As soon as he saw Vee could joke, it certainly made him feel a little relieved.


“Repot your head! Haiz ... basic don't know yourself! It's obviously throwing a tantrum until we all get worried! And now grandpa see ... You can still laugh like that?”


“Cuih!” Vee sneers off face, “Who told me to worry about me!” although his tone was tight, but the corners of his lips seemed to be pulled upwards.


“If you are not sick .. I have hit your head,” threaten kek Gio who also joined the anxious cry.


Vee frowned sneering back at Gio's cake, “Haiz ... still fierce!”


The old man chuckled softly as he looked around, “Loh, which Yve?”


“Grandfather didn't cross paths with them? I asked Mr. Ardi to take Dania and Yve home first! Let them change clothes, shower and eat at home.”


“Surely they passed another line!” see Yazza, “Leo is not here yet?”


Bizarre, “She's still on the road!” sneering, “Cuih ... he said he had to pick someone up first!” glancing at flat Vee, “My feelings are not good!”


“Wait! A leo? Why would he come here?” ask plain Vee.


Yazza let out a long sigh, “There was someone who died at our wedding party! You are injured and there is a terror bomb .. impossible if the police will not come.”


Vee raised his hand, saw his fingers, “Where's the ring?”


“I've saved!” firmly Yazza, “If later the police ask why there are injuries on the face and neck of the man .. just answer if you reflexively use head accessories as a weapon of self-defense.”


Blindfolded looking panicked, “But I didn't kill him!”


Vee recalled, very clearly he saw the man shooting a bullet right in his own head.


All those events were recorded again vividly in memory, making shuddering in horror only.


“Investigators will only ask to dig a description .. don't panic and don't be afraid! They won't blame us,” this time Yazza is trying to make Vee look calm.


Vee sneered at her husband's lips, “This must have been someone who hated you so much! Haiz ... I should have understood the risk of marrying a gangster-related person!”


“Hush!” kek Gio reprimanded.


Vee covered her lips with her left hand, “Ups! Release,” hiss Vee while throwing away face.


Kek Gio looked at Yazza who was sighing deeply.


Yazza returned to his mind about the offer Hirza had given him.


Although this terror is not yet clear, but what Vee said is not completely wrong.


Even Gerry had warned if he would give a surprise at the event.


As he already knew, Strom was currently led by Gerry, and Strom's main task was the execution group. It does not rule out the possibility if Gerry has superior power.


In order to get justice from the highest order, the Yazza had to enter into a group to be commensurate with the enemy.


If he had to go forward following Hirza's advice, he would face the lion's den.


But if he chose to retreat, he would fall into a steep abyss.


Whether it has something to do with it or not, it seems like Yazza has no other choice.


If you retreat .. It feels like the possibility of survival is very small!


Despite having to face the lions, at least we still have a chance to live with the same mask!


Yazza closed his worried eyes in his heart.


I have to what now?


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